the first time we met

I was contemplating not going to school today because of how bad of a feeling I was having about the day. But I decided to rely on what I knew that if something seriously bad was going to happen to me I would have a clear vision of it not just a nightmare. Nightmares are normal even humans get them. So I got my clothes on and fixed my hair and we'll get me breakfast. Has you can guess it was blood but not human blood I only drink the blood of animals. I drove myself to school and everything started like every other day. Everyone asking if the football team is going to be good everyone asking if I have got any d1 football offers. But it didn't matter if I got any offers I would have to decline them anyway to try and protect my identity as much as possible. My best friend Tavion has had many d1 offers he was the quarterback of our football team. He has been my best friend ever since I started school here there have been so many times that I have wanted to say screw what could happen and tell him. It has been so hard having to keep this secret from him because we spend almost every day together. I have even contemplated changing him so that I could have someone like me. The only reason I don't change him is because it would be hard for me to not kill him when I try to change him. I also don't think I would be able to teach him to be able to not drink human blood I think changing him would ruin his life. I would only change him if he found out about me and needed me to change him for some reason. I talked to him when I got to school and in my first class. Normally we have every class together but sadly this year we only had our first class together. How I wish I had known that I needed to change this it could have saved a lot of lives and a lot of hurt for a lot of people. After my first class ended I went to my second class. This was the biggest mistake of my life. It started like any other class but it wasn't at all it was the class where I met her. I have seen many girls in my life but she was so special there was something special about her. She had beautiful long brown hair with blond highlights. She has the biggest Brown eyes. I thought she was perfect. I never have felt like this before I didn't even know vampires could feel like this about someone. This feeling petrified me. I had never felt like this before. I was hoping she wouldn't sit near me but that was the only empty seat. This class of course had to be a class where we had to work in partners every day. This meant I was going to have to talk to her. Before this, I kept myself away from all women. When she first sat down beside me I had no clue what to do. I didn't know how to even talk to her. It was like I couldn't like something was telling me not to. But even after the feeling that I shouldn't talk to her the temptation to talk to her was even more. Every second I tried not to I was more and more tempted. It was like I needed her. I was craving her just as bad I crave blood. I finally gave in and said hello my name is Felix. She replied to me my name is Faith. To me that was the prettiest name I have ever heard. At that moment in time, all I wanted was for that class to never end. But it did very quickly all I ever got was her name I was so mad and disappointed in myself that I didn't even try to get her number or anything. After that class the only thing that was on my mind was her. It overwhelmed me that's his much I was thinking of her I couldn't even stop myself from thinking about her at football. I told Tavion about her and he just said that I was going crazy. That she can't be that special. That was the first time I ever got mad at having. I don't know what's so special about her to make me act like this