chapter 2

I knew what my friend s were saying wasn't true but I went along with it I don't want to get bully any anymore then I was apost to.

so in that afternoon I went home and I moved out of my parents home the longer I stayed the longer I would be more sadder all i wanted in my like is to say I'm happy not as a lie like I really meant it

I wish I knew how it felt so smile and be happy but I don't know each time I tried to be happy it well always mess up it like a ocean I'm drowning futher and further until 1point I'll give up

so your probably wondering don't people notice your not happy no they don't I act like I'm happy when I'm in public some people almost do figure out I'm not happy.

because they think I'm not happy at all because sometimes they will catch me crying in the bathroom and I would do all the people normally do lie and say oh no I just got something in my eye