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I'll never love anymore

" I'll never hope for they love anymore, my past they never care about me then in this life i'll live my path by my self.." Aries Anthasia who a being abandoned since born on the cristal palace live two life, The past she died after fight with the monster and came back after been giving a second change, She determine in this second life she will live by her self and not hope for love anymore.

MissKimDae · Fantasy
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Chapter 15 : Is this a bad or good sign?

After know a bit about Cedric violetaly aries still can't shake the feeling curiosity about Cedric violetaly, She was still not satisfied until she knew what happened to him.

" why is it so hard to want to know about you and what is kept secret that no one knows about you."

She still wanted to know what happened to his former master and why he could be sealed on bloody hill. There was an unpleasant feeling that arose in her heart since she saw the look in Cedric's violet eyes.

It's been a month since she already knowing a little about Cedric violetaly, Aries no longer goes to the library. Though she doesn't go to the library but she still research about Cedric violetaly and in the moment he never once appeared front of aries.

On the night she laying in the bed after she's been busy all day with training and research about Cedric Violetaly, Slowly her eyes getting closed and in the middle of her sleep she dreaming something weird.

In the dream she saw prince mikael but something unpleasant with that dream At the beginning of the dream she saw Prince mikael smiling sweetly and wearing all white clothes while walking on a bridge, At first he just smiled and didn't say anything but after aries started walking closer he told Aries to stop using his finger sign.

" It's enough to get there, It's not time for you to come here."

Aries stopped not far from where Prince mikael was and she didn't understand what Prince mikael said. Since their distance was not too far, she could see the look in Prince mikael's eyes full of sadness.

" Brother mika..... What are you doing here."

But Prince mikael kept quiet just looking at aries and for a moment he looked around and looked up at the sky.

" Hey... Little kitten... I don't have much time, Then listen what i want to say.... please.... take good care of yourself. I may no longer...."

Prince mikael lowered his head for a few seconds and when he raised his head again, Aries could see that Prince mikael was holding back his tears from falling.

"....I may no longer with you anymore but i will alway watched you from above don't ever try to forget about me and don't cry to much...I have many thing want to tell you but the time i had now is not to much and now I have to go but remember i will always love you no matter what...good bye my little kitten.."

Then he turned his back from aries and walked without looking back, At that moment aries didn't know why she felt so sad in her heart as if she wanted to hold that hand and pull him away from that direction.

" Brother mika... Where you want to go.... Don't....Leave me here....."

When she wanted to follow Prince mikael. All of a sudden, everything turned around and aries was somewhere else without her realize.

Being in a place that she herself did not know when she reached that place, There she saw everyone wearing dark clothes from the expression on their faces aries could guess that they were sad and aries followed those people because she didn't know what going on right now while she follow does people she saw a familiar face which was crown prince, prince raymond, princess rina , emporer arthur and empress rowen they were crying while hugging , Seeing them like that made aries feel unpleasant in the time she didn't see prince mikael there then aries tried to ask what happened there why people were all crying but no one answered her then aries looked around and she could see something in front of it like a box and the person passing by gave a white rose, Aries knew that it was a coffin but she didn't know who was inside but aries could see that emperor arthur was persuading empress rowen who was crying. Seeing them cry like that while looking into the coffin made aries feel uneasy. Aries had a bad feel about person who laying on the coffin but she doesn't want to think a bad thing and she walked slowly towards the coffin to see who was in the coffin because she doesn't want to guess anything without know a truth and when aries was about to walk closed to the coffin aries took a deep breath with a pounding chest aries slowly looked into the coffin when she saw who was in the coffin making aries' heart stop beating for a moment her legs felt weak and her legs that lost energy made her fall to the floor with tears flowing like a broken dam.

" No...No.....This is just... No... no way... Just a moment ago....."

Aries couldn't finish her words, After see the person inside the coffin is prince mikael. After a while she was on the floor, Aries tried to strengthen herself and got up to get closed to the Prince mikael who was in the coffin, Aries touched Prince mikael's face.

" Brother mika... Wake up...Why are you laying inside here.. What a joke do you play now.."

She touch prince mikael shake him to make him wake up but he doesn't make any reaction.

" Brother mika... it's is enough...Don't play around anymore.... I know this is just a joke right...."

The body in the coffin feel cool, Aries hand trembling as she doesn't want to believe the person front her right now is no longer alive aries didn't want to believe that Prince mikael wasn't breathing anymore, her chest felt painful as tears flowed from her eyelids.

"...Pleaseeeee....I begging you...Wake up!!!....Wake up now mikael razeal lionel...!!!!!!....This is not funny anymore....."

Aries' soul struggled to hope that Prince mikael would wake up, but her hope was in vain because Prince mikael who was in front of her was no longer there, Aries continued to cry while patting her tight chest. She feel dizzy because she couldn't breathe well because of her tight chest there she just cried and kept crying there were no signs that she would stop crying it was really hard for her to stop crying because now she has lost the only light she hoped for in her life after losing her mother queen katerine she lived in darkness until the appearance of prince mikael pulled her from the darkness but now that light has gone out and like the world she has become dark even darker than before.

" How....How i want to live now.... Tell me... You are so selfish.... Leave me like this....I hate you.....i...i....reallllllyyyyy hate you....really hate you...."

While beating on Prince mikael's chest, Her heart hurts, her sad feelings are now all mixed into one.

" If i know that you will leave me in this way then i will never get closed to you and i will never....Love you...."

The person who she love now gone one by one first her mother and now prince mikael, The more she thinking about that her crying more louder she couldn't imagen how she live without prince mikael after this.

".....Prin....Princess wake up!!!!!....."

Aries open her eyes slowly and she saw there was lucy and butler seo at the moment she open her eyes, She woke up in a hurry and started looking for prince mikael at this time she couldn't tell the difference between reality and a dream because the dream felt so real.

" Brother mika.... Lucy.... brother mika....."

Butler seo and lucy who saw princess aries crying felt strange why suddenly princess aries was looking for prince mikael at this time.

" Princess aries calm down..."

Lucy tries to calm princess aries who is currently crying. But the crying of princess aries is getting worse and worse, Making lucy not know what to do right now to make princess aries stop crying. Butler seo who saw what happened he told lucy to get up and he sat next to princess aries.

" Princess aries... Looked me now and told me what happen... What with prince mikael if you told us then we can find him together with you.."

Hearing the words butler seo aries told him what happened and butler seo realizes that princess aries is currently unable to distinguish her dream from reality.

" Listen here Princess aries... What happened a while ago it's just your dream and not a real.... Prince mikael right now is not here he still in west east.... Nothing happened to him..."

Hearing Seo's butler say that it was just a dream made aries stop crying and look around before she realized that she was currently in her room and still wearing her nightgown. Seeing princess aries who has stopped crying butler seo wipe away the tears that fall down her cheeks.

" Don't worry your highness... His higness prince mikael right now he very well and good in the west east What happened a while ago only a dream."

Aries just kept silent and held her chest the pain she felt when she saw Prince Michael lying in the coffin felt like it was real a moment ago but it was just a dream. Even though princess aries had stopped crying, she didn't speak which made them a little worried. What kind of dream makes princess aries like this. Seeing what happened to princess aries made butler seo feel unpleasant but he doesn't want to talk anything just keeps it by his self.

Awhile ago Meet in the middle of the hall when lucy wants to go to princess aries' room since they have the same goal of going to princess aries' room so they go together, At first they entered they saw princess aries was still asleep so they didn't disturb her sleep because she looked very sleepy so lucy and butler seo just packed what they needed and put what they brought on the table but when they want to leave, they hear princess aries raving in her sleep calling Prince mikael's name while crying just listening to princess aries like that butler seo and lucy quickly walk up to princess aries and they see princess aries crying raving they tried to wake up princess aries but there was no reaction from princess aries even the situation got worse, Because seeing princess aries that couldn't be woken up like that they woke her up by force shaking her body and a few seconds after that princess aries woke up by calling prince aries name loudly.

After aries stop come to the library prince raymond not longer report to the emporer, Prince raymond as usual he is busy with the affairs he has to take care of but at the moment he can't focus on doing the paper work that is piled up in front of him, since aries has stopped coming to the library at first he will feel happy because there is no extra work but for some reason he feels empty. Aries face always appears in his mind, making him wonder why he had to remember aries even though they were not close either.

" ....But...Why she stop coming to the library.... Did she find what she was looking for?....What is she find for..?."

Suddenly he realizes that he is not interesting with Aries then why is he thinking about that little girl and he came back with the paperwork in front of him, but the more he tried to focus, but only aries' face came back, he imagined aries' smile and also her face when she was angry, sometimes he felt that aries looked cute.

While in the another office emporer arthur can't focus, He also thinking about aries.

" She didn't come today either."

Butler neo who was next to emporer arthur saw emporer arthur staring at the door waiting for someone to come and tell him that princess aries is coming but it's been a month since princess aries has stopped coming to the library.

" Why she stop from coming here, Did she find what she was looking for?."

Butler neo only listened to what emporer arthur was talking about because he didn't know how to react and he didn't know why princess aries stopped coming here. What he knew as long as princess aries came here what she was looking for in the library was about the legendary sword after she met emporer arthur together with prince raymond to find out about the legendary sword, She no longer came here which is strange why she found out about the sword.

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In one corner, Prince mikael thought to himself, It's been three months since they came to the West East to solve the monster issue there, There are no signs yet that they will return to the Great Palace because there are still many things they need to solve in the west East .

" Ahhh.... Why this damn monster appeared in the wrong time.... You stupid monster disturbed my time with little kitten..How was she there now?."

While throwing the stone in his hand angrily, Right now he misses aries so much if he can he wants to go back and meet aries right now but he knows he can't ignore his responsibilities. While he is with his own world there are eyes watching him that are behaving like a child.

" What going on with that...."

Pointing towards Prince mikael who was talking alone with a gloomy face.

" Ahh.... Greeting your highness crown prince.... Like usual he want to go back and meet his little kitten.."

The crown prince could only pat his forehead after hearing the explanation from ezreal winter. Since they came to West East, Prince mikael like crazy accelerated the process of exterminating monsters because he wanted to return quickly.

Suddenly they saw Prince Mikael suddenly wake up and like a madman took out his sword, They knew that Prince mikael was starting to go crazy again as usual crown prince will stop his madness.

" Ahhh... I really can't stand anymore in this situation....Can i just kill this madman."

Crown prince shook his head to see what his brother was doing, He walk closed to the prince mikael with a feeling of anger.

" How many time i need to watched you behave like this."

By knocking mikael's head with all his heart, the Knights who saw the behavior of the two of them just looked at the scenes with a normal because they were used to the situation.

" Ouchhhhhh... Brother....What are you doing... it's hurt you know..."

While holding his head that hurt because of the very strong knocks from the crown Prince.

" I don't know... Why i got a brothers like this..."

He knows that his younger brother has never behaved like this before, All this time he saw mikael living like he had no purpose which made him worry but now he has aries at least he has a purpose which makes him like this which makes him feel a little relieved.

" ... Hurt?..."

Stroking mikael's head that he hit earlier, Mikael who saw his brother's behavior like that then stepped back a step.

" Hey...Who are you... Stay away from me you demons..."

He grabbed the Lukaz shoulder and shook his body vigorously.

" What are you doing now mikael... It's hurt you know.."

Holding his head which was a little dizzy due to mikael's shaking earlier.

" Give me back my brother....."

He pushed away mikael's hand that was holding his shoulder.

" What do you mean by... ' Give me back my brother '..."

At first lukaz did not understand what mikael was talking about.

" My brother does not behave like this, My brother is a strong soul, Inhumane he is not like this.... Who are you, Return my brother...."

Lukaz who heard what mikael said felt very angry, He raised his hand to hit mikael again.

" Ha ha ha ha...."

But before lukaz could do it, Mikael ran away from lukaz first. Lukaz who saw mikael's behavior like that, at least now mikael is like a living human being with a soul.