Life with love is hard and life without love is even harder

Days and days passed, and Haytham tried hard to convince himself that he had forgotten Lama, and she was nothing but a memory in his life, even though he looked at her or met her from time to time, but he began to say that her sister's words seem to be true. We are still in the beginning of life and we must focus on our lessons.

Haitham decided to change his path permanently and focus on his studies, especially since Haitham is always distinguished among his peers, his grades began to decline a little, and he really changed his path. Even his mother felt this and told him that you are now Haitham, who I know, focusing on his lessons and interested in the details of his room more.

After almost a week had passed since he left his old way, and while he was studying at home, he heard the voice of his mother, Haitham, your friend Laith, at the door, asking about you. My mother told her, "If you please, let him in, maybe he needs to study with me tomorrow for the math exam."

Laith: Hi Haitham, how are you?

Haitham: Hello Laith, what is this surprise? It seems that you were disturbed by the mathematics exam

Laith: What mathematics and what lessons are you in a valley other than what you came for!

Haitham: Laith, enter with words, and do not use your way of joking, because I am very focused on tomorrow's exam, and I do not want to back down more.

Laith: What about Lama??

Haitham: It's over, and as I told you, I even changed my way to forget and try, so please don't remind me of her. It's over on her part, and I'm trying to end it with me.

Laith: Then I will not tell you what I came for regarding it (Haitham throws his book and looks with focus on his friend) I care about your father Haitham, why are you looking so intently a few seconds ago confirming your desire to leave this topic and leave it.

Haitham: For God's sake, speak out. All that you have read and remembered for this day is gone.

Laith: Well, my dear friend, you know that you have changed your path, and you walk almost twice the distance, and sometimes you leave me when we leave school, so I go alone on our old path.

And if you call me loudly, my brother, you are Haitham's friend, right? I answered yes

She said: Do you know me? I answered yes, you are Lama

Lama: Please, I have a question, and should I go? I ate it, please

Lama: Is Haitham okay, tell me honestly?

Laith: Yes, I am fine, do not worry (she answered, praise be to God), but allow me to speak to you. She said, "Please, my brother."

Why did you leave your friendship?

Lama: What do you know about our friendship, and did Haitham tell you anything?

Laith: Of course, he only told me good and respect (her face brightened, as if she was relieved that I did not know what happened between you (Haitham interrupting, well done) and here she greeted and said, "Please convey my greetings to Haitham and tell him not to change your path, that it is the path of loyal friends."

Haitham: Please explain to me what you mean by her words (Laith hahaha laughing) Don't laugh please tell me

Laith: I think that she is not serious about severing the relationship between you, but she does not want it to develop further at this stage, and she is very right (Haitham: How is this telling me please) I think it is better for her to go back to the path of friendship as she says, and every incident has a conversation (Haitham holds Laith's hand firmly and thanks him a lot You are the most precious friend in my life (meaning more precious than Lama) The two of them laugh and Laith leaves, saying goodbye to Haitham, while he is in the best condition.

Haitham went to school very seriously and energetically and performed the exam with excellence. He started counting the minutes to go to his way, which he had left forcibly. When he got to his place, he started watching the students, showing himself to everyone, waiting for Lama to come. His heart was beating quickly. He finished Lama as she was heading towards him. My beautiful God, you turn to me how beautiful and special you are, even in your footsteps)

Lama: Hi Haitham, I was worried about you. Where did you disappear for days?

Haitham: Were you watching me? A few days ago?

Lama: Yes, every day.

Haitham: But I haven't seen you for days?

Lama: Honestly, I'm watching you from afar, or I mean that you don't see me hiding behind my friends.

Haitham: So I decided to change my path because I considered it a message to move away.

Lama: The important thing is that you are okay

Haitham: Why am I fine only when I see you (Lamma interrupts, thank you for your taste) He replied: Who knows Lama and does not have taste (Lama smiled shyly) Why, please, is it possible? (Answer, please freely) Please do not leave me, even as friends, at the very least.

Lama: Yes, Haitham, I will not hide from you, and this is what I originally wanted. I hope that our friendship will last.

(He flew with joy and smiled clearly and thanked her as if she had given him a prize)

They said goodbye to each other and returned happily to his home, waiting today and every day to witness the most beautiful coincidence in his life.

When he completed his lessons and lay down on his bed, he started thinking about Lama while he was talking to himself. Is this concern, is it love or what, and he had the idea (to press a letter explaining everything to Lama) and he stopped asking himself, may I go back to zero point. I will now go to my wonderful friend Laith and consult him, and he Yes, whoever consults my mother, I do not think she understands me because she is affectionate and fears for me, and my compassionate father is always busy providing for a living, as we almost see him only on holidays, and he asks about studies and my condition with my friends and gives advice about my future)

Haitham: Mom, I ask your permission to go to Laith for a bit and come back (my mother agreed and went).

Laith: Hi Haitham, believe me, I expected you to come.

Haitham: You are the loyal friend, and I do not know anyone else. I ask him in all my affairs. Listen to me. I want you to focus before you agree on what I want to do. I intend to write a letter to Lama and show her everything in my mind and heart. I honestly feel that I love her (Laith laughed and said, I finally fell in love But may she leave you permanently?) Indeed, Laith, I am hesitant, and for this reason, I want your opinion.

Laith: Listen to me, my brother. Life without risk becomes meaningless. This is my point of view, and you have the choice. If she has a mutual feeling, then the desire will exchange you, and if she leaves you, she will return one day.

Haitham: Thank you, my best friend. Goodbye (Laith is waiting for us to talk). Goodbye. I hurried back home because I want to arrange what I write. This is the first time in my life that I write a love letter.

the message

Dear dear Lama, peace and God's mercy be upon you

I hope you have read what I am writing to you now, and I am very hesitant for my fear of losing you again

It is the decision that you must hear from me. I lie if I say that you are just a friend, and I lie if I say that I am ready to leave you for a day. We may be too young for this talk, but we have a heart and a feeling like the rest of human beings. I, frankly and without introductions, feel that ((I love you, I love you, I love you)) is a word I did not say. In my life, for any girl other than you, you were not in my dictionary the subject of love, but fate put you in front of me, and I can no longer forget the sparkle of your beautiful eyes.

If you like my words and you share the same feeling with me, I will be the happiest person in the universe, and if I love from one side, I will have relieved myself by bringing out my pent-up feelings inside.

Always loyal to you Haitham