He doesn't feel safe with you

I didn't want to talk to him. I didn't want to have a husband. I don't need another one!.

Where is Antonia when you need her beside you?.

Why did Troy allow a hooligan to enter his room?.

"What's wrong with you? Why are you hyperventilating?" Asked Damon all panicky, touching me all over my body just like the way Trevor does.

I felt like vomiting. I was disgusted and afraid at the same time. I hated the feeling but, there I was recalling all the shit Trevor ever did to me.

"Talk to me! Breath for ducks' sake!" He cursed bringing me to his embrace and I was a goner. I screamed when I felt his body on mine. Using all my might to push it away. I needed space, I needed oxygen, I needed him gone.

"Damon! shit! Next time call me when he wakes up, okay?" I heard an angry voice from afar before I felt him gone from my body but still holding my hand. Not helping.

"What's wrong with him?"

"He's having an episode "

"Why?"

"Because he doesn't feel safe with you, Damon, that's why!" Yelled the girl before I felt a syringe needle piercing my body before it was all hot and cold, slowly drifting off leaving them fighting. I could live for the next day!

I didn't know for how long I was out of it but, all I knew is that I needed to pee so badly.

"Perfect timing brother in law!" Chirped a girl on my left side, who I was sure was standing at that time.

"What'll you be having for dinner?" Asked the girl holding my hand which I slapped it away.

"Don't touch me!" I meant to say it threateningly but what came out was more of a squick, Whatever as long as she got the memo.

"O...kay, brother in law, Body contact is forbidden with you, no harm done so, about dinner?" Trailed off the girl expectantly.

"Where is Antonia?" I asked.

"An...who? Are you still feeling groggy somehow, brother in law?" Asked the girl, concerned.

"No and I'd appreciate it if you don't call me that" I said, collecting strength to sit up on the bed carefully. Didn't want to experience a reopen of my wounds.

"Ooh... Then can I call you, Anderson?" Suggested the girl, sweetly.

"That's what my friends call me" I said feeling up for my crutches, Antonia always put them near the bed but, strangely they weren't there that day.

"There is a wheelchair for your movements" informed the girl, pushing that thing my way before she helped me sit on it without hurting my leg.

"Please show me where the toilet is" I said, making myself comfortable in the chair.

"Ok_" Started the girl but was interrupted with the voice I wished more or less to be another nightmare. Damon.

"What do you think you're doing, Florence?" Asked Damon, domineering.

"Helping him to the toilet" Replied Florence simply with a shrug.

"With what relationship between you two?" Stressed Damon, giving me the chills.

"I'm his sister in law" Replied Florence casually.

"Does that give you the right to assist him?" Asked Damon, his voice dropping threateningly.

"Of course_" Said Florence but she didn't get to say anything else because then came thunder.

"Leave my man alone!" Shouted Damon before the girl left me without another word, leaving me suffocating in the heavy atmosphere.

"I was told that you're afraid of me" Started Damon with a sigh after some time. I couldn't even nod my head as I was even having problems inhaling and exhaling well.

It's as if he thought his voice wasn't intimidating enough because the next thing I heard was his heavy, confident foot steps walking towards me. Step by step, Taking his time to build some chilling fear up and down my spine.

I only needed to use the toilets!.

I felt him standing in front of me before grabbing the back of my neck with his one hand, I gasped at that. I was almost peeing on my panties when I felt his breath on my ears. Too close.

"Why?" Breathed Damon in my ears making me shiver inside out.

"I really need to use the bathroom!" I blurted out, my voice was scratchy and small, you can even hear my fright from the tone.

I was waiting for the slap I knew was coming, clenching my hands and teeth so as to prepare myself for the worst but only to hear him chuckle, his hand leaving my neck.

"You're so cute" Said Damon, before I felt him behind me, pushing the wheelchair I was on.

"You didn't tell me why though" Reminded Damon and I became mute again. Fearing for my life.

"Listen love, I'm not good with my temper, that's obvious but, I promise to listen and change for you" Continued Damon gently, still pushing my wheelchair.

"I really need the crazy sexy ass Anderson Sybil who were dancing on my lap, talking shit to my friends, the one who was NOT afraid of me like this!" He said stoping the wheelchair before his hands took mine so I could stand and I flinched, He cursed.

"I... I don't remember" I mumbled softly, I wanted him not to talk about my reaction.

"Three years ago, at Nene gay bar... You suggested we get married the same night, remember?" Reminded Damon with a chuckle, walking me to what I thought was a toilet because he went to tug down my fly and I stopped him.

Yes, I was afraid out of my mind but, I couldn't let anyone strip me the way Trevor did. The same Trevor who I did all those Damon mentioned with.

"I'll give you time to adjust to me but, don't take too long. Patience is never something to associate with me" He said after he stopped tugging on my sweatpants, before he kissed my cheek slightly.

He left after teaching me how to use the toilet.

"Call me when you're done" He said before going outside. He could still be inside the toilet. I didn't know for sure.

I went on about my business before I washed my hands and started to feel my way out.

"I told you to call me when you're done, geez" Reprimanded Damon but I didn't say a thing and he sighed coming to help me situated in my chair again.

"This is not a hospital" I said out of the blue and he stopped moving me.

"Yes, it's not" Answered Damon calmly before he continued to push my chair.

"Where's my sister?" I pressed.

"On a vacation with her babies and husband, Troy. They are safe" Explained Damon.

"Do they no I'm missing?" I asked, my voice shaking.

"You're not missing, They know you're with me here. Safe and sound" Replied Damon casually.

"They let some stranger take me while I was unconscious?"

"I kind of threatened them with the lives of their kids if they didn't give me you" Said Damon lightly. Like it wasn't something cruel and shocking.

"Turns out, I'm kidnapped" I mumbled sadly to myself.