A pounding in my head roused me up from a deep slumber. I squinted my eyes, but it felt like a lead was weighing it closed. I rolled out of bed only to tumble down the hard floor.
"What the heck!" I instantly opened my eyes and sat up as my butt ached from the impact of the fall. I started rubbing at my back as I found my ass planted on the living room floor. What was I doing here?
The pounding started again, and then I realized that it was not just in my head. It was coming from the front door of the house. Sleepy and irritated, I marched towards the door, wanting to lash out at whoever was stupid enough to ruin my morning. Before I could even open the door, the loud noise reverberated again at the wooden door.
"Wait!" I dashed to the door and unlocked the bolt, swinging the door wide open. The person behind this early disturbance just tripled my itchiness to strangle his neck. The last person I wanted to see was on the other side of my doorstep. "What do you want?" I asked with much irritation, crossing my arms against my chest.
I did not know if his mere presence or his standing so handsomely smug in his casual wear was the reason for my extreme annoyance, but I wanted him out of my sight as soon as possible. The fact that I hate him also added to my bad mood.
"At least invite me in first." He was smiling playfully, checking out what I was wearing as he looked up and down my body. He took a step towards the door, but I blocked his path with mine. I did not need him to complicate things more by letting him inside my house.
"I don't have time for this. We have nothing to talk about, so please leave." I stood my ground and glared at him. I wanted to slam the door on him, but he wedged his body against the frame, preventing me from closing the door.
"I wanted to ..." His words died down abruptly as he frowned at something behind me. I followed his line of sight and was surprised to see Daniel sprawled on the couch. At the same time, he started to stretch as he sat upright, becoming aware of our unwanted visitor.
Oh! He was still here. We probably dozed off after my revelation last night. Suddenly, remembering what happened last night and realizing that Nathan was now standing in front of my apartment. What else was about to go wrong now? It felt like my life was turning from bad to worse every minute spent with Nathan.
Nathan did not move from his position as he continued to look at Daniel. He finally extended his hand, and I quickly recognized the object he was holding out. I thought I lost that bag in the bar. "I found this on my living room floor. I assumed you might want it back." The way he said it and the expression on his face took me aback.
Why would he be angry, or was it jealousy? It makes no sense. If there was someone who was supposed to be angry, it should be me. He had no right to come to my apartment and acted as if he owned the place. Then again, why would I think that he would be jealous? That would be absurd.
"I was looking for that. I thought I lost it in the bar," acknowledging that the bag was mine and taking the bag from him.
I heard Daniel walked closer to us, but my mind seemed to be preoccupied with the man before me. In an instant, his face changed its expression as he put in a sly smile. I knew that Nathan was up to something no good. He reached into his front pants pocket and held out a long metallic chain.
"You left in a hurry, and I think this fell out of you when you spent the night in my bed," Nathan said maliciously. Instinctively, my hands flew to my neck, not feeling the familiar cold metal, which was fastened usually around my neck. I knew it was not there because I lost it the other day.
My locket. I was staring at it dangling around the fingers of Nathan as if he was doing it on purpose. It finally clicked. His game that he wanted me to play. It made sense now as I felt Daniel stiffened behind me, probably hearing what he just said.
Nathan was staging a performance for the benefit of Daniel. Like a fool, I acted like a puppet perfectly fitting in his show. I wanted nothing more than to slam the door in his face, but I did not want to give him the satisfaction.
"Thanks for your concern for the other night..." I took my necklace from his hands. "... and thanks for returning my things."
"I think we have nothing else to say to each other, so you can go," I stated with conviction. I wanted to shout at Nathan, but I did not have enough fight left in me. I hated what he did, but I also blame myself for it. I should have been honest with Daniel from the start. In the end, I placed myself in this position.
Thankfully, Nathan remained silent, probably sensing my defeat. He must have thought that he already won that round, but honestly, I could not care less about his games. I never wanted to be part of it. I never wanted to see him again.
However, I was a bit confused about what I saw in his eyes. Was it regret? But, that could not be right. I refused to believe that he could feel such emotion. I looked at him with a blank expression as he slowly moved away from the door before I closed it gradually without making a scene.