~First time for everything~

From that moment I loved Ayshah, I loved her deeper than the ocean brighter than stars. This is going to sound crazy but from the moment, I first set my eyes on her I knew I didn't want to lose her and I knew from now on I want her to be in front of me all the time. I want her to be mine and only mine.

Ayshah: excuse me

Min-jun: oh this is your phone, my Lady

Ayshah: ok see you

Min-Jun: sorry? no, thank you for bringing my phone? I come all the way here you know. You could just say thank you at least.

She rolled her eyes on me and then she said.

It was your fault from the start so no thank you.

It was that moment when I realized that she was mad at me.

Min-Jun: well I am sorry for the other day I should have paid for intention to the road, it was my fault, that you lost your phone.

Ayshah: it's fine and thanks for bringing my phone back. To be honest, I was waiting for you to say sorry.

Min-Jun: thanks for being honest with me, and I want to make it up to you if you let me, my little princess.

Ayshah: I will give you one chance because of your handsome face.

Min-Jun: hhh thank you. So I didn't have lunch can we have lunch together?

That day for the first time in years that I gave a chance for a guy to have lunch with me and for the first time I wasn't afraid of what my mother will say if she sees me, I don't know why but from that day I felt like I can tell him anything without being afraid, you know like I can be honest with him.

After that day we often talk, have lunch together and texted.

And to be honest, every time he texts me or calls me little princess my heart beat so fast sometimes I wonder if he could hear.

That would be embarrassing.

Mother: you came home late last night, why is that?

Ayshah: I was out with the girls, don't worry I won't disappoint you and go fool around with boys.

Mother: I hope not.

coming back home so late at night it's not good for a girl and if you Dad finds out about it won't end well for you.

Ayshah: I know Mom, don't worry about it.

I Love you by.

Last night I came home late because of my girlfriends they made me and Min-Jun go on a double date with them, to be honest, I was happy to go out with him I don't know why. It was my first time going on a double date I was kind excited, now I realized where did they find boyfriends? I just knew one of them had a boyfriend, maybe I was just being too busy to realize.

I know one thing that is not going to work which is me and him we will never be boyfriend and girlfriend never.

He is the kind of guy who will make all the girls faint, the kind of guy that all girls dream of and I am the girl who doesn't even know how to kiss, me and him we live a different world so maybe I have to stop seeing him.my mother is already mad because I come home late last night.

At work:

Jayne: so Ayshah last night, what happened when you guys left? Anything interested like kissing or maybe you know, because that guy was all over you last night.

Ayshah: ew no oh my God Jayne, nothing happened kissing or whatever you thinking about, he just drove me home and that is nothing else and please stop looking at me like that ok.

I am not on the mood, right now.

Kim: Are you ok honey? don't mind her.

Ayshah: yeh, it's my mother she had that look on her face this morning like she knew I was lying to her when I said I was hanging out with you.

Jasmine: Oh poor baby don't worry about it,

but Jayne is right for one thing that guy likes you and if you do go for it. Once in your life stop making other people happy.

"Everyone keeps saying if I like him I have to go for it but the question is do I like him, honestly I don't really know but I do know there's something about him that I can't just let go of, but I don't know what it is.

Min-Jun: Ayshah!! Are you ok?

To be continue