5 years

People say that after you have lost people you care about, you should move on.

They say that loved ones would like you to move on and live a life that is good and fulfilling.

People always tell you that moving on from loss is the thing that one who is brave would do.

I agree with that.

No, I respect that thought of thinking.

People should move on. It is for the better of themselves and the people who care about them.

No one who loves you deeply would like to see you suffer. No one who cares for you will want you to waste your life on despair that you have suffered and are suffering from.

You should move on so that people around you will have hope that they were helpful in your time of need.

The thing about loss is that at the start you are in denial and will be able to move on.

Rest of your free time you might think about the person you loved and recall the good memories and cherish them.

Well, there comes a time when you regret moving on and curse yourself for not doing something to prevent the person from leaving you forever.

Agata did the same thing, he moved on...

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Agata opened his eyes from the slumber that he chose for himself after knowing he was not born yet.

Agata could see that he couldn't move. Why was he not able to move and his arms were numb?

He felt a soft sensation on his face and a sweet smell that might cause him to keep inhaling.

Agata couldn't move and he couldn't remove the person who was holding him either.

He saw boobs hugging him while he was in bed or maybe a woman with big boobs hugging him, he couldn't tell yet.

Agata was tired and confused about what to do. He didn't want to wake the person up.

Because he didn't have any memory of the person hugging him.

Agata was no fool, he knew this woman was either his mother or someone close to him.

'Pearl, can you hear me.'

[Of course bro, I hear you loud and clear.]

Agata close his eyes and focused on his inner self.

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Agata appeared somewhere he wasn't sure of, he knew this light place was inside his mind or inner world to be sure.

"Is this my inner mind, what is happening and where are you pearl"

-Behind you-

Agata looked behind him and could see a girl no more than 10 years old. She had blonde hair and blue eyes like sapphire or some gems. She could be seen as a beautiful doll made to give happiness to people who saw her.

Her hair was touching her knees and was shining like sunlight. Or maybe it was just his imagination. Her face was similar to western models that I loved to see in magazines which meant it was perfect.

I was shocked because I didn't think she would be in human form now. I thought she would be a ball of light or something.

Nonetheless, why is she looking at me with that smile which says I did something perverted to someone?

Oh I get it, she is new to this smiling situation, so she is smiling like that because it is her first time smiling.

"Hi pearl, you look great. What shampoo do you use to make them so shiny" Agata asked.

-bro, I missed you so much- she hugged Agata and nearly made him drop on the floor. Well, he couldn't drop because he was in mind space and he just floated and then came back on his legs again.

"Hey hey what are you doing, and how the hell are you so strong? I am supposed to be the strong one."

-well you are still a kid and i am older hehe- pearl said smiling and patting my head.

This was a nightmare for agata who was a major strong builder and used to pat others to show his strength and muscles.

"Hey stop that and tell me what is going on. Why were that women hugging me and why am I here when I called your name?"

-This is system space, and your soul is here. Mind connects with soul and moves the body-

'No wonder this space is so full of light, this girl made it into a concert show of girls'

"Anyways, nice to meet you after how many years I don't know. Tell me in detail what happened after I rested in peace."

-ok I will explain everything now-

Pearl started the long story of what happened in her little voice.