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i have nothing to lose

Kaia, who can never find love in her whole life. Her boyfriend cheats on her. Her crush fools her. Her best friend stops talking to her. After all these things an old enemy becomes her soulmate. But she is being followed by a man and she is unaware about it. let's enjoy Kaia's journey of life. sometimes laugh with her and sometimes cry with her. And let's see if she finds her love. book cover isn't mine.

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30 Chs

I can call you big brother, I don't mind

Everybody drew their attention to Louis as he entered the hall. Miri smiled at and signed to sit beside her. He went to her and everyone was looking towards him so nobody saw Kaia entering the hall. There was no any seat left. Those who saw her ignored her. She took the plate and served herself. Louis came to her and filled his plate with food. He added some more food in Kaia's plate as well meaning to feed herself enough. Kaia smiled and thought even though he is one of them but he is very different than them. He is more kind then Kai. She looked at Kai, he was enjoying himself a lot tonight. He was a little bit tipsy. She took her food and just went outside. Louis saw her leaving the hall. He suddenly felt less excited. He thought,(hey I didn't even felt in this way in my teenage, what is this.) His ears suddenly heated up. To calm himself he took a shot of whiskey, then another and again another. 

Kaia finished her food on the bench near lake. and went to hall to return plate and saw that everyone was drunk. Actually everyone was staff of that organization and Kaia was the only one who was their "victim". Kaia wasn't sealed in room like others. Maybe because she never tried to escape even though she had some chances. No guards were there to look after her, only Kai was there but he was also instructed to not to look after her 24/7. 

 Everyone from the hall went to there rooms. Kaia was already in her room and she heard someone knocking her door. She opens the door and see Louis there. He entered her room without permission which was unusual. He always ask. 

"Louis, why are you here? Do you have any work here?"

Louis wasn't balanced so he balance himself first and walk towards the window. Look at the moon light and stare at moon for sometime. " I came here to apologise...apologise to you."

" To me?" Kaia was confused but she understood that he is doing so because he is drunk. 

Louis looked at her and stared at her for a while. A drop of tear falls from his right eye. "you are looking beautiful under this moonlight. Today you cried because of me, I am one of the main reason for your tears. You are here because I brought you here. I am sorry but I can't do anything for you. I have become the reason of many people's tears but today I realise someone else's emotion behind those tears when I saw you crying. You are so much younger than me but you don't have the youthfulness that you deserve."

Sniff...sniff

" I might even kill you if my mother orders me to and this makes me more sad. This thought that you are just a human being whose life is hanging on the cliff. You may die any time."

Kaia felt very sad after hearing that. It made her more sad than before. 

"Louis, you are not helping me anymore by saying those things so please get out of this room." Kaia let her tears out that she was holding for so long.

Louis comes closer to Kaia and kiss her on her lips and says," Does this make you feel better, because it does to me."

He tries for more, he kisses her again and tries to enter his tongue into her but she pushes him. 

"He is drunk." Kaia said to herself.

And finally pushed him out of the room.

Louis slams the door and repetitively ask for forgiveness. Kaia is shocked. She never saw Louis in a romantic way. He was nice to her even though he had cold face. He cared for her. She liked him but the like for Kai and Louis were different. She could not sleep at all.

Early in the morning Louis was sleeping on his bed. He opened his eyes but his eyes were swollen. His head was about to burst and the most important thing he didn't remember anything from last night. He went out of his room and saw Miri sitting on the bench near the lake. He didn't go to her and walked towards his mom's room, but his mother was out for some business. He got to know that she is out for 1 week. 

Louis was shocked to know that but he didn't say anything nor called his mom to ask about it. He directly went to Miri. She was still there and when she saw Louis walking towards and smiled at him meaning a warm welcome. Louis kissed her on her forehead and said 'good morning'. Her smile widened. They caught each other's hand and sat on the bench looking at the beautiful sunrise. 

Kaia was looking at that scene and was very confused. Her head was also about to burst not because of alcohol but she couldn't sleep even for few minutes because of what louis did last night. She was fighting with herself. She was half convinced that Louis liked her or adore her but half part of her mind was in denial and when she saw Miri and Louis together early in the morning, her denial half won the fight. She was sure that Louis was just drunk and did some thing very nonsense. She never wanted to ruin anyone's relation but she was taken away last night for real. She sighed and realized that she was thinking of ruining a beautiful relation last night. She reminded herself that the word self respect still exist. She walked away.

"Kai!!!!! where are you?" Kaia screamed and called Kai who was having soup for his headache in his room. She knocked the door and went inside, Kai literally choked on his soup. 

" Yesterday, why didn't you come and see me. You don't care about me. I know you don't see me as a lover then I want you to see me as a sister, that's fine with me but please give me attention ok??? I can call you big brother, I don't mind. But don't forget me when you see Miri alrigh...."

Kai covered her mouth with his hand. "shhhh, if someone hears you then they will kill me, you stupid shithead." 

" What happened to you early in the morning? Nobody gave you breakfast?....come with me I will give it to you..."

"shut up!!!"

Kaia left the room after pouring all her anger which she also didn't know why she was angry. She was just angry and before reasoning herself for her anger on her way to room she saw Louis standing infront of her room. They both saw each other, Louis was normal as if he didn't do anything last night but Kaia's expression didn't help her. Louis could see her disguised face. Kaia was angry that Louis wasn't even trying to clear their misunderstanding. She looked away and tried to enter her room but Louis stopped her. 

"Kaia, are you okay?"

'Are you okay???? That's all??? Try to explain your act, Louis!!!'

She said in her head but couldn't say to him. She forced herself to smile and said, "yes..."

She entered her room and closed the door on his face. Louis was confused and somehow he could remember some of the things from last night and guessed that he might have done something last night and went straight to their control room. 

He checked the cctv footage of the corridor of Kaia's room and saw himself loosing his sense in front of her room. 

He was so embarrassed for that....he believed what he saw but doesn't remember anything that happened inside the room.

Louis felt very guilty for his behaviour and now Kaia's expression made sense to him. He went straight to her room to apologise but on his way to her room, Miri was there and stopped him.

" so, you are aware of what you did last night?"

"Do you know what I did? Why didn't you say anything to me?"

" You don't have to apologise to her because I already did it on your behalf and now no need to apologise again and again as if you committed some sin. It's okay. And I asked to her about what you did in her room then she said that you made a fuss their and was yelling my name again and again saying some weird stuff."

After hearing Miri he was more ashamed and dropped the idea of going to Kaia's room. He couldn't even see Miri after that and she left him knowing that he won't go to Kaia's room anymore."

"Miri, I really didn't mean that last night, sorry"

Miri turned back and forced a smile and nodded her head. ( that's the problem Louis, you don't think about me,"