"Dewy-eyed and Daze mind "

[Abi's POV]

It's a beautiful sunny day with all positive vibes. Ready to welcome and hug new beginnings with angels. I'm ready for college and checked my college stuff one last time. I need to check whether they (angels) are got ready or not. Lemme call them. I hit the contact list and pushed the call button to Blaire. Why it's taking longer to ring. As I'm very impatient, things take more time to happen fast by making me more curious and extremely impatient. Ah, oh-oh-oh my she got the sexiest ringtone. The song Crazy in love-Beyonce. I Love Beyonce and her song. She picked the call.

"Hi, Abi. What's up?" She asked in a calmer tone.

"Hey, I'm fine. Did you guys got ready?" I questioned.

"Well I'm ready, but not sure about Gianna." She said confusedly.

"Why? Is she not coming?" I asked in puzzled.

"You don't know she takes a long time to get ready and very clumsy." She laughed.

I too laughed.

"Well, You can come to my house. I'll text you my address. Later, we can board the transport." She said.

"Okay sure." I agreed.

On the way for Blaire's house. She resides next lane along with Gianna and Samantha. I didn't view this lane. There are beautiful houses with good external infrastructure and the lands are wearing green suits. I reached Blaire's house. I knocked on her door. A lady opened the door and greeted me. She looks in her mid-thirties. She has a good dressing style and healthy body. I guess she is Blaire's mom.

"Hi, Can I meet Blaire? I'm her college friend." I asked for permission.

"Yeah sure." She said politely. "Please come in."

I entered the house. The size of the house is huge and as well as infrastructure. They have well furnished wooden furniture. The walls have bright colors and framed pictures with a splash of every momentous memory. I loved her house. It gives you the feelings of calmness and relaxation with a drop of peace.

"Oh, by the way, my name is Abigail Carton." I introduced myself.

"I'm Blaire's mom, Mrs. Woods," She said in a strict voice. "Blaire is upstairs you can meet her." She informed me.

"Thanks." I murmured.

I took my way to upstairs.

"Blaire," I called her name while entering her room.

"Hey," She said. "I'm ready so we can leave."

"You have a beautiful room." I Complimented.

"Thanks. Now, let's go else will be late." She said in a hurry.

Near the lawn, we met Samantha. But still waiting for Gianna to show up. We tried her call one on one but got the same replies "coming in a moment." Finally, she (Gianna) Showed up and we headed towards our destination altogether.

We reached a class and it's very fully as compared to every day. A professor reached in a class and took a lecture on economics on the topic of "Elasticity of demand." Which made my brain cells almost dead. I hate this lecture and I found it annoying. While listening to lectures my eye went on Nate. He was sitting next to Ethan in next row but few seats ahead of us. I got lost in my thoughts.

Nate, he looks fucking hot and carries a charming personality along with the magic spell. Sometimes I found him cute and sweet but when he is not surrounded by his bitches. He threw a sexist party at his house. Paaartyy!! the one how can I forget. It was the best party I had ever attended and the kiss. Wait, did I said kiss? The kiss which didn't happen all because of my stupidity. What if I had allowed him to kiss me? Why he didn't try to convince me? Though I refused him. But still, he would have at least tried. Maybe, I crushed his ego and stud. My bad, I missed the opportunity. But why it is annoying me? Umm, there is a lot of but and why spinning around my head. I can't stop myself from thinking about him. Why am I thinking so much about him? Why do I get every now then jealous whenever he is with dumb bimbos.

Holy Shit, am I developing feelings for Nate? No no never. Don't tell me I'm falling for him.

He is way beyond my thoughts. Actually, I couldn't think about him. But can't be with him. He can get any girl like hot and fab or should I say he is interested in the girls who always throw their self on him. Which he loves and enjoy. Nate turned his head back towards me and raised his eyebrow. Fuck! he caught me. I got shaken and gave him a small smile. In turn, he gave a broad smile instead of a smirk.

The lecture got finished. Gianna suggested going a canteen. We agreed on it and took our steps to the canteen. Where all were present like aallll. I and Nate got bumped near the door and just smiled at each other. This scene got captured in the eye of Samantha, she gave me a doubtful smile. As she smelled something fishy. I got seated next to her.

"Ugghh!! Abi you messed up girl." My inner subconscious.

"Yeah, I know but can't help it," I replied in a tense.

"What if he comes to know that you are developing feelings for him?" Inner subconscious questioned.

"No, he will not. Who will tell him? No one knows about my strange feelings." I answered to her.

"Maybe he is thinking you are liking him and don't ask me how?" Inner subconscious said irritatedly.

"How?" I asked anxiously.

"Cause he caught you while starring him." Inner subconscious made me remembered the incident.

"Abi." I heard Gianna calling me. "Hmmm."

"You seemed lost. Are you Okay," Gianna asked.

"No nothing, it's just nothing. I'm fine," I replied in a hush.

We got busy in talks like discussing something which is nonsense and has no relation with anybody. We were having fun and laughing on each other, making jokes on each other. The aura was chilled and I put a hold on my brain which was driving in a fast furious way. Someone familiar called "Abi" as I turned back it was Nate standing in front of me... My heart started pumping faster and faster. Holy Fuck! did he come to know about my thoughts? What if someone said to him that in a whole lecture I was staring him. And he is here to question me. All the thoughts got rolling in the head.