CHAPTER 39 : WHY ARE YOU GETTING AFFECTED?

Simran 's pov

After our intimate moment we went to the cafeteria I was still so lost in this new feeling, when his hand went inside my t shirt,there was something happening between my legs,I didn't know what,all this was making me hot, my whole body shivered, the feeling which can't be explained in words,his male cologne has done wonders on me already, I felt hot ,his constant gaze on me was making my legs tremble,to control myself I bit my lower lip,I kept biting my lips, he suddenly kept his hand on my hand,and moved closer,I was shocked, my hands and legs were trembling badly,he moved closer and closer,he kept looking straight into my eyes,I closed my eyes immediately,I could feel his heart beat increasing and his hot breath was near my face making me feel hot,I waited for him to do some magic on my lips as I couldn't handle this torture,he moved close to my ear and said "don't do that,you are making it so hard for me"

I immediately opened my eyes,he was so close to my face,his warm breaths on my face was making my heart beat faster,I didn't understand what he meant,I blinked my eyes in confusion and bit my lower lip again,he immediately kept his finger on my lip, making me freeze in the same position

"stop doing that",he said in a warning tone

we were still in same position,he moved away after he heard sameer,which I didn't even hear I was so lost in the moment

I was so lost into the moment that I didn't hear anyone,Anjali patted my shoulder to get my attention back to them

Sameer and Sneha gave their engagement news to us which made us so happy,we all hugged them,Raj was teasing sneha but she started crying and hugged Raj, Raj was emotional too, they shared a brother sister's bond,Raj started warning sameer to not hurt sneha which made us all smile,I kept looking at them lovingly, as we all settled down,vijay asked Raj about some exam,I couldn't stop myself from questioning as I was curious to know about it ,when I asked him he told me about CLAT,Means he was applying for Common Law Admission Test,which means he will be changing his course if he passes in this exam,this was shocking for me as Raj never informed me that he is interested in law, what shocking was we would be studying separately, and will not stay in the same class, this broke my heart, he didn't even care about me, all his words which he said to me meant nothing for him, he was about to explain but I didn't listen to him and left the place without listening to him

I sat down on the bench , I didn't know what happened to me , it felt so weird, I didn't want to stay away from him not even for second, now he will be in different class, the thought itself was making me cry, I started sobbing, hiding my face with my palm, someone from beside kept hand on my shoulder, I knew it was Raj because of his strong male cologne

"Raj please leave I don't want to talk to you ", I said still hiding my face

RAJ 'S POV

I came towards her, I saw her sobbing, she was hiding her face with her palm, I kept my hand on shoulder, without even seeing she understood it was me, she said

" Raj please leave , I don't want to talk to you "

I don't know I felt happy by looking at the way she was crying like a baby for me, the fact that she didn't want me to join some other class, she didn't want " us " to be apart

I sat down in front of her on my knees, and tried to take her hands away from her face

I freed her hands from her face, she was closing her eyes tightly , tears were flowing down from her eyes

" aise ro gi tho tufaan aa jaayega tumhaari aansuo se " I joked to make her smile

" please Raj aap jaao yahaan se, aapke liye mai important nahi hoon tho ab kyu explain karne aaye ho " she said rudely and got up from the bench

"mai khud chali jaati hoon " she said , before she could take a step, I hugged her tightly from behind

" Raj " she called out my name , as I pulled her close to me from behind

"ye aap kya, karr.. pls.. I can't bre.. " she was not able to complete her sentence as she was breathing heavily

I held her waist tightly and moved close to her ear " why are you getting affected? " I said as I was breathless too

"Raj I can't breathe please leave me '' she said by holding her breath

I left her, she signed off In relieve,I held her hand ,she didn't protest nor did she look at me,we both went towards the bench, I made her sit and sat beside her

" I always wanted to pursue my career in law, my dad and brother too are well known lawyers, bhai apna career singing Mai banaana chaahte te but dad ne unki ek nahi suni, he was forced to join boardings and complete his education , tab se dad aur mere beech kuch bhi sahi nahi tha, as I became rebel, dad jo bolte hai I did the opposite , though I am good in case solving, still I chose this field just to satisfy my ego par jab dad ne samjhaaya tho samaj aaya ki mere ego ki wajeh se I am spoiling my career, then I decided to let go off my ego and choose what I love, I love finding loopholes , check case history"

Simran was looking at Raj with a smile and admiration towards him

Raj took Simran 's hand in his hand said

" you should choose what you love, I chose what I love the most,aur maine ye sab sirf tumse share kiya hai, kisi ke saath nahi, trust me simran " , Raj said and entwined his fingers with hers

"please say something Simran ", Raj said

Simran was quiet for sometime , even Raj didn't speak anything

" raj I am so proud of you,keeping your ego aside you chose what you love,go pursue your career in the field you love the most ", Simran said looking at Raj with a smile on her face

Suddenly her face fell, her smile vanished ,Raj noticed it and said " don't worry we will still meet "

"how? " Simran asked

" sirf course change kar raha hoon baby, college nahi, we will meet during breaks, and don't worry Raj malhotra tumhaara peecha itni aasaani se nahi chorega, jab ki you are the one who keeps running away from me " said Raj

After hearing to Raj , Simran came back to her senses, she was supposed to ignore Raj but here she was getting more close to him

" kya huwa " asked Raj looking at her lost expression

"wo Mai, I think we should go back, sab wait kar rahe honge ", Simran said by leaving Raj 's hand