Can't have sex with a virgin

Rona's POV

I stopped the kiss and stared at her.

“What did you say“.

She swallowed nervously and stared at me.

“I want you “. she spoke almost in a whisper.

I groaned and closed my eyes. I have been dreaming of a moment like this. but now I was scared of hurting her even when I knew she wasn't a virgin 

“Rona” .she called me out of my thought.

I hissed softly and stared at her.

“Are you sure “. I asked, hoping she might change her mind. I was scared I would hurt her, since I was really demanding and rough in sex.

“I'm very sure “.she murmured.

I stared at her and saw no resistance in her.

I sat on the bed and made her sit on me with her legs on each side of me .she stared at me and placed her hands in my shoulder.

“If I go too rough, tell me okay”. I begged. She nods her head in agreement.

I hissed softly and kissed her. the moment I kissed her, I felt my dick rise in excitement.

I flip her on the bed and pulled away my sweatpants and was left with just my underwear. I stared at her and noticed how she gulped nervously when she saw my already erect dick in my underwear.

“I can stop if you want me to “.she did not let those words finished from my mouth before she pulled me to her and kiss me gently. Her kiss was so soft and gentle, and I couldn't help but felt my erection rising.

I broke away from the kiss and started unbuttoning her dress. I removed her dress and she was left with just her panties.

I moan softly at her well perfect naked body .her black skin was the best I have ever come across with no marks on it.

“You are beautiful”. I kissed her neck while saying those words.

She moans and took hold of my hair. I went for her back and unbuckle her bra. I removed her bra and saw her cover her breast with her hands.

I chuckled softly and kiss her neck, 

“Are you shy “. I asked while kissing her. She let go of her breast and moans in my kiss. I stopped kissing her and took a better look at her will erect breast.

“Fuck”. I moan 

I took hold of her breast and took here left breast in my mouth and started sucking gently

She hissed and moans while taking hold of my hair.

I wasn't the type who pleasure my girls before having sex with them, but Olivia was different. I wanted her to enjoy every bit of it.

“Rona”.she moans when I took her right breast in my mouth. I suck gently till I noticed I wasn't able to hold myself anymore.

All I wish was to pin her on the bed and fuck her roughly .but then she was my little bird and I wouldn't want to see her hurt even if I knew she might enjoy it.

I left her breast and kissed her well shaped flat stomach before kissing her thighs. I felt her legs shakes when I place kisses on her thighs.

I slowly went for her pant and gently removes it. I stared at her and noticed she was nervous and shy. I kissed her softly on the lips before sliding my finger in her.

But then I noticed there was a resistance. I gently tried to go in and noticed how she scream in pain.

"Shit”. I quickly removed my fingers.

“Little bird”. I called out,

She stared at me nervously.

“Are you a virgin”. I asked, hoping I was wrong.

She bites her lips and nervously looked away.

“I asked you a question”. I spoke calmly.

“Yes”.she whispered.

“Fuck”. I moved away from her and lay beside her. I took the blanket and covered her.

“What is wrong”.she asked in a low tune.

“You lied to me, you told me you weren't a Virgin”. I spoke softly, but I was angry at myself .how couldn't I have noticed it all this while.

“I'm sorry “.she pleaded.

I hissed and ran my fingers in my hair.

“It's okay, get dressed, so I can take you home “. I said those words and went for the bathroom. I hit the bathroom wall with anger.

I can't have sex with her, not now, I knew she was a virgin.

I am too rough, and she can't handle me taking her virginity. I should be happy that no man has had a taste of her .but here I am angry at myself because of my rough sexually urge. I hissed and pulled myself together before going back to the room.

I got to the room and felt a sharp pain in my heart with what I saw. I rushed to the bed and pulled her in my arms.

“I'm sorry “. I did not realize how my action might have hurt her.

She did not say a thing but kept on sobbing.I hissed and curse myself for putting her in such pains.

“Am I not good enough”.she asked in tears.

I quickly pulled her away from me and made her stared at me. Her eyes were soaked in tears and I felt pains in my heart.

“Look at me, little bird”. I begged.

She sniffles and met eyes with me.

“You are more than enough for me, and I mean it “. I said those words and kissed her softly on the lips.

“Then why don't you want me “.she asked in tears. I hissed and kissed her cheek thereby wiping her tears away with my kiss. I lay on the bed and pulled her to me .she places her head on my chest and her hand on my waist.

“I'm too rough for you “. I murmured.

She hissed and did not say a word. I caress her hair gently before speaking up.

“Let me take you home, don't want your aunt getting angry at you “.she nods her head and stood up from the bed.

I wore a blue jean and a black t shirt .we left my room and I took my keys from my driver. I went to the car garage and opened the car for her to get in. I went to the driver's seat and sat on it. I started the car and drove out of the house.

Throughout the drive, Olivia has been quiet. I tried bringing out small talks, but she paid no attention to it.

We got to their apartment, and she did not allow the car to stop before she tries opening the door, but it was lock.

“Olivia”. I called out.

She stares at me and looked away.

“Are you mad at me “. I asked while trying to stroke her hair, but she moves away.

“My aunt is already home, I think you should let me go in “. I stared at her and realized she was mad at me, but I couldn't keep her any longer, not when she said her aunt was home.

“I will call you when I get home “.she nods her hair and tried opening the door. I moved to her and kissed her on the cheek before clicking on the button.

She hissed and opened the door and left quickly without staring back at me like she normally does.

I hissed in anger and drove back home. I got home and pick up my phone to call her, but she wasn't picking up. I dialed several times, but she did not pick. I angrily ran my fingers in my hair in frustration.

“Rona”. I turn around and saw Rita in my room.

She walked angrily into my room and stood in front of me.

“What was she doing here “.she spoke in anger.

I knew she was talking about Olivia, but I wasn't in the mood to banter words with her.

“I'm tired Rita, go back to your room “.I spoke in a tune she knew I wasn't ready to talk.

“Rona”. she called out.

“Get out”. I shouted in anger.

“You now shout at me because of her “. she murmured in tears.

I hissed and stood up from the bed, seeing her in tears was one thing I hated in life.

“Rita”. I tried moving to her, but she moves away.

“Stay away from me Rona. since she came into your life all you think about is her and no one else, not even me your only family”.she spoke in tears.

“Listen”.

“No Rona no, she is all you want right, then you can have and act like you don't have a sister”. she said those words that pierce through my heart before leaving my room.

I went to my bar and poured out a glass of whiskey. I hissed and drank all.

Olivia was angry with me, and now my little sis is also mad at me.

I took another sip of the drink and tried calling Olivia again, but her phone was switched off.

I kept back the phone and left my room. I got to Rita's room and knocked on it, but she did not answer. I opened the door and saw Rita staring at me, 

“What are you doing here “. she asked in tears and anger 

“I'm sorry “. I apologized,

“Get out”.she shouted and threw a pillow at me.

I stared at her and realized she was furious now, and it was best I let her be. I hissed and left her room.

What a day today has been.