3 Gunpoint in your head

"Lyra"

"LYRA"

"LYRAAAA"

KNOCK

KNOCK KNOCK

" LYRA you better wake up right now"

Thank God I lock my bedroom last night. I know my parents have the tendency to wake me up smacking my awesome ass and that triggers me to lock my bedroom. Now they can do Nothing. HALLELUJAH

There is banging, more banging. shouting  .. Okay !! I better wake up now or else mom gonna kill me for sure. It's 5 in the morning I hardly slept last night reading novels and crying. Seriously who wakes up at 5. I have 2 and a half hours to spare. I can go greet my mom and go back to sleep.

"HEY MOM"

"LYRA how long are were you planning to torture me??"

" Mom it's five, nobody wakes up at that early."

" You won't be in school If I don't wake you up"

" Mom I am gonna go study"

" Lyra"

"Yeah?"

" Did you sleep late last night?"

If I say I read novels till 1 I better pack my bags and run far away from here.

"No. Why "?

" Are you sure? " Geez her stare is so intense.

"I am a busy lady mother. I have schools to go"

"Lyra"

"Yes Yes yes Mom what is it??"

" what do you want for breakfast? Eggs??"

" Yes, boil  please "

"Lyra don't think of going back to sleep I know you "

" SERIOUSLY Mom what do you think of me? I said I'm studying huh. "

"You and I know you need a gunpoint in your head to study. "

" Okay Okay. Geez old woman ". I stick my tongue out playfully and went for a shower, Seriously my mom knows me too well.

After umpteenth try with my hair, I came down and eat my breakfast.

" Mom where's dad?"

" He left for work"

" OHH... bye mom "

  She waves me goodbye and I met Ashley who is busy smacking her lips in the rearview.

"Morning cuz"

"Morning Ly"

" Is my uncle home these days?  I haven't seen him"

" Yeah, dad came back yesterday. "

" Cool"

"Ly"

"Yeah?" I turn to look at her but she's avoiding me and now I am curious to what she's gonna say. I have a bad feeling about this. "Ash."

" I heard mason is coming this summer. "

What

The

Hell

" You hear me, Ly"

"Yeah yeah so Mason's coming??"

  "Yeah  George told me yesterday"

"So? Why were you telling me these"? I ask although I knew why she told me. Ashley is one of the people who know about Mason and me.

" I thought... never mind"

Hearing Mason name I thought I would be sad or be hurt but it's fine now. It's been three years since I last saw him. It's not like we fought, we end on good terms and he's changed and I've to change there's no gain in being sad about what's in the past. Although, I am nervous about meeting him again after all these years I wouldn't let it affect me.

" Lyra I've been calling you since last night what's wrong with you ?? You never answer or reply any of my text???"

" Ohhh hey Damon, Good morning to you too. Shit Did you call me??  my phone is in silent .sorryyyyyyyyyy... " I WHINE knowing he finds it irritating.

" Quit being annoying  I don't know what I am Suppose to do about today's calculus test"

Shit Shit Shit !!!!!!!!!!! Did I mention I have a test today? OHHH MYYYY GODDD !!!! PLEASE KILL ME.

I totally forget I have a test today. Why is today so horrible?   First I heard my first love is coming this summer and now I have tested in 10 minutes which I totally forget.

I'm sweating now, our Calculus teacher is so horrible. He insults us If we have any eye contact with him. GOD, please save me!!!!

"DAMON "

" Do you want to skip math class with me today??"

"Are you serious?"

" YESSSS!!! I mean nooo I don't know Damon my parents are not happy with me with my grades "

  " HAHA

"

" HAHA?????? What's so funny???"

" Nothing " I know he's happy when I am dying here If my parents see another D.   I better start packing my clothes."

" Come on Ly let's get you to class" he yanks me  and literally push me in the class"

" I hate you Damon"

" Tss Tskk "

I flip him off and glare at anyone who looks my way.

" Hey girl " Georgie being the bubbly one ask me once she saw me "

" Hey" I'm so not in the mood to talk right now. I don't even have the energy to smile at Damon who is grinning at me. It's so unusual that I got so lucky today my calculus teacher aka slope is absent today. Phewww...

Mr Mathews aka slope .. Yeah we call him that he's one of the laziest people I ever came across with. It takes 5 minutes for him to turn towards someone who calls him. He pretends not to hear when we call him for clarification. I so loathe him.

There are many things I dislike I don't like kids, pets. I don't like greens, I don't like banana, pomegranate. ... it goes on and on. When I say I dislike this and that in front of my family they use to say " Is there a thing you love?"

I mean I'm not horrible it's just me being me and I don't want to act like I love those when I greatly dislike it.

8 hours later,

  I'm alone in my room listening to music. I look at my bed and I'm too lazy to pick up my scattered clothes. I feel so lonely right now. Pororo went away last week, my older brother moves away for his work. I'm alone usually mom and dad return late at night. All we meet is in the morning and night devotion it's like 15 minutes.

Times like this I wonder what mason is doing.

NO !!NO!! ABORT !!ABORT !!

SERIOUSLY IAM BEING INSANE RIGHT NOW. IAM INDEPENDENT WOMAN AND  I DON'T DATE.

Damon is sweet and lovely but he's like boring. I love someone who doesn't talk much and always glare at me.

When I was in 7th grade iI have this huge crush on Cole. He's so rare I.mean he's so cool and he never talks with any girls.  I sat behind him in our geography class for the whole year.  I am so sick of girls swooning and drooling over him although I am one of them. I mean I'm sick of me too. He transfers to different schools the next year and I have never seen him again.

Right now I wonder if he is in our class this year would I still have a huge huge crush on him??..