Chapter 7 : SHE IS AFFECTING ME

RAJ'S POV

After the class ended we got out of the class, my eyes were searching for Simran, she was still in the classroom, so I went to check her, I saw vickey holding her hand, my blood boiled, I folded my wrist in anger, I went there and asked him to leave, she looked at me with tears in her eyes, when vickey and I started arguing I saw him holding her hand more harshly, I held her hand, I could feel her Shivers, my touch affected her,i pushed Vickey's hand away from her , Vickey brought my past in between the fight and I went to punch him really badly but she held my hand sending Shivers to my whole body, all our friends came running towards us to stop me

we came out of the classroom, and sat in canteen area, She was lost, everyone was trying to console her, but I knew this was a scary experience for her, I wanted to speak with her alone, so I asked our friends to order something for us

I wanted to apologize to her too, I know I bruised or may be vickey bruised her hand

I asked her to show me her hand, she was shocked

I repeated the question in a serious tone, she immediately showed it to me, she gets scared when I am angry I noticed that , I touched her hands, which started shivering and she was making me shiver too by her sensations, I kept observing it, it was bruised deeply, I felt bad for her, I tried to apologize but I couldn't I kept stammering, she immediately pushed

her hand away from me which made me mad and angry at the same time

Simran - I am ok

Raj - what's wrong with you, I was checking for the bruise , why did you

I said angrily,i couldn't complete my sentence, she cuts me off

Simran- it's just a small bruise, it will be ok by tomorrow

Raj - it's not a small one, it's nail cut deep inside

Simran - thank you

Raj - what?

Simran - thank you for everything

it's SO easy for her to apologize and even say thank you, why can't I apologize to her, I thought , it's because of me vickey held her hand so tightly and it got bruised , I again tried to apologize

Raj - I am sor sor sor.. wo mai, meri wajeh se you got hurt

Simran - it's ok, no need to apologize

I was shocked, she understood me , hume mile huwe sirf 6 hours huwe hai and she understood me, mai kya bolna chaahta tha ,and she is affecting me deeply, her simplicity , her body, her touch everything is affecting me deeply, I am getting jealous too, I didn't get angry because vickey got my past, I got angry because vickey brought my past infront of Simran, SHE IS AFFECTING ME, I don't want her to know about my past

Meanwhile our friends came back with the orders

Vijay - let's have and go home, I am tired

Seema- mee too , I am so tired

Sneha - ahem ahem

sameer - aisa kya kar diya jo tired ho gaye dono

Vijay - shut up sameer, Raj kya soch raha hai? khaa le

everyone started eating

Simran was drinking her cold coffee which covered her lips, she was looking so cute , she was busy drinking it, i couldn't control myself and started laughing , everyone looked at me in shock, Simran looked at me in shock too, which made me laugh more, I showed her lips with my fingers pointing towards her, everyone looked at her and burst into a laugher, she looked embarrassed, and tried to wipe her lip with a tissue, she was angry , she wiped it, but there was some coffee at the corner of her mouth I showed her with my finger but she didn't even look at me so I immediately touched corner of her mouth with my finger to wipe the cream, she froze for a movement, her lips started shivering, I didn't know when I got up from my chair and got close to her to wipe cream from corner of her mouth , I went close to her lips, there was very less gap between us, I kept looking at her lips I suddenly heard sameer teasing us which brought me back to my senses , I was so close to her lips, we were about kiss or I was about to kiss?she was sitting like a statue with her eyes wide open,I immediately got up from the chair and left from there

I took my bike keys and left from there as quick as possible

what did I just do? what the heck did I tried to do? I was about to kiss her? shit,how can I do this, why didn't I control myself, she is making me crazy, she is affecting me to these extend that I am crossing all my limits, what's so special about her? there are so many girls who tried to be close to me, who used to flirt with me, but I never even looked at them, but this girl she is turning me wild

wo kya soch rahi hogi meri baare mai , Raj what did you even do damn it, I cursed myself for the whole mess I created

I reached home , I didn't even notice who opened the door, I ran away into my room and locked the door from inside, I needed some time alone to think