how we met

it was my first day at my new school. she comes i up to me and whispers, "meet me after school in the library." grinning at me, gives me "the" look the walks away. it stays in my head all day. everytime i see her in the hallway, she gives me a grin. even though i was still closeted and couldn't dress the way i wanted, I think she realized that imma lesbian.

at lunch everybody was talking to me and talking about teachers, student, and all the schools drama. but I couldn't listen. I kept thinking about her. her beautiful long hair, her light brown eyes, her soft skin, her smile. everything about her.

i saw the that she's in my 5th through 9th period classes. she kept staring at me... i also kept looking at her. she looked so beautiful. i just wanted to kiss her. before i knew it, she came over to me and gave me a note, then walked away. the note said, "remember, meet me at the library after school. no one will be there ;)." the things that stuck out to me was the winky face and "no one will be there". I wondered what was going to happen.

after 9th period i went to my locker and grabbed my bag and went straight to the library. i hesitated to go in. but I ended up walking in. I saw her in the back. she gave me weird, sus vibe. but is still went over to her. she was talking to me in this .. voice .. like a tentional voice. hard to explain. she was telling me how pretty I was and how I stood out from everyone else in school. next thing i know..she kissed me. i kissed back. it was a he best feeling ive ever had. I loved every second of every minute of that kiss. after 10-15 minutes of kissing, she walked away. but she turned back at me and said, "so you tomorrow loser." her lips felt so nice on mine. ive never kissed a girl before. but it was the best feeling ever.

now the only questions are, "are we a thing?" and "what is her name?"