"I know, you've worked hard..." Everyone must have experienced sadness, disappointment, and suffering. I won't force myself to speak. Maybe these sentences will be one way to express that sadness. Not much is able to reveal it. I just wanted to help convey a taste that had long been harboring itself. It hurts, but it's more relieved to say it.
I want to do the best I can. For the end result I just wanted to leave it to God ..I was right not to believe them. Even though I knew it beforehand, it still hurts now hahahah. Can I act like nothing hurtful happened? I'm so disgusted.