learning the truth [Levi]

[r*pe suicide-]

Levi p.o.v

my eyes widen

"So there was once an transmingrator version of me? and he's still apart of me- and that's why you love me? because I remind you of him?-" I replied

"that isn't the only reason Levi- and I had to tell the other Levi in my dream the truth

but he forgave me in the end but are you the same?" he replied

"just tell me-" I replied

"alright- I'll try to tell the most simple version-

Madoka me and the real Levi came from a different world- and Madoka tried to change this world but the world didn't like that and had us punished them - you were going to be the one to do my job but I ended up doing it

I had to r*pe them- and I did it twice- but that was supposed to happen- even so both times I regretted it- the first time I killed myself-

and then the second time I tried to do it again but you stopped me well the real Levi did

and he forgave me and we f*cked 13 times-

I did have to tell you the truth- and I did

but you didn't forgive me and the next time I told you in the void- you were mad but you gave me another chance- and the last version of you did hate me- and left me for Madoka

and that's not the only thing I have to tell you-" he replied

"What is it?" I replied

"Well- I used to have sex with your brother to get over you and I called him disgusting" he replied

"You what?!" I shouted

"I hurt both him and Madoka- they were both my partners but I didn't treat them well

and I regret hurting them both- and I realize that I loved Madoka- and no I don't love Asmo-

I just don't hate him anymore because he was like Madoka and he is with Luke and they're good together-" he replied

"he's with Luke?!" I shouted

"Yeah- he's much better then Beel and Mammon-" he replied

"Beel and Mammon?" I replied

"the both of them were with Luke- at the same time- and I don't know the full story but I could tell that they were meant for eachother- I mean Luke and Asmo- and I knew that something wasn't right with Mammon and Beel- they manipulated him-" he replied

"manipulated him?" I replied

"Well I manipulated you- before- and I just used you for sex- it was that same kind of thing- but I promise I'm not like that anymore-

and there was a time when I did love you-" he replied

"do you still love me?" I asked

"Yes I do Levi-" Solomon replied

"then I don't care who you were in the past

all that matters is that you love me and you've changed-" I replied

"even though what I did was unforgivable?" he replied

"Yes and I'm not going to forgive you for that-

or let you f*ck me at least not for a while-

it's all very upsetting to hear but I know that you love me- but you didn't need to do that to Madoka and Asmo-" I replied

"But- I did have to- if I didn't it would have been you and you would have lived my regret-" he replied

"Solomon- I don't care- it's not a good enough excuse for doing that!-" I shouted

"I know-and I didn't plan on it the second time-

but it happened- and I became a complete monster- Levi I f*cking enjoyed it seeing his tears and hearing his cries and he kept telling me to stop but I didn't listen and he told me not to go to far but I did-" he replied

"What the f*ck Solomon?! what the hell!" I shouted

"I know I was a monster- and I was one to you too- I said really cruel things and used you for sex- and I no longer care about you- but I regretted it and before that I had loved you but after I told you the truth you left me so we had sex one last time- and then- I ended up using you- and I continued to tell you that I loved you but that was a lie because at the time I only loved the real Levi and I kept lieing to myself-

but this time I do truly love you-" he replied

"then prove it-" I replied

he leaned in and kissed me deeply and passionately

"I love you so much Levi- and there's one last thing I need to tell you"- he replied

but then suddenly Solomon collapsed

"Solomon!" I shouted but there was no response

tears came down my cheeks

what was happening?!

why did he collapse?!

and suddenly he woke up

"Levi?" he replied

"Yeah it's me-" I replied

"oh- um what happened? and where is Madoka?" he asked

"dead-" I replied

"Dead?!" He shouted

"Solomon did you forget everything?" I asked

"What do you mean?" He replied

"tell me do you love me?" I replied

"I don't know- aren't we supposed to be Madoka's lover? and the others too?" he replied

"What universe are you from? you are my lover Solomon-" I replied

his eyes widen

"What?!" He shouted

"You seriously don't remember?- well- from what you told me- you r*ped Madoka-twice

-and we f*cked 13 times and probably more after that- since that's all we did- but before that I was with Madoka- and I ended up going back to him after learning the truth that you were just using me- and you said that the version of me in the void forgave you but I don't remember that and I would never forgive you for such thing or let you f*ck me-

and you used my brother too

and I hate that everything was a lie!" I shouted

"Levi?I don't remember any of that but- I apologize for it all- ok? and I promise I'll try again I'll love you as I was supposed to-" he replied

"as you were supposed to? you told me that you loved me that you truly loved me and you kissed me and you said that you loved me so much- and you were going to tell me one more thing-" I replied

"I do- love you then-I'm sorry Levi everything is so confusing to me- because I'm not like that-

or at least I'm supposed to be- or maybe I was? I'm sorry-" he replied

"Solomon?-" I replied

"Yes?" he replied

"What happened to you?" I replied

"What do you mean?" he replied

"it just you're acting strange- and I don't understand how you forgot everything-" I replied

"Well then you tell me- what do you remember?- and from your own memories" he replied

"Well- if I remember correctly - me and Madoka had past lives together but they never were truly mine and they always died

and ended up choosing Belph and I know that me and Solomon were together- and I know that he sacrificed himself for me- and he stayed by myside-but- something happened between us and I don't remember it at all- and I ended up with Madoka and I loved him'- but I know deep down that I loved you too- so why did I leave you behind?!"I replied in sobs

"because I hurt you in more ways then one I never physically hurt you but I did emotionally-

and used you and I hurt the ones closest to you- and for that I'm sorry-" he replied

"sorry isn't enough Solomon! I just want you to love me! and be a better person- and that's what you were doing- right? or is that a lie too?!" I shouted

"I don't think that was a lie because I wouldn't have sacrificed myself for you and changed-

I know- that- he- I mean I loved you-" he replied

"wait-are you Solomon?" I replied

"of course I am-" he replied

"hmm-I don't believe you- I remember you saying that there was a real me and he left-

and I have apart of his soul- so- did the same thing happen to you?" I replied

"I don't know what you're talking about Levi-but- It wasn't me- I'm not like that-" he replied

"What do you mean it wasn't you?!" I shouted

"I did apologize for his actions but- that wasn't me- and I know that I love you- and I would never hurt you in anyway- and it's hard to believe he did such a thing- I mean the real me-" he replied

"So you aren't the same Solomon- dammit!-" I shouted

"What do you want me to do? he can't come back you know- but I could try to be him-" he replied

"then- love me and I mean truly-not because you're supposed to-" I replied

"I will- I promise to love you truly-" he replied

"good then- kiss me-" I replied

"kiss you?" He replied

"Yes come on-" I replied

"Alright I'll try-" he replied

he leaned in and kissed me but this time it was different but still as passionate

he wiggled his tongue around and wrapped it around mine and I pushed back kissing him passionately pushing my body against his

and kept his grip on me and kissed me back

he won the battle- and I couldn't fight back

and when he pulled back I let out a moan

"did I tell you that I like being the top?"

"No you never told me-that- but it doesn't surprise me-" I replied

"So you don't mind being the bottom?" he replied

"not when it's you but I already told the other you he couldn't f*ck me-" I replied

"But that isn't me-" he replied

"Oh f*ck-" I replied

"You're hard-" he replied

"how can I not be?! can you do two?" I replied

"two?" he replied

"Yeah I have two d*cks-" I replied

"Oh- I see-" he replied and smirked