Sitting on the edge of the bed, Hayasaka closed her eyes sleepily as she arranged her disheveled hair after she put on her clothes. She was exhausted and wanted to sleep, but she had to go back since her mistress must have been waiting for her.
"Are you ready?"
"Um..."
Nodding, she looked at the man who had taken her virginity, and like how she imagined, it felt so pleasurable that she lost her mind, letting her instinct and animal nature take over her body as she sunk into the sea of pleasure.
At that time, she forgot everything and didn't think about anything.
Still, if there was something that surprised her, it was the fact she didn't feel as much guilt as she thought to be.
Or, rather, there was no guilt at all inside her heart, especially when her first experience was far from being painful and was so pleasurable.
If there was something that annoyed her, it was the fact that she couldn't stay out since she really wanted to sleep at that moment, considering how exhausted she was.
"I will carry you."
"...is that okay? Aren't you tired, too?"
Hearing his offer, Hayasaka was surprised and couldn't help but worry about him.
"Are you worried about me? Aren't you the one who is clear how strong my body is?"
"Okay, then. Carry me.'
Hayasaka didn't shy away and just stretched her hands, so Ishigami could carry her.
Ishigami also didn't say much and carried her in his arms while thinking that she was so adaptable. After the two became one, instead of being shy like a woman in love, she just accepted him calmly, yet he knew that this was a sign of trust as he was the man who could be inside her for the first time and probably the only one.
Having him carry her, Hayasaka leaned on his side, clinging to his neck as she searched for a comfortable position before she leaned on him to rest. Her first time was good, but she was exhausted, considering what kind of a beast Ishigami was. Fortunately, she should have had nothing to do tonight, and based on Kaguya's habit, Kaguya should have slept, which made her sigh in relief, knowing that she wouldn't meet Kaguya.
Yes, Hayasaka didn't regret her decision to lose her virginity to Ishigami, but even so, she felt that it was hard for her to meet Kaguya, who might still have feelings for him.
Still, as she had been with him, she also understood that this was Kaguya's problem and that no matter who Kaguya would be in the future, everything was Kaguya's decision.
While there was a part of Kaguya that might wish to be with this scumbag, she had made up her mind to part away and become a normal junior and senior, this was her decision, and as her servant, Hayasaka shouldn't try to force the two of them to be together.
If they were together, then it was all good, but if they weren't, then why should she force it?
After all, would Kaguya be unhappy if she couldn't be with Ishigami?
Just one broken heart wouldn't make one die, okay?
Like how one could stand up once again after they fall, one could gain their happiness once again as long as they stood up.
So, there was no need for one to lie down and just accept their fate.
Yes, like Ishigami, who continued to struggle, Hayasaka thought.
However, sometimes, there was really a time when there was nothing that she could do, especially when facing an overwhelming might that made her breathless.
Still, until then, Hayasaka could only accompany her mistress since this was what she could do even though she had betrayed her for so long.
Nevertheless, she had to say that it felt so nice to have Ishigami by his side as his presence made her so comfortable that it made her forget about everything. By his side, there was no need to think about complicated problems, and her mind could completely melt with pleasure.
"By the way, Ishigami."
"Hmm?"
"Don't tell anyone, or else you will be moved away to Southeast Asia."
"...I know."
"Good." Hayasaka smiled, then kissed Ishigami's cheek softly. "If you do well, let's do it again in the future."
"...this isn't the last time?"
"Shouldn't you feel happy that you can hold me again?"
While her voice was gentle, her eyes weren't gentle, and her fingers pinched his cheek so hard, which made him beg.
"I do! I do! Let's do it again when you recover!"
Snorting, Hayasaka was a little annoyed, but when she thought about how many high-quality heroines were by his side, she also understood why he could calmly face her temptation.
'Just wait!'
Once she made him crazy about her, she would dump him!
By then, she felt that she could avenge her mistress, having him feel a broken heart like Kaguya, she thought.
Still, before that, let's just enjoy their time together, yet as they were together, probably, she would be the one that couldn't get away from him.
Nevertheless, Ishigami still felt conflicted since he had never expected that everything would become like this. However, unlike all the heroines he was with, his relationship with Hayasaka was relatively special, especially when he knew it was impossible for them to announce their relationship.
If they did, he would die.
This made him somehow need to make himself stronger, he thought.
'I need to build my power as soon as possible.'
Yet, he had to say, being a minor as he was, there were many inconveniences as he couldn't make his own decisions and had to ask his parents beforehand, yet let's think about that as he had to focus on the woman in his arms first.
This wasn't his first time, and he had taken care of many who had lost their first time, so he was experienced in this matter, and Hayasaka was well taken care of by him. Even if she thought of a pretty horrible revenge plan for him, she couldn't help but move and also felt guilty since she was the one who had been forcing him, leading them into this situation.
Still, she couldn't say anything and just stared at him, who carried her on his arm as he took all of their items from the locker before he sent her off to the taxi.
"Tell me when you go back."
"...are you my boyfriend or something?"
"I am just worried, okay?"
Hayasaka stared at Ishigami for a moment, then nodded. "I will."
"Then, have a good night."
"Um..." Hayasaka nodded, then asked, "Is that all?"
"...what do you mean?"
"Shouldn't you kiss me or something?"
"...."
Watching Hayasaka's proud expression as if she had won for making him all shy, Ishigami was speechless, but he moved his head forward, raised her bangs, and then softly kissed her forehead as he patted her head gently.
"Satisfied, you spoiled girl?"
Hayasaka didn't blush; she just rubbed her face against him and clung to him tightly for a while.
She might appear cold and capable at everything, but she easily gets lonely, especially when she has no one to whom she can talk about her problems.
Still, she knew that even if she wanted to stay for a little longer, she had to go home, and Ishigami also had to go home, so they parted, but Ishigami waited until he couldn't see her before he went home.
However, what he didn't know was that someone was still there, watching his back quietly and following him once again until she made sure that he went home.
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