12 Chapter 11

Derek's thumb circled around one of the Hansel's rose buds, never touching it. His nose was sniffing the other, the warm breath falling on it made it stiff. But even though Derek was doing all these things to him, it didn't bring any relief to the apprentice knight. On the contrary, his body was longing for Derek to touch the right places and not just tease him. But Derek had no intention to do what he wished for at all . He was going to take his time with Hansel now that he was within his clutches.

His hands stayed where they were and continued what they were doing. He blew cool air on Hansel's nipples. His lips which were hovering above it didn't touch it at all. It was frustrating for Hansel. "S, sir…" he cried. His hands that were clutching Derek's shoulders, curled pleading for attention. Derek smirked.

He looked up to see Hansel's face. His wet caramel hair was sticking to his forehead. His eyes were only slightly open and his cheeks were flushed red. It was a tempting scene. But Derek who had every intention to continue teasing him, was shook watching Hansel's eyes become teary. It felt like he was going to cry any moment.

"Tch." he clicked his tongue. There was nothing he could do if Hansel was going to be like this. He gave in.

His lips smothered Hansel's buds, taking them in his mouth, licking, sucking and biting them. He was now giving them all the attention they deserved.

"Ahhnn!" Hansel moaned. His voice reverberated inside the bathroom, making him utterly embarrassed the way it sounded. He clutched his mouth with both his hands and burned red. Derek chuckled. He was amused watching him make all sorts of faces in a minute.

His hands travelled down Hansel's spine, reaching his derriere. He nudged around for his opening and once he found it, he shoved his middle finger in without mercy.

"Ahh…Wha..?" hansel was stunned when something foreign was prodding around inside him. He couldn't believe it. He held Derek's hand and tried to pull his finger out.

"Tch. Just stay still." Derek growled, irritated at the flailing Hansel. He wanted to be gentle with him since it was going to be his first time. It was Derek's first time with a man too. Since there was no written information on how to do it between men, his only option was to ask someone who was experienced. And there was only one person that came to his mind- the commander of Wintern knights, Fredrick.

"Say, Fred" he had asked the commander, "how do you do it with men so that it doesn't hurt the other party?"

"Don't say, you're interested in me now, Second Young Master?" Fredrick joked, it was the alcohol in his veins that was speaking. "But even if you are, I'm not a cat you know. So, as long as you agree to accommodate me…"

"Cut it out." Derek stopped him from speaking any further, "I don't even want to imagine what you were going to say next. I might stab myself with my own sword before even thinking along that line."

"Then, I'm fine. Also, I have someone else in my heart, so I can't accept your feelings." he chugged down another glass of beer in front of him.

"I said, I'd rather die than be with you?" Derek slammed his mug on the table, annoyed. Due to a previous exchange, he knew the commander had some inclination towards his elder brother, the Duke, and he absolutely didn't want the conversation to go down that path.

"You're not my type anyway." Fredrick slurred. Derek glared at him. Didn't he just say he wasn't interested in him at all? He was furious but he knew better than to fight a drunk man. He would rather finish what he came here for.

"So now, mind telling me how to do it so that I don't hurt my lover?" his gaze was still ice cold but he anticipated the answer.

"Just make him get used to it." the commander said, leaning back in his chair.

"How?" Derek asked, frustrated that he still didn't get what he wanted.

Fredrick chuckled. He never knew Derek's facial expressions could become this distorted, succumbed to impatience. He didn't speak a word in answer. Rather he moved his middle finger up and down in the air, then did it together with ring finder and afterwards even included his index.

"It would be even better if you could find the prostate." He smirked. Derek's mouth formed an 'o'. Then he left the commander alone with his alcohol and retired for the night. He didn't want to spend even a second more with him.

"What are…you doing?" Hansel groaned in Derek's arms. His fingers were digging into Derek's shoulder and his mind was going blank.

"Does it hurt?" Derek asked, placing a gentle kiss on his cheeks. Hansel nodded in response. He nestled his face in Derek's nape, attempting to hide his blush. His ragged breathing sounded in Derek's ears and his hot breath fanned his neck. All of it was making it harder for Derek to control his desires. He bit his lower lip and started thrusting his finger in and out of Hansel for a few minutes before adding another.

Slowly, Hansel had started getting used to it and three fingers replaced two. It took time but he started feeling pleasure as the pain lessened. His moans were echoing in the bath. The pain was replaced by an itch inside him. He was feeling unsatisfied.

He brought his hands to touch his front but was grabbed by Derek instead.

"Just be a little patient." Derek husked, fapping him at a slow pace. He curled his fingers which were inside of Hansel and nudged here and there, as if searching for something. Hansel suddenly trembled and started moaning loudly.

"Nhh…Ahhnn…t,there…ngh" he was clinging to Derek for dear life.

"Do you like it here?" Derek asked, poking at the same place with a smirk.

"I,It feels…strange there." Hansel replied. He indeed felt strange. Losing control over his body and mind, he had never felt like this before. The itch inside of him grew. He wanted to be touched more. Unconsciously, he had started rubbing his chest against Derek's body, who was still teasing his front. Derek was amused seeing Hansel behave this way. Nevertheless, his actions were only making him more aroused.

Derek pulled his fingers out and nudged at his hole with his thing instead. The sudden pain called Hansel's attention back from the world of bliss. Even though Derek had worked hard preparing Hansel, it still wasn't easy to enter him. He thrusted inside of Hansel but only managed to penetrate him a little. Hansel's eyes went teary as he looked at Derek in shock. By the time Derek managed to fill him with his whole length, Hansel was already sobbing in pain. His body was trembling. Blood oozed out from his lower lip which he had been biting unknowingly.

"What are you doing? Open your mouth!" Derek cried, his hands automatically cupped Hansel's cheek and he licked his lips, trying to soothe the wound. Hansel sobbed even more. Tears fell down his cheeks into Derek's hands which were already there. Derek hugged him, not knowing what to do at all. He had never had to deal with someone who was crying and was totally blank on ideas.

"I am sorry, I am so sorry…" Derek said, nervously rubbing Hansel's back to calm him down, "Stop crying…I'll do you anything you want!"

Listening to Derek, who was trying hard to calm him down, Hansel relaxed a little. His sobs had quietened down. This encouraged Derek a little. He carried on, "Yes, I'll buy anything you want or I can take you to places you want to see. If you want to kill someone, I can even do that for you."

Hansel looked up at Derek's face and saw him making a tight-lipped smile. His eyes were wide and shining with anticipation, as if waiting for Hansel to take a name. When Derek saw Hansel wasn't saying anything, he nodded furiously, trying to convey that he'll really do whatever he tells him to.

Hansel burst into laughter. Watching such a big man like Derek fidget around nervously and looking at him with puppy-eyes was just too funny.

Watching Hansel laugh, Derek's expressions softened a little. It was as if he hadn't even been crying in the first place. Hansel stopped laughing when he had his fill. His eyes were filled with tears again but this time it was because he had exhausted his lungs giggling. Both of them looked into each other's eyes, trying to fathom what the other was thinking. It was quiet.

"Kiss me!" Derek broke the silence first. The apprentice knight blushed hearing his words. He had asked him to do nothing big. They had already kissed countless of times. But this time, it was 'Hansel taking the initiative' and not 'the act' itself that mattered.

Hansel's trembling hands cupped Derek's face as he brought his lips closer and dropped a light kiss at his cheeks. Derek's heartbeat that was rising with the closing distance between them suddenly dropped. He couldn't believe his expectations didn't manage to reach Hansel. Or was it that Hansel was just trying to rile him up?

"Are you purposely trying to act cute?" he said to him, his eyes displaying a fierce glint. Hansel was still wondering if he had done something wrong when Derek captured his lips with his. He smirked before saying "Looks like I'll have to punish you for real this time!"