He sat there, trying his best to comprehend what Rider had said. It took him a while to understand Rider felt used because Sean was using him for comfort and to forget about his crappy existence for those brief moments he could let Rider close.
While Sean wasn’t sure how one should act in such a situation, he was sensible enough to understand that every situation was different, as different as they were from any other people. He knew he’d done wrong by Rider, by himself, and worst of all, by Zoya. She would have never wanted this to happen. She would’ve wanted Sean to stay honest, to open himself to a new relationship in his own time, and for him to never take anyone for granted.