chapter one: rejection

I knew my parents where getting fed up with all of the bullshit I've been putting them through by now but i don't give a damn. I'm sick and tired of chores I'm sick and tired of school I'm sick of it all i just want to go take my spray paint and go else where. Any where but here. I even looked at them and said id rather be homeless then dealing with them.

Little did mom or dad know i went to the trains and started spraying with friends the other day but they still seemed fed up. Oddly enough today was different. instead of the constant bitching of "do this do that" or "get off your sorry ass and do something with yourself", they both smiled and wished me a good morning and even cooked me pizza, my favorite meal. It was like something really bad was going to happen or there on crack. So i went to my room and took a look into the mirror and did what any other teen like me would do and that was wonder if i could rip my jeans and cut my sleeves without having to deal with bull shit. Well of course I did anyway. I like the ratty punk look with spikes on my jacket and chains dangling from me. Still ended up getting rejected by most of the people in my school but I never gave a damn. I guess that's Virginia for ya!

As the day went on we actually had some fun together. man, that was all I wanted in the first place was to spend time with these people. now maybe ill start listening to them. Dad looked at me and said with a creepy smile "want to go to the biggest mall you've ever seen?" All my smart ass said back was "what in sams' hell is with that smile of yours want me to clean it up for ya?" He chuckled "It'll be fun son i promise. Your mother and I have come to realize we have been neglecting you for a minute now and we would like to fix it." I finally agreed to this weird arraignment. little did i know this would come to be the worst mistake of my life. I'll have you know this was going to be the biggest mistake of my fucking life.

We all pile up in moms Chevy corvette and start to heading to what I thought was going to be the mall.This trip took forever considering my parents where suddenly dicks again. The second I opened my mouth just to ask if i could take a damn shit the positive vibes went out the window. All I wanted was a toilet break, then my mother snarls at me with, "shut the fucking hell up brat!" This is the most pissed I've seen her since I pans't her at the last place they ever took me. Okay maybe i have gone a little over board. Damn what have I gotten myself into?

This so called "mall" which was 6 hours down the road was actually a bustling city parking lot where my dad just rips me out of the car by the top of my head with his big barley arms "which felt like he was stronger then the beefed out car we was in", slams the door and just zooms away. All i could hear from them was "you got what you wished for Axle you got what you wished for!" knowing my smart ass I flipped them off the I got to wondering, What am i going to do? no food, no water just me and my clothes on my back, "which my dumb ass ripped up in the middle of winter",in a huge ass city.

All alone...