FAN GIRL

"Now I want you to sing this song with me.", the whole arena's silence was disturbed by Chaoxiang's voice.

The whole crowd sang the first verse of the song with Chaoxiang. Meixiu closed her eyes, feeling the song, feeling the warmth of his voice singing. The song was first played for her, in Jeju island, two days before it was released. And now, three days after its release, Meixiu can't believe how all his fans memorize each word.

The song was not dedicated for her of course, it was just played to be their theme song. It was Ruomei who composed the song for her, clearly describing her features. But since she and Suyin are almost alike, Meixiu knows while he is singing the song, it's his ex that he remembers. "He is smiling so sweetly.", she said, tears are almost falling from her eyes.

"Hey, why are you crying?", Lein asks her.

"Isn't it emotional Lein?"

"No it's not. You're just emotional because up to this day, you are still single.", she laughed and Meixiu smiled with her.

"When she kisses me, it feels like my world stops revolving.", she froze after hearing those words from her husband.

"Ruomei, why did you write this? Clearly, you wrote this song before the wedding so what makes you think we'll like kissing each other?", Meixiu thumped her chest because of the sudden change she felt on her heartbeat. She remembered their first and only kiss with the lyrics he just sang and the way he low key slipped a smile from his lips.

(FLASHBACK)

"I now pronounce you, husband and wife."

Meixiu heard those words but she was stuck right there, she can't resist the charm of this man in front of her. She was shocked when Chaoxiang pulled her from her waist and tucked her closer to his body, her hands landed on his chest.

"You have to kiss me lady, it's a custom.", he said.

He drew his face closer, lowering his back to reach her height. His amber eyes are glued on her, the sun that's lighting the venue made his eyes shine and light pigmented.

She met her leading man halfway and locked her lips on his. His lips are making hers partly opened as he slipped his lower lip inside her mouth. Her heart's beating so fast. "Stop it already Chaoxiang or I'll die having no oxygen!", Meixiu thought.

From her upper lip, he then ravished her lower lip. Meixiu was too nervous, she never kissed someone before. That's why she poked Chaoxiang's stomach with her index because according to his interview, it's his most ticklish part, hoping he will stop the kiss after but what he did shocked her. He bit her lower lip and after tasting her blood, he left her standing there.

(END OF FLASHBACK)

"Are you that whipped for Chaoxiang?", she snapped out after hearing Lein.

"Why? What?"

"Give me your letter now, I'll give it to him at the back stage."

"Oh I'm sorry. Here it is.", she handed the box she made throughout the night.

Lein grabbed her box and got amused with how she made it. "She said she only made it for three hours, how can this turn into a masterpiece?", Lein asked herself.

"I'll go with the crowd so Chaoxiang will not see me.", Meixiu said and walked away.

It is obnoxious for Lein to see her best friend disappeared like that. Yang Meixiu, the woman who defends Chaoxiang from his bashers, the fan girl who goes all out to argue with all the trolls is actually scared of seeing her own idol, the one she defends, the one she protects. And after the concert, the woman disappeared in thin air, as if she is a chameleon who did a full 360 change in its color to blend in with the crowd.

[•••]

"Zhao Chaoxiang, wait."

Lein waved her arms and it caught Chaoxiang's attention. The man is chilling and when he turned around to look at Lein, he unconsciously ruined his hair. And it became a gesture that Leing never thought she would need, not until Chaoxiang made it and now she believes she actually craved for it even before. The butterflies, she should be over it for Chaoxiang has been doing this every time but with this distance, who is she to resist?

"What is it?"

"My friend asks me to give this to you.", she said, handing Chaoxiang the letter Meixiu made.

"This is nice. Is your friend here?"

"She left already."

"That's sad. Tell her next time I want to see her.", he said and waved his hand, gesturing a good bye.

Lein can't stop herself and she screamed after seeing Chaoxiang that close. She is always doing this for Meixiu and she feels like she can't resist. "If Meixiu will always be shy like this, for sure I can benefit so much.", she laughed with her own thought.