Even though the wait was hard, I still didn't want to look away. Because turning away makes it more difficult for me.
The more differences between us, the more it made me realize that they were very far from me.
This is very different from the new group. If I start to love them, even age we are close together. As if we were close, even though we were very far away.
So it's better to just decide what is impossible, stick with those who have been with you for a long time. I'll stay here with them, my 9 peterpan. I will still love them enough.