Kageyama Tobio | I didn't mean it!

It's been a year since you started dating Kageyama. You met him one night when you happened to stumble on the gym on your way out of the school after the after class club activities. It was completely dark already, yet the loud sound of a ball hitting the floor ripple through the silent night.

That was the night you first saw him playing and became enthralled with how graceful his tosses were. After that, you quit your first club and decided to be a manager in training. A couple of months after that, you confessed. Luckily, he feels the same way. He asked you to be his girlfriend and you said yes, and that's when you both started going out.

But these past few weeks were so hectic, that you both barely see each other. Aside from the final exams, the Karasuno Volleyball Team was so busy preparing for the Inter-High. He doesn't even have time to message you or even email you.

You badly wanted to see him, but you stop yourself from doing so because you don't want to disturb him.

"Y/N-san!" You turn around to see who called you and smile at the sight of the cheerful tangerine.

Shoyo runs towards you. You instinctively look behind him to see if Kageyama was with him. Surprisingly, he's not.

"Shoyo-Kun. What are you doing here?" He smiles widely at you, his bright teeth showing.

"Bought my lunch then saw you. Just wanted to say Hi." he cheerfully exclaimed.

You laugh at his cuteness, and wonder just how much energy could he stock inside him.

"By the way, have you seen Kageyama? Why isn't he with you?"

"Oh, he went to the gym. He told me that he left something when we had a practice this morning."

"Oh, I see. I'll go check on him. See you later, Shoyo-Kun!"

"See you, Y/N-san!" You smiled at him, as he waves you goodbye.

You slowly started a pace, before it turns into a run. Adrenaline pumping into you, with the thought of finally seeing Kageyama after a week of no talk. You met a few members of the team on the way, such as Tanaka and Nishinoya. You greeted them, but you never stop running. You only did, when you finally reach the gym.

You were about to step inside when you heard someone mention your name. Kageyama is not alone inside the gym. You don't know why, but instead of informing them that you are there, you decided to remain standing in front of the door.

"I heard from the Shoyo that you've been barely talking to Y/N-san. What's going on?" You are sure that was Sugawara-Kun's voice.

"Nothing's wrong, Senpai. I was just busy." And that was Kageyama, you thought. But why does he sound so, broken all of a sudden?

"What's wrong, Kageyama? Tell me. I've been looking out to Y/N since she started to be a manager in the team, that's why I know when something is wrong with her. She's feeling down these past few days. What's going on? Did you two fight?"

You felt thankful at what Sugawara said, feeling happy that he was also looking out for you, and not just the team.

"I... I don't know. I've been feeling tired these past few days to the point that I don't want to see her. I thought at first, that I was just stressed from the exam and what I'm doing is unfair to Y/N. But the feeling never melts away even after I wait it out."

A strong feeling rushes into your heart, so strong that it was so painful. It feels like someone was slowly pulling your heart out just so you would suffer. You even find it hard to breathe, and hearing Kageyama say those things, just makes it worse. Every word is ringing again and again inside your head. Carving it into your brain.

"Wait! Are you saying you want to break up with Y/N-chan?! You haven't even talked to her at all!" Sugawara's words just confirm the thought swirling inside your head. A theory you don't want to hear coming from the others, because it only makes the pain worse.

"Senpai... That's not what I–" Before Kageyama could finish what he was about to say, you open the door and make your way inside, surprising both of them. Especially, Kageyama, who is staring at you with eyes full of guilt and regret at the sight of the tears rolling down on your cheeks.

"You don't need to say anything... If you're feeling tired of everything, why didn't you tell me? Why! Cause you think I couldn't help you? Is that it?"

You aggressively wipe the tears on your cheeks, using the sleeves of your uniform. Suddenly feeling stupid for crying in front of him.

"Y/N, no. You got it wrong! Baby, I don't–"

"Let's break up!" You cut him off once again, but this time, he was already standing on his feet. He tried to grab your arm, but you quickly pulled away. "You won't be tired anymore."

"Y/N! That's not what I meant! Please, listen to me!" You didn't. All you did was run out of the gym, as far as you can. Not stopping to look back or anything.

Instead of walking home, like you usually do with Kageyama, you run home. No more walking home, because there's no one to take you home anymore.

You almost choke on your sobs. Your throat feeling tight all of a sudden, as tears keep falling down your cheeks. You tried to wipe them with your sleeves once again, but they're already wet. Leaving you no choice, but to just let them all out.

You got home safely and went straight to your bedroom. Thankfully, your parents were out, because they will surely gonna ask what happened.

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After taking a bath that night, you decided to head down to the kitchen to get a glass of choco milk, just so your throat can finally feel at ease. It still felt tight, and painful from so much crying. Even your eyes felt puffy, even though the water already wash the tears away.

Unfortunately, there was no more choco milk left in the fridge. Grabbing your phone, wallet, and keys in your room, you decided to go into the nearest convenience store. It was already dark, but you were confident nothing will go wrong since officers are patrolling around the neighborhood at such an hour.

You were about to lock the gate when you almost step on a hand. A scream slip oast your lips, at the sight of a body, sitting right on the side of the gate. You quickly step away, but then stop when you recognize the uniform. Karasuno High.

"Oh my!" You exclaimed, finally realizing who was sleeping in front of your house. "Kageyama!" You screamed, kneeling in front of him and shaking him wildly.

Thankfully, he wasn't in deep sleep. The moment he opens his eyes and saw you, he immediately pushes himself up and pulls you with him. You slap his hand away and fold your arm across your chest.

"What the hell do you think you're doing, Tobio?!" He cringes at the sound of his first name since you only call him on that name when he's in trouble. "Why are you sleeping in front of my house?! Do you know how cold it is tonight?! Do you wanna get sick?! Why are you still in your uniform?! Oh my god! You haven't been home, have you?!"

Kageyama remains quiet the whole time and that pisses you off. You bit your lip to stop the new tears trying to come out, but it doesn't work. Before you know, you are already sobbing in front of him.

At the sound of your cry, Kageyama immediately pulls you into a tight embrace. You tried to push him off when his hand touches your waist, but he was holding tightly. Locking you into his chest, as if he one wrong move and you'll fade away. You tried to pry him off of you, but you suddenly felt the shaking of his arms around you, and the next thing you knew, tears are dropping on your shoulder and cheek.

You slowly look up, Kageyama's hold on you tightening at your mere movement. You instantly hold unto his torso the moment you saw him crying. His arms still shaking around your body even though it still won't budge.

"Y/N... I can't. I can't lose you! Baby, please! Take it back. Take me back! Say you're not breaking up with me! Please... I didn't mean anything you heard me said back in the gym. Baby, I love you! Okay? Don't break up with me!"

Your hands grip tightly at his shirt at the trembling sound of his voice. It was so broken that you felt it rippling through your flesh and bones. You pull him closer if that was possible even though your bodies are already touching. Your face buried into his chest. The smell of his sweat intoxicating you, and you both stay in that position for a few minutes.

"Tobio..." You felt him flinch upon you calling him that, and you find it funny how the stern and serious King of the Court would flinch just because of how you call his name. "Kageyama-Kun..." This time, you felt him relaxed for a bit. His soft breath tickling your ears as he slowly leans his chin on your shoulder.

"Yes?" he simply answered, one of his hands slowly trailing down your arm, before grabbing your hand and intertwining his on it.

"You don't truly want to break up with me, right?" You hesitantly asked, making him pull from the hug just so he could see your face and eyes.

His thumb softly caresses the tears off your cheeks, before softly peppering them with small sloppy gentle kisses.

"I don't. I swear, Baby. I was just tired." You entangled your fingers in his hair, feeling their softness in between each finger.

"I love you, Kageyama-Kun." You felt him stiffen, his cheeks turning red with embarrassment instead of the harsh cold of the night.

"I-I love you too, Y/N-san." He pulled you on his body once again, his head dipping down to match yours, and his face leaning.

You close your eyes once his soft lips touch yours. Once again, feeling the most euphoric sensation engulfing your whole body. Your whole being.

You felt his hand softly wrapping around your waist keeping you in, while the other was on your neck, as his kiss slowly lowered on it. He started nipping on the skin of your neck, leaving wet kisses, and you moan from the pleasure.

"Kageyama-Kun... L-Let's get inside. It's already too cold here." You felt him nod slowly, but before he pulled away, he once again kisses you, both his hands on your face.

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