Alex knew she was still far behind him, after all, she hadn't received formal education and training like him but she hoped for her son to beat him someday.
She was an orphan, so thinking about receiving formal teaching was far and high above the cloud. She didn't have a lofty dream but the chance to go above and high was presented to her by her best friend. Just thinking about the past makes her feel surreal.
She still remembered when Hawk chased after her, she was reluctant to agree. She was an orphan and he was a prince. It was like a fairy tale straight out of a book though she wasn't some daydreamer. She was a practical person, so rejected his advances thinking about their different social standing and everything. Though she didn't have a family name and heritage, she was already rich and had made a name for herself, at that time. However, in the eyes of a true aristocrat, she was still nowhere.