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I JUST WANT TO QUIT! [BL]

Xiu Lin is a transmigrator who failed his first three jobs consecutively. He did acquiesce with all requirements as hard as he could and passed them all but one. ...a passing lovelife. System: "Host X cannot be fired unless he failed to save one hundred worlds." Xiu Lin: "Shouldn't I just die if I failed or something?" System: "Because host's soul is scattered in 100 worlds, he has 100 chances." Xiu Lin: "Fuck chances! I'll kill myself!" In the bliss of his suicidal moment, Xiu Lin failed to die... Jumping on a luxurious ship to be eaten by sharks: Failed. Jumping in front of a car to get hit: Failed. Jumping in front of a person who's about to get shot: Failed. Too many attempts yet it didn't look like he will succeed because of one person... ML: "How do you want to die this time?" Xiu Lin: "..." you again...

Al_Lishiang · LGBT+
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50 Chs

A Suicidal Second Generation Young Master 10

Xiu Lin watched the Takoyaki being cooked in a small stall near town.

His eyes were occupied with the meal he couldn't even think seriously.

'I've never had Takoyaki before. I heard this stall is worth it.' he said to the system.

[It looks good host.]

'I know right. Did you see that baby octopus there? It looks tasty, I can already savor the smoke in my mouth.'

Xiu Lin wasn't lying. He can already taste a flavor in his mouth which is why he couldn't help but stare at the cooking food.

When it was served to him, he stared at it amazed as if he has not seen it before.

After it was cooked, Xiu Lin took his tray and went to a nearby bench to eat his meal. On the first bite, his mouth felt like it was scalding, but he tried his best to chew it and swallowed that tears already formed from his eyes.

It was indeed very hot, but Xiu Lin felt like it was worth it. Very worth it.

He happily ate another piece when his phone rang. He saw the name when he picked it up which was actually Lu Jian himself.

Xiu Lin put his food beside his bench and answered the call. "Hello, ge?" He called out.

"Let's have lunch together." Lu Jian offered.

Xiu Lin looked at his box of takoyaki and smiled. "Sure ge. I'm still eating, feel free to join me." He replied.

"Alright, where are you?"

"At a nearby park behind our company."

After telling his location and final agreement to wait for the man, Xiu Lin poked another piece and guided it towards his mouth as he ate happily.

It didn't take long for Lu Jian to appear as well, wearing his CEO aura all the time. When his grey eyes saw the young man sitting on the park bench leisurely and enjoying a set of takoyaki in hand and his cheeks already budging while he chew, he couldn't help smile helplessly.

"Is it good?" Lu Jian asked as soon as he reached the young man's side.

Xiu Lin Looked up while chewing, his peach blossom eyes were a little wide with surprise as if a kitten caught from his hiding place. He swallowed the food and smiled at him with a nod. "Come, sit here ge. Try some." he offered the space on the bench and stretched the box of food happily wanting to share what he likes to the older man.

Lu Jian sat on the space, fixing the collar of his suit before turning to Xiu Lin who was still holding up the takoyaki as if it was a very rare thing to find.

"Alright." He conceded and took the toothpick to have one for himself and placed it in his mouth with one go.

Xiu Lin's eyes seemed to sparkle at the moment and proudly bragged to the system. 'Look, he's eating takoyaki while wearing an expensive suit! Look! Look!' he thought.

[Yes host, I can clearly see it.]

'Hehe, I'm so amazing. I can even feed this high class some street foods. I think I'm getting stronger.'

[Yes, yes host. Your charm has reached the male protagonist that he can eat you--your takoyaki.]

Xiu Lin happily agreed, disregarding the short 'stutter' of the system in the end of his system. "It's good right, ge?" he asked.

"It is. It tastes good." Lu Jian gave him reassurance and petted his head feeling the soft silvery white hair while staring at him softly. "Do you want to eat something else?"

"I don't know. I haven't thought about it. How about let's have what Jian ge wants to eat." Xiu Lin suggested.

Lu Jian was a bit surprised. The little one asked for what he wants for the first time. He stared at him for a moment, wanting to hug this adorable young man. "You..." he muttered, continuing the answer. "Want to try some seafood? Do you have seafood allergy?" he asked.

"Oh, that works too. I haven't eaten seafood for a long time now." Xiu Lin agreed. 'This brother protagonist really have a good taste. It's good that he's on my side. He can suggest a lot of good things.'

[Yeah host, I think you should take him home now.] 1204 suggested.

'Yeah, we should take him home. He's an all around ge.' He said. 'Oh by the way, we should let this guy and the female lead meet. It's bad for me to hog this man.'

System: [...] Are you really giving away the man that wants you?!

Honestly, the system can tell that the path to success in each worlds is through god's favorite children like the damn Male lead! If he had won his favor, the possibilities will be endless. Just embrace his thigh and everything is guaranteed for you!

Of course, he did not word it out. He didn't exactly know what's going on in Xiu Lin's head. If he is bendable or not. But as a soul bound to the system with 100 worlds quest, he is definitely an ordinary person. Someone who needed to live the lives of others that he either killed or had sacrificed their lives for him. One world is already equivalent to a hundred lives in terms of repentance and this kid has over 100 worlds... isn't he not a simple person that lived.

But as long as his memories of his real life is sealed, no one will ever know what type of person he is.

Lu Jian drove them to a close by restaurant that was recommended by other food critiques. He also checked the sanitary environment and it was fine. He made sure that the place was even suitable for the young man by any means necessary.

When the two reached the restaurant, they walked in hand in hand while Xiu Lin inspected the area a bit surprised. It looked decent. Professional for some reason. It was intricately with the mixture of wood and limestones like tiles. Above was a large chandelier hung with crystal glass and on each table shined with candlelight. It looked high quality that the design with fitting decorations made the place look very high class and sophisticated.

"It's a nice place." It looks expensive...

"I'm glad you like it." Lu Jian replied. A satisfied smile briefly painted to his lips hearing Xiu Lin had a good impression on his choice of place.

'I keep seeing the male lead nowadays. I wonder how much free time this guy has?' He whispered to the system despite the fact that he was talking to 1204 telepathically.

[Logic does not work when it comes to main characters host. Even the busiest main character can make their own time free without losing anything unless the world deemed it necessary to do so.]

'Wow, what a perk for being god's favorite.'

Lu Jian lead him to a seat and both of them comfortable sat face to face on both opposite end of the table. The older had carefully ordered the dishes for Xiu Lin to try. He did made sure that the young lad was not allergic to any seafoods before coming here. He noted a lot about him of course. If Lu Jian wanted to pursue someone, he should at least know the 'basic' things in order to earn his favor right?

And right now, he is indeed earning that favor.

Albeit favor of a son towards a doting mother.

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Xiu Wan stopped typing on his computer when he received a message on his personal phone. When he checked who the sender was, it was his youngest brother Xiu Lin. Attached with a message.

-Wan ge, I'm going to have lunch with Jian ge. We're having seafood.

Xiu Wan sighed. He just replied -okay. before putting his phone back on the table.

After all, it was Lu Jian whom he is with. They already trusted him the moment he saved their little Lin for a couple of times and saved the entire family from Wang's schemes. And most important of all, he treats Lin well.

The family already knew that he's planning to chase the little brother. Although some are reluctant to give Jian the blessing, the choice would lie solely on their brother's happiness. Looking at how he seemed to be alright with dating a man, the family conceded. They went to the sideline to watch over, making sure that man with surname Lu will not hurt him.

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Xiu Lin, who didn't even know that he was being chased after by the male protagonist himself, happily ate with Lu Jian.

It's been a while since he ate shrimp! It was even in his first world probably more than hundred of years ago to be precise. He already forgot how it tasted. Just like the custard cake and milk tea, he felt very fulfilled.

Whereas, Lu Jian was also satisfied watching him eat with a smile on his face. He would occasionally reach out to wipe off some remnants of food on the side of Xiu Lin's face with a fond chuckle. The young man regarded as Lu Jian treating a kid. After all, the Xiu Lin of this world was a spoiled young master all his life which means, everyone thought of him as a very independent kid. Which is why all unnatural thoughts were quickly thrown into the trash without mercy.

After eating, the two left the restaurant fairly happy with their own thoughts.

While walking through the side of the road, Xiu Lin started feeling headache. It was mild and bearable so he didn't mind. All thoughts came to the idea that it was because the heat was a bit different today which is why he feels so.

But unfortunately--or fortunately for him, it looks like it's not going to be an ordinary headache.