Chapter 295, the letter in the book

Chi Xue was not interested in the conversation between Cui Hao and his mother, nor would she interrupt them. She just sat on the side and did her own thing. Sometimes, she would take a sip of tea, and sometimes, she would randomly pick up a magazine and flip through it.

"Come on, if you are one-tenth as good as Nuanyan's boyfriend, I will be thankful. " Cui Hao's mother rolled her eyes at Cui Hao, looking down on him.

"What's her boyfriend's name? I don't believe there is anyone better than me in city a! "

Of course, Cui Hao wasn't convinced. How could he not be better than others? Those girls were always sticking to him. If he wasn't good, would there be women sticking to him?

"Xin Zimo. He and Nuanyan met at his mother's birthday party last time, " Cui said.

"Ah? " Cui Hao was stunned. Xin Zimo Although he saw Xin Zimo and Tang Nuanyan dance a few times at the party last time, he didn't expect the two of them to develop so quickly.

Also, Xin Zimo had always been Chi Xue's secret crush.

Of course, there was something even more special. He and Chi Xue had only met at that banquet. It was also because of that time that they had done something wrong, and by chance, they had gotten to where they were today.

Beside her, Chi Xue's expression had indeed changed. Her face alternated between red and white.

To her, the name Xin Zimo was a taboo that could never be broken in her heart. When a family that had nothing to do with her openly talked about Xin Zimo in front of her, she gritted her teeth and almost ran out of the door.

"during the last Tang's wedding anniversary celebration, I saw that Nuanyan and Zimo got along quite well. "I'm not saying that Xin Zimo is more than a hundred times better than you, but can you compare to him "He started from scratch and made the Xin Corporation the strongest in City A. Look at you, you're just idling around all day. "

Cui Hao's mother really did not give Cui Hao any face, scolding Cui Hao in front of Chi Xue. It could be seen that Cui Hao had given her a lot of anger.

"Mom, you're really... stop talking, my girlfriend is still here! "

Cui Hao finally understood Chi Xue's feelings towards Xin Zimo today. Now that his mother said it, it made it even more obvious that he was not as good as Xin Zimo. How could he raise his head in front of Chi Xue in the future.

Only then did mother Cui stop this topic and continued to chat with Cui Hao about their daily lives. She was simply concerned about where he had been doing business recently, whether his life was orderly, and whether he had gone out to fool around.

Chi Xue rarely participated in their mother-son conversation. Only when mother Cui asked about her did she reply lazily.

Over time, mother Cui thought that Chi Xue was naturally introverted and didn't like to talk. However, the commander saw it clearly. He could see that Chi Xue didn't want to pay any attention to Cui Hao, or even mother Cui.

The commander frowned and didn't say anything. He just quietly observed.

When it was 90 o'clock, mother Cui let Cui Hao and Chi Xue spend the night in the Cui family.

Cui Hao didn't refuse. He was also thinking for himself.

He was afraid that if Chi Xue were to leave with him, he wouldn't be able to do anything if she threw a little tantrum on the way. After all, he only brought Chi Xue back to the Cui family today because he was tied up. He couldn't tie Chi Xue up for the rest of her life.

In the Cui family, Chi Xue would more or less care about his parents'face and wouldn't give him too much face.

Sure enough, Chi Xue had no choice but to stay under the warm invitation of Cui Hao's mother.

She did not have a place to stay now, so she left the Cui family to go to Cui Hao's small villa. Anyway, it was the same.

Seeing that Chi Xue had agreed, Cui Hao helped to tidy up the room and served Chi Xue tea and water. He was very eager.

"Dear, you have to take good care of your body. If you are cold or hungry when you sleep at night, you must call me. I will immediately get up from the bed and solve all your problems for you! " Cui Hao said.

Chi Xue completely ignored him, leaving him standing alone at the door as if he was performing a crosstalk.

He kept calling her "my dear" and "my dear" . Chi Xue only sneered in her heart. This Cui Hao was really deep in character.

"My dear, quickly sit on the bed and rest. I will do it. "

Cui Hao took the clothes from Chi Xue's hands and hung them on the clothes rack for her.

Chi Xue ignored Cui Hao and threw all the things in her hands to him. She turned around and turned her back to him.

Unless it was a special occasion, she rarely looked at Cui Hao. In her eyes, Cui Hao was just a scumbag.

However, Cui Hao didn't feel it at all. He helped Chi Xue finish everything and then helped Chi Xue lie down to sleep as if he was a little princess.

"You rest well. I'll wake you up tomorrow morning, " Cui Hao said gently.

Chi Xue naturally didn't say a word. She just threw him a cold back.

Cui Hao asked for it. He could only shut the door and go back to his room.

Chi Xue knew it was difficult to go to the Cui family. was she willing to give birth to this child It was impossible. Even if she could not abort this child tomorrow, she would still go to the hospital when she had the chance!

When the Cui family's villa fell into darkness, the Du Family's house in the distance was still brightly lit.

Du Anran tossed and turned, but she could not fall asleep. She felt inexplicably uneasy.

Today, after chatting with Uncle Jin for a long time, Uncle Jin appeared calm on the surface, but the calmer he was, the more it showed that he would not be calm in the future.

Could Uncle Jin pass this hurdle Was the rumor of embezzlement true?

Du Anran did not know. She held the book she borrowed from Uncle Jin and could not fall asleep no matter how hard she tried.

Since she could not fall asleep, she casually flipped through the three books.

It had been a long time since she read quietly like this. However, when she opened Paul's book, she found a few pieces of paper on the middle page.

She did not see them when she borrowed the book, but now she did. Du Anran could not help but be a little curious and pulled the paper out of the book.

It was actually a few beautiful embossed letters. The thin paper had a faint fragrance like gardenias.

This faint fragrance seemed to have come from a long time ago. It passed through the dust and carried a strong scent of time.

Du Anran opened it with the help of the wall lamp by the bedside. On the letter was a beautiful pen. Because it was probably really a little far away, the pen was a little blurry, but she could still vaguely see it clearly.

Du Anran had never seen such beautiful pen words, but this word had already attracted her. She could not help but read it carefully from the first page.

So it was a letter from home. Uncle Jin had written a letter from Shaonan's mother.

That's right. At that time, there was no e-mail, no communication tool, and the only way to contact her was to write a letter!

Du Anran read the letter from beginning to end and saw that the signature was uncle Jin's name: Jin Haiguo. She also learned Shaonan's mother's name from the letter: Xu Rou Hui.

Du Anran didn't know if it was from the book of Songs: Shen Bo's virtue, gentle and straight. She thought it was a very nice name.

In fact, she didn't know much about Jin Shaonan's family. She only knew Jin Shaonan, but she had never cared about his family.

However, from these few pages of the letter, she managed to get a few pieces of information. That was, the Jin family was not rich from the start. When Jin Shaonan was very young, the Jin family was still very poor.

Also, Uncle Jin loved his wife very much. He had always promised in the letter that he would give Shaonan a good future.

After reading the letter, Du Anran could not help but sigh. It turned out that behind the glory of a family, there were many unknown hardships.

The Jin family was like this, and so was the Xin family.

She still remembered when she was in London, Guo Zi told her about old Mr. Xin and Xin Zimo's matter. She only knew that although the Xin family had been a prominent family since a long time ago, when old master Xin abandoned his family in the country and resolutely went to London, Xin Zimo's family was nothing.

Fortunately, Xin Zimo was very smart. He had extraordinary means and a business mind, which made the Xin family bigger and stronger.

Du Anran also believed that the problem facing Xin Zimo now was a difficult one. As long as he walked forward without hesitation, he would definitely be able to turn the tide and make the Xin family invincible in City A.

After thinking for a while, Du Anran patted her head. She really could think of Xin Zimo for everything... ...

She continued to flip through the few pages in her hand. She reckoned that Uncle Jin had not flipped through this book for a long time and the pages were still very new. Otherwise, he would not have left these few pages of homesick letters in the book.

Du Anran knew that Jin Shaonan's mother had passed away when he was very young. Therefore, when Du Anran saw this homesick letter, she was filled with emotions.

Coincidentally, these few pages were sandwiched in the middle of the pages of a poem by Paul: "Death Fugue. ".

"We drink black milk in the morning in the evening / We drink it in the morning in the evening / we drink it in the evening / We drink it in the morning / we drink it in the evening / We dig a grave in the air and lie down quite spacious / The person in the house plays with snakes and he writes letters. "

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This was an extremely sad poem. When du Anran was studying in Germany, she had read the original German version. She also knew that Paul Celan later died by suicide.

A trace of sadness flashed through Du Anran's heart. After reading this poem, she read the home book again. Thinking about the earth-shaking changes that had happened in the past twenty years, her heart became even more sorrowful.

She folded the home book and put it back into the book. She could not fall asleep, and now she could not fall asleep even more.

If there were not so many joys and sorrows in the world, would there be no source for all the sorrow and frustration... ...

She turned off the small light at the bedside, and the room suddenly fell into darkness.

The Dark Blue curtains shone with a bit of moonlight. This tranquil blue color could make her heart much quieter.

Suddenly, her eyebrows moved, and her right hand touched her stomach.

The child was moving again. Tonight, the child was particularly noisy. It was said that she would only feel the child's movements when she was four months old. She was only three months old, and she could already feel the difference that this child had brought to her.

This feeling was very subtle and also very happy. Unlike any other happiness, this feeling was something that this child could bring to her.

She patted her stomach, and the child stopped moving. Du Anran smiled. This child was quite obedient... ...

But as time passed, she became more and more worried about her and this child's future. She really didn't know how much longer she could hide it. She needed to find an opportunity to go abroad as soon as possible, and then, it would be best if she never came back... ...