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Pov criss

Criss: I hear her scream loud swimming and as soon as I touch her she sticks to my body her feet are around my waist and her arms are gripping my neck and shoulders she is shaking.

Criss: hei sssshhhh I'm here., Are you afraid? Isa: take me to the shore please As soon as I recall the sand I see her a little more relaxed then she sits down and I close to her

Criss': What just happened?

She hugs herself she looks so helpless I'm sorry to see her like this.

Isa: I was little I was 7 years old when it happened when my foolishness was to blame ... I didn't want to but it happened and it was all my fault ...

Criss: if you don't feel like it, don't ... I hug him

Isa: I was at the lake with my friends and my cousins ​​they did a competition swimming from the shore in the middle of the lake where there was a scene it is not easy but not difficult they did the teams but I was not with them they did not want me my cousin my said I was too young for that race so they left me alone, by the time they watched and did the race I started swimming alone I was almost there but then I felt cold and tired I didn't want to swim anymore I didn't have any more strength so I let myself go, I woke up after a mass of coma everyone was desperate from which moment I have not moved so far from the shore I panic.

I take them by the hand and take it into the water.

Criss: Trust me please I'll show you something.

She nods we go further and further away she and a lot of tessa feels hug him she sticks to me like a koala again then I look into her eyes.

Isa: you know when I woke up I saw fear in my parents' eyes I saw love and also despair, my mother said to me, "life must be lived" "You made us suffer very little, but what I will tell you I always remember never leave you never abandon you will always have someone who will love you never make him suffer because if you die, that person dies too " Since that day I have not ....

Criss: sssshhhh I hug him and kiss him I deepen the kiss and she reciprocates I missed him so much.

Criss: You know I missed you so much

Isa: you too

Criss: And I miss them a lot too

Isa: I miss them too I kiss him again to make her understand that I am there she does not need those two balls that abandoned the year.

We get out of the water and take a shower and then go to sleep.

Pov Isa

Today I woke up with him near I missed hearing him so close I get up I get ready for work I let him sleep at work all day thinking why I let myself go with him .... I go home there is light on the terrace I see my uncle with him at the table Isa: good evening They greet me but I see them silent.

Isa: what happened?

Criss: My dad again, but this time he's right. Uncle: Don't say that because it's not true and don't do what he says.

Criss: I have to do it so I don't mention them anymore I want to end up with all of this.

I've had enough. Isa: but what do you want? Criss: I have a past my father wants me to do something for him that is not a good thing I have to do so he doesn't mention my mother anymore and my sister doesn't let them rest in peace. Isa: what do you have to do?

Criss: I have to work for him I will have to beat up, offend, threaten and ruin some life. I gape at him then hear criss's father

Criss's father: so son are you thinking?

Criss: Yes I thought Isa: wait for you ... I put myself in their midst

Fr Criss: You again little girl? What you still want is not enough what it gives you I watch Isa: what does he excuse me from?

P. Criss: money right? That's why you're with him right? And full of money all like that that's why he then uses you and comes back to me, you are all the same I turn to criss

Isa: you .... You ..... Are you ..... Rich?

I raise their face to me and he nods

Isa: why did you lie to me why didn't you tell me?

Criss: I knew from your uncle that you hate rich people that's why .....

Isa: Did you decide to lie to me? Was it easier that way? I can't believe it and I trusted you. Criss: I wanted to tell you but .....

Isa: forget this now it is not important but I tell you not to do it not to do what he asks of you ... They do not think they would like it Father Criss: you are no one to tell them these things criss if you do I don't name them anymore and I leave you the house you say? Criss looks at him

Isa: criss don't do it please think of your mother looking at you from there you will make him suffer it is not right. He looks at me angrily

Criss: now enough Isa don't give me advice on death because you don't know shit ... You have no idea what I've been through you don't know what it's like to lose everything in a short time you don't know shit about my pain every once he mentions them they both come back to mind, do not cheer me up without knowing anything, they left you they are not dead and then you appear a boy, with a mother and a sister who have a heart inside. He points to my heart with his finger

Criss: Don't talk you can't do it you don't know .... You're just selfish ..... It hurts to be told ... What .....

Isa: everything will be fine, which is better this way, I know it's not comfortable but we can't do anything once they die they don't come back Tears come out and my uncle hugs me Uncle: criss you shouldn't have not ...

Criss: no? And because she doesn't want to be scolded she doesn't want someone to say things to her face I'm sorry that she was abandoned but she is not dead no one can see him where he wants I look at them at a photo, he cannot tell me that he understands me I do not accept it she does not he knows the pain you feel, he only knows the pain of .....

Uncle: just please don't ..... Continue

Isa: let it finish I look him in the eye

Criss: do you think I'm not sorry for you and well yes I'm sorry but it's not as tragic as you did it sleeps thousands of guys in the world you will always find ..... If you haven't already found the owner's son you are working, what do I know ... But a dead person doesn't ... He goes to give him another one but I stop him Isa: do not do it through no fault of mine he loves you and you to him I ..... I came later in your lives you can not stop him from hurting me no more he will not be able to do so not .... I will allow it more from today onwards he is nobody for me but please don't ... For my fault not .....

Uncle: Because you're so good he doesn't deserve your goodness.

I hug him and go to my room I take some things and go to take a shower I can still hear them talking but I don't care anymore if now I'm colder than before I don't lower my walls for anyone I was wrong believing in him.

I hear the phone and a message has arrived I read it and I don't believe it I clench my fists hard I go out Isa: tell me it's a joke

F. Owner: not a joke ask him in front of me let's go He takes me by the hand and takes me to where they are

Criss: here he was missing now the prince charming.

I approach him by facing him.

Isa: You have to look me in the eye and tell me if it's true

Criss: what? What did he say to you?

F. Owner: the truth of that evening that it was you who made them is then ....

Fr Criss: it was him and he repented Lower your head

Isa: look at me and tell me is it true you did it? Criss: yes it's true I was forced okay ??? I laugh

Criss: Isa not ...

Isa: Don't worry, forget it, don't ...

Criss: listen, I'll explain everything but ....

Isa: there is no longer a need you do not have to explain why I had time but I did not do it and now it does not matter anymore, you know you were important to me but you used me only for your purposes I did not believe that I will also have in treason so aside your not .....

Criss: Don't be a victim you were just left by two assholes you didn't lose like or lost me .... Uncle: enough My uncle screams at me tears come out in front of him I look at him wiping my tears ....

Isa: you're right I don't know anything about you I never knew and I tell you that you don't know about me either, but let me tell you something.

Uncle: Not doing it will make you sick

Isa: you know up to the age of 16 I had everything but there was him who was mother, father, grandfather, grandmother, friend, friend, brother and sister and even a god for me it was all too much a disease took it away from me and he died and i died with him together at that moment i couldn't go on just with the doctors and my parents but they didn't do anything i stayed a long time in the hospitals, until an old friend helped me with the time and arrived to be my everything but because of a friend of his who drank and died in a car accident, it is I am dead with him this is once and for all I have lost everything in a year I have nothing left to reason I am selfish I do not understand you just and I'm so sorry but I didn't succeed I hope someone will succeed I'm sorry it wasn't me.

I go to the chimney beach for a while then I go to the rock

Criss: I'm sorry I didn't know .....

Isa: it doesn't matter you didn't know that I'm sorry too I get up and go away he runs after me takes me in his arms and hugs me.

Criss: Please forgive me baby please I push him slowly and let go of the embrace