strange sensations

Pov Isa

Arrived in front of my room I stop and look at him

Isabella: listen to Cris maybe .....

Criss: excuse me sure come in first you change and then you let me in ok? I nod and enter the room, I change into short shorts and a long, wide shirt, I open the door and let him in.

As soon as he enters he looks around he sees three cots in the room he sits on my bed. Criss: Isabella you feel I'm going to have to sleep in your bed.

Isabella: what ???? I cried out loud

Criss: don't get me wrong but how do we do with Andrea you forgot we have to pretend for good I will not touch you I swear I will do nothing without your consent trust me.

I look at it and I think it will ever do me?

Isabella: ok I sleep on the side of the wall Criss: okay with me I get into bed, take the sheet and lean it over my bare legs, I felt strange being like that in front of him.

Criss: you don't have to do this I won't look at you

Turns off the light and goes to bed I feel he undresses at least he's trying but he can't do it alone I hear him cursing under his breath, I don't see much but his posture I can see him I get up and walk over I put my hand on his shoulder and make him turn towards me slowly I feel his breathless and nervous breathing with the other hand he began to lift the shirt he is wearing he also helps me but then I stop him and bring him closer I can feel his breath on my neck and his perfume invades my nostril slowly I take off the shirt I walk away and go back to bed turned towards the wall with my back to him, I can understand that if he too puts him in bed and sighs I turn to him.

Isabella: what is it? Can't sleep?

Criss: I don't often sleep around your uncle's or my house and that's enough I find myself in a bit of trouble tonight.

Isabella: first I also have to get used to the room and the bed for a few days, you know at the beginning I couldn't sleep for 4 days believe me I had become a zombie.

I hear him laughing under his breath Isabella: look, then laugh you don't have to hide anything.

Criss: yes and laughs not that you haven't slept but how did you define yourself as a zombie

Isabella: what is it? It is the truth.

Criss: Oh well you could see your tiredness but come on don't say you were a zombie because I don't believe you are very pretty even if you hide very well.

Isabella: are you already noticed?

Criss: yeah i won't ask you what the reason why i don't have the right when you want to talk i'll be here ok?

Isabella ': there isn't much to say I just changed my look and life that's all.

Criss: I know this but there is a reason that prompted you to do and don't say no to me because it's useless I don't believe you. Isabella: of course there are reasons.

Criss: in fact we all have a past behind us, and hide dark parts of us like Darkness.

I feel him stiff in bed and I feel he is tense. Isabella: already and so but it has passed, hasn't it?

Criss: it is always us even if we change ourselves it will always remain part of us and mine is not a good past believe me.

Isabella: mine too, try to sleep now tomorrow is another day in our present the past no think you can't change it.

Criss: Good night baby. But called baby?

And stana this word for me only one person called me that and I feel strange I would like to tell them not to call me that but now he is already sad I do not want to ruin this night by arguing with him next time I tell them not to call me that.

I fall asleep immediately, in the morning when I hear a knock on the door I open my eyes slowly and I see that criss is still asleep we have our feet intertwined and our hands are stuck together I laugh I get up slowly and open the door, I see my uncle who looks at me weird.

Uncle: good morning

Isabella: good morning uncle soon I'll be getting dressed and I'll come to the terrace.

I get dressed as soon as possible with a fairly large t-shirt and black leggings I put on my converses, then I freeze in fear and look towards the bed criss and Andreea are looking at me, red criss in the face and with a mischievous smile.

Isabella: eeee, criss I think we have to go my uncle is waiting for us ?????

Criss: aha ok.

I see him gets up slowly he only has the boxes on him he approaches me gives me a kiss to mold and gets dressed.

Criss: ready shall we go?

I nod, he takes me by the hand and we go out as soon as the door to our room stops.

Criss: I'm sorry about the kiss but Andreea was looking at us so ....

Isabella: I understood quietly.

Criss: It didn't seem like it.

Isabella: what do you mean?

Criss: Well simple you were embarrassed you were all red in the face and eyes wide open. | Isabella: It really wasn't for the kiss but for what I had done before.

Criss: what?

Isabella: I undressed and dressed in front of you.