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i have nothing to lose

Kaia, who can never find love in her whole life. Her boyfriend cheats on her. Her crush fools her. Her best friend stops talking to her. After all these things an old enemy becomes her soulmate. But she is being followed by a man and she is unaware about it. let's enjoy Kaia's journey of life. sometimes laugh with her and sometimes cry with her. And let's see if she finds her love. book cover isn't mine.

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30 Chs

I wish to Die here

Escape organization had three people as good looking for past three years. Before Kai joint them only Louis and Miri were the one very popular for their visual in the organization. 

Miri was one of the member of that org. but before Kaia was brought in the org. she had to go to one of their branch org. for supervision. Miri was a very beautiful women with a lot of elegance. 

Mrs. Lisa as Louis's mom always admired her as her daughter in law. This situation is like the typical drama or novel but it actually happens in real life. Lisa trusts her the most after Louis. That's the reason why she would tell Miri to supervise the whole organization and never question her reporting. 

Miri's boldness attracted Lisa the most. But Lisa always find Kaia's straightforwardness annoying. 

Miri was returning back to escape org. after 3 whole months so there was a kind of welcoming environment. Kaia was surprised to see the change in atmosphere. She was curious but didn't ask anyone because she thought this might be just her imagination. 

Kaia went near the lake and just stood there looking at the beautiful pink sky with setting sun. That view was mesmerizing. She thought 'If I wish to die then it will be in this place' and just smiled in peace. 

Louis saw Kaia near the lake so he just went there. He saw that this child was smiling even though she knows that it won't last long. Her smile conveyed that she was so satisfied at that moment that she forgot about her miserable life. He didn't know why but his heart suddenly felt very light and very peaceful just by looking at someone's smile. 

A cold breeze was blowing slowly which made Kaia's hair dance with its rhytum.

Kaia slowly hummed a song. It was peaceful. The peace that both of them where feeling was like the peace after the end of war that had continued for 50 years. 

Kaia was still young but Louis also felt like he has also turned young at that moment. 

Kaia turned to return to her room while humming...

AHHHHH!!!!!!! What are you doing here?

Kaia exclaimed as she was very surprised. Her peaceful face turned into terrified one.

Louis was disappointed that he lost the peace that he had a moment ago.

" Is this the new way to kill someone?"

" Hmm??"

" Actually this a good idea to kill someone, especially for someone like you people. You don't have to make your hand dirty while killing someone."

" Stop speaking like a stupid. What were you doing here?" Louis asked still regretting that he didn't get to feel peace for long. 

" oh,, they were cleaning my room so I just came out to pass my time while they were cleaning."

Kaia looked at Louis and asked what was going on there because Kaia was usually asked to clean her room by herself but today they are cleaning by themselves. 

Louis told her that one of the important member of their organization was returning back and Lisa likes that person a lot so she wants to welcome them in the best way possible.

Kaia was now curious to see that especial person who is liked by Lisa.

" A girl?" Kaia also didn't know why she wanted ask that.

" umm" Louis answered and went back leaving Kaia alone there. 

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Ma'am Miri is back!!

Kaia heard that so she also went to the main entrance. When that big door opened a very beautiful girl entered and everyone's eyes shined. Lisa was smiling and that was very weird for Kaia. What was more weirder for Kaia was that Kai's eyes were shining the most in that hall. ' Is she that girl?' was the first thought that hit Kaia's head. 

In her room Kaia was only thinking about what happened in the hall. 'Does he like older women? He likes her. Its was so obvious and he didn't liked me back because he likes her. She is so beautiful. Everyone here likes her? everyone?'  Kaia was tired of thinking about it but her thoughts were out of her control. Kaia looked out of her window towards the lake and she wanted to go there so she went there. She stayed there while taking fresh air. She again thought about that girl. She was kind of jealous with that girl whom she had just seen. 

She tied to remove that feelings and thoughts about her and suddenly she remembered about her past. She remembered her Nana and Jennie. She missed them. Maybe she saw that girl getting all that affection which she has been missing for past 3-4 months. She didn't get to meet her Nana, Jennie and Ali for the last time. Now even she don't know if she can get chance to meet them again or not. She again thought' Are they missing me? Do they know that I am still alive but may die anytime. 

A drop of tear fell down her cheek and it was so cold tear drop which she liked. That cold tear cooled her heated cheeks while remembering about her people was satisfying which brought a small smile on her lips. She liked this moment. Again she thought

'If I wish to die I would die here in this moment.'