I was doing good already, I have a life. I have friends and family. I have a good job. I am happy when suddenly things happen that would bring me back from the past. The pain, the tears, the heartaches all came to me at once when I saw him. I laughed sarcastically at myself. Really self? That's the impact of the guy who broke your heart? Hearing him speak already weakens your knees? Guard your heart, I remind myself. You gifted him your heart before and what he did? He crushed it in front of you and in front of everybody else. Don't fall for him again.