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I don't love u anymore

As one grows up, in the Indian subcontinent, marriages are arranged. This story revolves around a boy, who was immature enough to get married, shoved into the rat race of work and earning money and before he could realise his goals in life clearly, he was put into an arranged marriage. As years go by, he though bodily matured, but emotionally still a boy gets involved into alcoholism, smoking, women, gambling. He took his arranged marriage as part of life's adjustments. I don't love you anymore is contradictory as he falls in love with his wife past 25 years of marriage, whereby he realises, friends who seemed friends actually, were enemies in disguise.He goes for rehabilitation, due to alcoholic tendencies but does not recover. He does not succeed in business world and feels all these bad things that are happening to him is because of his wife. She is the greatest bad luck in his life is what he feels. He never loved his wife, from the first day of marriage, took her just for sexual needs, made her his 24*7 secretary, beat her to pulp due to alcoholism and frustration. But she never left his side. As years go by, he sees his wife as the only strongest pillar of his life. So when at the age of 60, he thinks of telling her his true feelings for her, his wife says that she has moved on in life. Now that her children are grown up, she is tired of his bickering and fights. She confessed, I don't love u anymore and goes to enrol in an old age home, to live a life without any pain and emotional struggle. Even when you look at the book cover of two ducklings, here in this book, looking at opposite directions, this also has a lot of significance, as per the storyline. Both are in the same pail, as in marriage, at a young age, tied to the family, but both looking in opposite ways. One into family bond, taking care of in law's, children, daily grocery shopping, cooking and doing all household chores. The other has his life outward bound, partying around, drinks and friends, women, gambling, earning money and travelling distant lands, passports filled with visas of countries around the world, no strings attached to the family. As years fly by and things don't change in the scenario, the wife at old age walks out of marriage, to lead a life as per her choice, at 62 years, the man has now stabled up and looks forward to live his old age along with his wife, but here is the cliche, she simply walks out without looking behind to a life where she relentlessly always gave without any returns or favours asked. She walks towards an unknown voyage at old age where nobody expects anything from her and she does not expect anything from anyone, a house she would learn to call her home, an old age home..... This is my first attempt in weaving a story. I would appreciate for a genuine feedback from my supporters in the form of comments, votes and spirit stones. I was unwell for the past month and a half , so the speed has lessened, but I will not fail in weaving my thoughtsand pen them down at the earliest. Your genuine feedback will help spark my imagination.

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The following morning, Unma told her Mom, Ita , that Ador slept soundly with Dev's photo underneath her pillow. She also said that she caught Ador , stealthily taking out the photo and admiring Dev. There was a foolish expression in Ador's face and she was all smiles while she was sleeping.

When Ador woke up, her mom and Unma were teasing her. " Was it love at first sight or a first crush??" Unma asked. Ita asked her what she dreamt of last night, and the two of them giggled. Ador felt wronged and became serious. She told Ita that though she liked him, like in first glance, but maybe they would not accept her. Ita became serious and asked her why Ador was being too judgemental.

Ador defined her lackings seriously for the marriage proposal to move a step forward. She said " Point one, he is handsome, rich, smart, I am an ordinary girl, average looking, not rich though witty at times. Secondly he is a feet taller, in height, than me. So we would not look good together side by side. Plus he is slim and I am all chubbiness. Finally the family is full of airs and graces, the haughty types whereas we are humble. It will not be a good match. They might not be interested."

Ita said, not to worry. It was just an experience for the entire family. If things do not go , in the road of marriage, she would look for better boys.

Unma said not to worry. She had his number. If Ador feels like, they can do the first call and take the initial step, towards being friends.

Ador hearing all words of encouragement, was in a happy mood and again started to steal glances at Dev's photo. Kir, heard from Ita, that Ador was all worries, like as in, she was waiting for the test results with the view point of getting less grades and rejected, and how Unma and Ita, were trying to bring her in a positive frame, suggesting that the would be mother -in- law might be impressed with Ador. Kir laughed at the cute family of his. Actually he too was a bit worried as no news came.

Three days passed, no news. Six days passed, and Ador was in a bitter mood. She approached Kir and told him to give a call to Bali. She then went to work, like usual, as Dussehra was over,but in low spirits.

In the meanwhile, Ita shared the news with Didun n Tukul. Didun felt bad for her grand daughter. She called Ador and said not to tense up and leave some things to God.

Bali received the call and said, since he wanted the best for his only son, they were still answering some phone calls and attending some would be bride parties, for match making. So, if Kir and family are in a hurry, they can proceed with the look out for other prospective groom to be. Bali also said that they were on way to Kalighat, to meet another girl, who can sing Rabindrasangeet well.

Rabindranath Tagore is a well know poet of India, who had written many poems and songs. He had won the Nobel Prize for literature. If a girl can sing a Rabindra Sangeet or dance a Rabindra Nritya, it earns her brownie points either in school or college and in matrimonial aspect too.

Kir was at a loss of words. For the first time, he was stuck with words in his throat that refused to form sentences to continue the conversation normally. He said, "Dev is a good boy, my blessings are always with him"and disconnected the call.