Chapter 11: Part 1 – Gathering The Courage
= Sarah POV =
I sat on the bed for a few moments, my hand over my heart. It was beating so fast that I felt like it would break out of my body and fly away. I had never seen Chris so aggressive before, it kind of…turned me on. I knew of the tales other women had told of how passionate Chris was in bed, but to be on the receiving end of Chris' intense gaze, and her hands…
I shook my head. I had to stop thinking about her like that. I mean she wasn't helping, she pinned me against the bedframe and showed me how easily she could have her way with me…and then on the bed…if I went to her now, would I be…ravished tonight?
I walked over to the full-length mirror and checked my appearance. I had chosen a stupid T-shirt and some raggedy shorts because I hadn't been thinking of Chris in that way. After so many weeks of staying with me, was this what turned her on? A loose shirt and shorts with holes in them? Surely not…
I pulled off my hair tie and tried to fluffy my hair a bit. It was late, maybe make-up would be overkill so I decided to at least change my t-shirt to a cute lacy camisole I had in my underwear drawer. Looking over my appearance again, I felt satisfied with what I saw.
"Ok, Sarah, tonight, it's…it's going to happen," I said to myself, hyping myself up. I mean, that's why she was all commanding and "clean up, and come to bed" just now right? I look pretty cleaned up.
As I was about to leave the room, I saw from the corner of my eye, that the table was covered in trash and food waste.
Oh….clean up as in cleaning up the food and waste products.
I quickly grabbed some bags from the kitchen to separate the recyclables from the non-recyclables and wiped down the table. Leaving the trash near the trash can to dispose of downstairs tomorrow morning. I washed my hands and tried to focus on what would happen next.
This was it, the moment that…I've been waiting for? Sure, it wasn't perfect, the circumstances were a lot more master/servant than best friends–to–lovers, but I could work with this.
I walked over to Chris' room. From where I stood, I could see her leg hanging over the edge of the bed. She must have been sitting there, waiting for me.
I started to feel nervous and braced myself against the doorframe. This was what I wanted…right? But somehow…not like this.
I shook my head to clear out the doubt. No, this is what I wanted. Chris was one of the sexiest people I knew, and I always fantasised about sleeping with her. She had so much sexual experience, she could teach me a thing or two, and then maybe I could go out there in the big wide world, and fall in love with someone like Ruby, and have a proper lesbian relationship!
I shuddered thinking back on my past sexual experiences. No, I needed to start on the right foot with Chris. I needed to be honest, and upfront with what I really wanted from this relationship before it got out of hand. I finally, needed to tell her, the truth.
Ok.
I straightened myself up and went inside the room.
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