I miss him

In the morning I'm alone again I don't understand why he doesn't wake me up when he goes, he's getting on my nerves, I get dressed immediately and go to the bathroom, after a shower I get dressed and then I go to the terrace where my uncle is.

Uncle: good morning how are you?

Isa: good morning not bad, listen uncle but Andrea that in the end I don't see her in the room anymore and these days she hasn't come to work.

Do you know something?

She has two weeks off and left with her boyfriend I don't know where.

Isa: I understand okay how are you?

I hear voices outside my uncle goes to see what happens I hear too many noises and I hear my uncle screaming I go immediately to see my uncle holds good criss who wants to go towards a man older than my uncle.

Uncle: stay still do not stoop to this level stop. Criss: Get out of my sight go away I hear criss screams but the man doesn't want to know and gets even closer.

Man: you tell me to go away because who are you? You are nobody you are just a brat you are a mole dad you don't have the balls to do anything.

Criss: Shut up,

I see him getting angry more and more I get closer to them

The man: you know better that he is not here to see you as you came to live with a stranger and of ..... She .....

I don't understand anything anymore but I see that a punch starts there, my uncle stops him again but if he keeps it like this he doesn't do anything I decide to get in the way.

I hold criss by the hands and I put my body as a shield in front of him I do not look at myself his eyes are full of anger and blood I have never seen him like this.

Isa: please calm down you will hurt my uncle and calm down too.

He looks at me and takes my hands in his and squeezes them it hurts a lot but I let him do it I look at my wrists and then I look at him looking at this man, I turn my face towards the man.

Isa,: please go away criss doesn't want you here and neither do we so kindly go away. Man: girl why don't you mind your own business?

Isa: sir, you'd better go otherwise he won't calm down

Man: You don't know who you're talking to girl Isa: I don't care to know now if you're done veterinary because I'm out of patience, strength and respect.

Man: it doesn't stop there criss and you little girl don't talk to me that way I know or her father owes me respect.

I look at him and smile

Isa: I bring respect only to those who deserve it and now go away from here.

He's gone criss is trembling my uncle hugs him he hasn't calmed down at all.

Criss: Shouldn't he mention her, shouldn't he have to because he always has to remind me?

He pushes my uncle and goes to his car Uncle: Isa don't leave him alone don't make him go crazy.

I run like crazy and get in the car with him, put my seat belt on and wait for him to leave. Criss: Get off

He squeezes the steering wheel and doesn't look at me Isa: remember the pact I will help you pass over I will be close to you I don't care what I have to do I have where I have to go.

Criss: isa please I want to be alone I don't want me to tell you something bad please come down I don't want you to be afraid of me

Isa: I won't be afraid of you He gets out of the car and goes into the room I am behind him he lies down on the bed and I sit next to him on the ground,

I look at my wrists and I see that I am already made black.

He is face up and one arm over his face. Criss: I shouldn't have hit him but ...

Isa: if you didn't do it you did it me and your father yes but .....

Criss: You already know they look a lot like us Isa: I don't think so

Criss: You say this because you don't know me you don't know anything about me.

After a while he gets up and I too takes my hand and we go to the terrace where my uncle is.

Uncle: are you okay?

Criss: no He sits down and looks out Uncle: Everything will be fine

Criss: It won't be all right it won't stop I know him very well

Uncle: yes it's true but you don't have to give up ok?

I hear the voices of his friends We go outside and see it again

Man: see criss Your dear friends can't do shit you see them they have to give me some money

Criss: You don't need their money

Man: well I want them all one by one or else you know what to do right?

A and mo I forgot today I was to visit them you know I remember well that evening because of you theirs ...

Criss: Don't tell me it was my fault because you have more personal faults and you know it very well.

The man leaves and his friends are close to them.

Criss: How the fuck did you get into debt to him

Boby: You didn't come anymore and so we .....

Criss: You did it without me, didn't you? Robyn: What were we supposed to apologize for? Being behind you is .....

Criss: The fuck is there tonight?

Robyn: Yes and there is a lot at stake

Criss: ok see you guys tonight

Boby: you come too Isa isn't it?

Criss: she is not real is not part of that world and better if not see it.

He goes to the terrace then I run after them Isa: hei what's wrong with you now, what's wrong with me?

He doesn't answer me and goes away I don't know where.

I sit in the chair and wait for him to come back he has to give me some answers.