The Rain

"Hah?"

I immediately wide my eyes in surprise at Bryant's words.

It felt like my whole body became hot, and then not long after that I pushed myself free from Bryant's embrace and immediately stood up, and I left Bryant who was still lying on the floor in a confused state.

"Ah, Vino I'm so sorry, Vino, Wait for me!"

Bryant's voice sounded getting smaller and farther away when I left him and rushed out of his house.

"Hey wait a minute!"

I stopped when the smooth hand gripped my left arm.

"Hey, Forgive me please, I'm so sorry because I Am like, my mind is lost control and I can't control it. I don't know why! Every time I see you, I always want to keep you. Keeping you from everyone, I just want to protect you. Am Sorry if I said those 'Words'"

Bryant begged me.

But I just kept quiet and didn't respond at all. And no wait too long, I broke away from him, and immediately left his house, I didn't look back and got on my motorbike and went home.

I'm sorry Bryant, instead I don't like you, but I care about someone's heart because I fell in love with him first. I can't let you fall in love with me, because I'm afraid you'll get hurt by me.

I don't want that to happen to you, because I have loved someone first.

I hope you still want to be my friends. I was just surprised by that words.

Maybe tomorrow it will be back to normal.

I parked my motorbike and went straight into My house.

"Eh, where have you been?" I paused for a moment in the living room, which turned out that Tristan was busy playing with his cellphone, realizing my presence.

I was silent for a while, I decided to go to my room, I was still confused about what happened earlier. So sorry, Tristan, I'm in a bad mood.

"really? I called You your Brothers but instead, you just ran into your room!" Tristan shouted from the living room.

I closed the door slowly and put my things on the study table, then lay down on my bed.

Hmmm, those words, it's to more precise, what Bryant said to me are still ringing in my mind until now.

'"Wuhhhh what the hell, why does he have to like me ahhhhh!"

I screamed as I buried myself in my pillow.

I lifted my head slowly and opened my phone.

I opened Whatsapp and sent a message to someone who was playing on a cellphone in the living room earlier.

"Tristan, are you busy?"

"Hmmm Nope, why? What's wrong?"

"No Bro, I'm just confused!"

"Geez, just let it out, okay?"

"huahhhhhh" (Crying Emoticon)

"What's wrong with you?"

"It's okay, am okay"

"What is it? , Come let's talk"

"Someone shot me!!!"

"Tristan why are you silent???"

"Bro???"

"Tristan???"

"Tristan??? "

Oh, what's wrong with this person, I was waiting for a reply from his chat but it never came, what's wrong.. Did I say something wrong? and that it's making me confused right now!

Hmmm never mind I'm dizzy, I throw my cell phone at the bottom of the bed and I stand up, walk to the window.

I looked far out the window. But how come it's dark, I feel like I just entered the house but it's already dark outside.

DUARRRRR

I retreated from behind the window quickly because suddenly a thunderous sound of thunder startled me.

My body was shaking wildly, and my heart was beating so fast.

Hmmm, don't rain, please...

I rushed straight to my bed. Covering my whole body with a blanket, and always saying it over and over

"Don't rain please!"

I have said it hundreds of times.

Not because of anything, I'm just afraid if it rains.

Because I don't want to remember an incident that makes me suffer when I remember it.

DUARRRR

I immediately covered my ears with my hands, not realizing something was dripping from my eyes. These tears suddenly fell to my cheeks at this time. I can't control myself right now...

Mama, I need you right now...

Mama, I'm scared, Mam...

Not long after that, I heard the sound of rain falling heavily, along with the sound of thunder.

And then after that, all the memories that stored so neatly in my deepest memories just revealed popping into my mind.

I don't want to remember this, God please stop this.

TINNNNN

The sound of the horn echoed in my ears loudly, the rain was so heavy I couldn't hear or see anything. All I could see was a white line on the road, a sign that I was in the middle of the highway. I'm confused about where I should go because I was still a little confused about which direction I should go.

Spotlights from a distance blinded my eyes and made me have to crouch in the middle of the pouring rain.

TINNIN

And a strong jolt hit my body straight away, I rolled over several times until I felt a stinging sensation run through my body.

NGINGGGG

My ears were ringing so loudly, I couldn't hear anything for a while.

Not long after that a lot of people gathered around, some did help me and seat me. But there were many people also crowding in the middle of the highway.

Did I get hit by that car? Or someone else?

The red liquid dissolved and was washed away with the raindrops pouring down beside my feet. I can't see who's there...

I try to stand up with my feet and I approached the crowd, I plunged myself into the crowd. After I managed to enter I saw that a man was lying with blood pooled around his body, and my focus was shifted by the watch that was attached to the person's left hand, I recognized him. It was a special gift I gave to my father.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!"

"Vin, Vino!!! wake up, Vin!!"

I sat up straight away and caught my breath. Cold sweat covered my whole body. The tears that were dripping had turned into torrents. My chest is tight.

I looked around, I was in my room.

"Vinnn Look at me!!!"

I immediately looked at the person who cupped his hands on my cheeks. I saw his face dimly.

"Tristan!"

I called out slowly.

Without many questions and conversations, Tristan's hugged me tightly.

"Sorry, I'm late, being by your side when it rains! I promise this won't happen again!" He whispered as he tightened his body with me.

I was having a hard time breathing because of his tight hug.

He let go of the hug and looked at me intently.

"I promise not to leave you when it rains, Vino I promise!!!"

I just looked at him sadly.

He immediately brought his face close to mine and then he pressed his lips to mine.

At that moment, I closed my eyes.

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