Neelakurinji

Her heart started to pound crazily, did he just?

She gulped on her saliva. She can't believe it was all real. Why would sniff her like that? Didn't he hate her then why was he trying to make her fall for him again. She clasped her fingers, remembering he doesn't like her. He was just using her.

Sarael gathered courage and pushed him away, why she was treated like that. He comes for her when needed and leaves when he doesn't need her. She was no one plaything; she was a human. A human with feelings, emotions, beliefs, thoughts. He said he doesn't like her, and she accepts it but why was he acting like that now. Was he worried she would get obsessed with him but she was not that kind of person? She will move on, she may take time but she will move on.

Instead of asking her anything or explaining, he couldn't control himself from pulling her into his arm and biting at her collarbone.

Who told her to be so addicting? Even her smell makes him a hungry wolf. He couldn't stop himself when he saw someone else looking at her like a lover. For a moment he wanted to take out his eyes.

"Cotton candy." He muttered in between bites. Sarael could one remain stone at her place. What was he even doing? Everything went over her head.

Sebastian looked up at her and saw her stoned to her place, he pulled her closer before nuzzling her face, and hair. That smell was making him obsessed, he was trying his best to control his urge to not eat her whole. She was making him become a hungry beast.

But the thought of others can smell her like this, making his blood boil. The way Ash looks at her earlier, wants him to kill Ash. He wanted to keep her for himself.

"Don't wear this smell in public again." He said, still can't have enough of the smell and her.

Sarael woke up hearing him. She tried to push him away, but the more she pushed him, the more he pulled her closer.

"Let go of me." She cried out, hitting his chest but he didn't even bulge, he put a finger on her lips making her silent.

"Shush. Struggle more and you will see penile tumescence for real." He smirked and moved his finger around her lower lips. Sarael knew exactly what he meant. She gulped in nervousness.

Penile tumescence is just a medical term for an erection. He was just telling them that he will get an erection if she moves more.

"L-let go off me" she stumbled on her words, stating still in place afraid to do something that both will regret.

Sebastian looked at her gaze filled with warmth making her get butterflies in her stomach. He stroked her cheeks with his hand, making Sarael cautious of his every touch, her eyes fixed at every movement he made.

Sebastian pinched her chin and made her look up directly into his face, their gaze met. This was her first time seeing the warm look on his face. Is this how lovers look at each other? She thought to herself.

She has never experienced it but she always saw Misty having a gentle warm gaze at her brother. Whenever she sees Misty like that she can only wonder how it even feels. The day she met Sebastian, her eyes were only at him.

She felt a tingling sensation through her whole body as if a new flower was blooming after a long year of waiting. She will not say it was Rose, as they bloom often and also die soon. The only flower she can relate to was Neelakurinji, the flower that blooms once in 12years. Maybe the first love is always the first bloom of their life.

We meet them in unexpected ways, but they last forever like the most carefully preserved wine, which is only opened on special occasions.