New beginning (1)

I am mad, but there is nothing I can do about it. Because currently, I am stuck in an endless loop.

The worst part is, I can't see anything, everything is pitch black.

But I know I am somewhere because I can feel that I am falling in an endless loop.

I am mad because I got betrayed by my family, best friends, and lover.

I didn't deserve this, but there is nothing I can do.

I did see hints, but I was too blinded in achieving my dream.

My dream was great, but my origins were weak.

I was from a humble family, we weren't rich or boor, If I would say, I was from an average family.

I had everything I wished for, but I dreamed of becoming a legend.

And one day it became possible because GOD(s) online was released.

It wasn't an ordinary VR game. GOD(s) online was the first massive full dive game that took the earth by storm.

There were many other games, but nothing got close to GOD(s) online.

GOD(s) online was so popular, that it was like second life, every possible country and company supported it.

And I got my chance to become a legend, a person who people remember forever.

I achieved a lot, but I wasn't the best. I kept pushing until my family, friends, and lover betrayed me, for more money.

Money, oh money, it's a beautiful thing, you work your entire life just for a little if you are poor or from a typical household that doesn't have much.

And the money was what ended me. I don't know how much my guildmates, family, and lover received, but enough, for them to keep their mouths shut.

I give them so much, because of that I can't understand how more money could blind them.

Maybe I am the blind one because I tried to dream.

The darkness around me made things only worse because after I got shot by a gun, I ended up in an endless loop.

It was my brother who shot me, my lover and my best friends standing next to him, watching me die.

I don't know how they got in my home and why they waited the moment I logged out, but I felt mad. I am crazy for believing in them, to support my dream.

All I wish is a second chance. I dreamed about it for a long time, in this endless loop.

I dreamed of becoming a legend. It was the only dream that could keep me from insanity.

This unique experience can make even the brightest person insane.

But I hold on because I dream of being a legend.

I was hoping for a chance, a second chance.

Dreaming about it, in every possible way I could to keep my thoughts occupied.

And then I finally saw it. I was falling into the light. I cried and hoped that it was my chance.

And when I was closing in, it got too bright for me.

I closed my eyes.