Chapter 30

Haidar Jega

When I had rudely chased Lailah out of my house. I didn't feel happy, I felt like a bad person and couldn't sleep throughout that night. So I had to make plans to make things right. I knew I had feelings for her but I was denying it because I didn't know if they were genuine. I had to perform isthikhara and I felt at peace with my feelings for her. I knew she would be living in the morning so I had to call the president to make sure no flight leaves till the afternoon. And that was done real quick.

Yes, I had confessed my feelings to her. She was staring at me in bewilderment while I spoke though. She didn't say a thing. I turned to Nailah and stared at me calmly and then she smiled. "Lailah I'll miss you, I hope you take good care of yourself. I'll come to visit you from time to time." I said. I immediately engulfed her in a hug. "You don't need to say anything Lailah, I just wanted you to know how I felt that's all," I said. I broke the hug and stared her in the eyes.