To feel being left 'Alone'.

>>>Gina's POV

After a week I've been gone and staying at that d*mn white room.

Ugh!

I hate it!

I don't want to be there, again.

"Are you sure you're okay now? " Jiyo ask for a nth times started from the hospital until we got from my pad.

"Yeah, I'm fine now." I answered as I walk inside my room and he walk inside too and put down my stuff on the living room.

"Gin." he called me and when I look at him, he stared on his phone before he speak.

I knew he'll be leaving now based on his expression, it must be from uncle and related on their business.

" I'm fine, Jiyo. " I said to him when he look at me worriedly and hesitating to go.

"You're sure?" he ask me and look at me intently so I just nodded and smile at him just convincing him to go.

"Just go, uncle must waiting for you. " I told him and pushing him outside the door.

"Bye! " I said before he could utter a word I already close the door.

Sigh.

I'm all alone again and that's what made me realize to be more stronger and stronger for facing my all sh*ts everyday.

I didn't bother to organize my stuff.

I satted on sofa laying my back of my head and staring at the ceiling for a minute and things on my head got rumble and everything was in a mess.

'What should I do?'

I asking myself even though I, myself don't know what should to do right now.

Maybe I should take some sleep for now cause I didn't sleep well at the hospital, it's really uncomfortable for me to stay there and for more than a week is hell. Tch! I've just told Jiyo to take me out of there now or else I'm getting sick even more.

Thanks to him I'm home now and all alone again. No one could bother me here even I sleep for a whole d*mn day.

I let myself fell for a deep sleep to rest my mind and body and get away for awhile on everything.

It's almost dark when I woke up and I feel my neck's aching due to my position on my sleep in sofa.

'Argh! '

I did stretch before stood up and go on the bathroom and took a shower after a minute and wore on my black pajamas, I cooked for my dinner tonight and ate it alone.

Hour's later before I went on my bed and lay my back while my lower body still on the floor and staring on the ceiling like my eyes getting through on the other side of it.

I sighed for my thoughts and did it again until I came back when the time everything was perfectly fine and we were happy.

'Why should this happened? '

A question pop on my mind and no answer could flash in my head and for that I sighed again before I fell on sleep.

***

I heard a noise but I didn't bother to open my eyes and so I fell asleep again.

However, the napped I took can't last a minute when someone tapping on my left cheek and my alarm getting louder to. So, I have no choice but to wake up and wanna punch this bastard face who disturb me in my sleep.

"Hey! Gin, wake up! "

When I open my eyes and ball ny fist ready to punch who disturbing my sleep when I saw Jiyo and he to close, si close.

(๏_๏)

I did blink for a few and when I realize how his faced so closed to mine my eyes got wide open and made my mind fully awake before I push him cause him to slam his butt on the floor and look at me narrowly and his brows knitted while getting up.

"Sorry! " I said while I scratching my head and look down cause he still look at me.

"Get up! If you're don't want to be late. " He said in monotone so I nodded and I just get my head up when I heard him close the door.

'Sigh. What he's doing here?'

I asked but I didn't bother to it, so I get up stretch my limbs before I go to bathroom and took a shower.

I came out my room when I finish and walk on kitchen and I saw him serving a fried rice, fried eggs, salted fish and coffee.

I smile on my head for what he did. He really is a good friend, a good guy and caring. If he's not a gay I would think that he likes me but that's impossible. He's my best friend and I thankful for that.

I take a sit when he give, put down my coffee on my side and I mouthed thanks and he sitted to on my opposite side.

"Anyway, why do you here at this early? " I asked him and look at my wrist watch and it just says 7o'clock in the morning then I put a fried rice on my plates and eggs and fish and start to eat.

He look at me before he eat again and so I look at him when he felt I staring at him he look at me and drink water before speak.

"I came to fetch you. " I raised my both eyebrows and he sigh before speak again.

If my memory correct, he didn't bother to fetch me though he came here early when we're off duty and today is not his off so.

"Tch! Finish your food first. " He said in monotone again and continue he's food so I did too.

This isn't unusual for him and knowing him speaking like he's a real man now and not Jiyo I used to heard in a high pitch and jolly tone.

'Tsk! '

After we ate breakfast we we're came out on my pad when I sure that was locked we walk down on the stair and wnet to his car.

He open the passenger seat's so I go inside and he walk on the driver seat and start the engine.

On our way, he still silent and it's bothering me. Every minute I took a glanced in him and hoping I could heard his high pitch tone and see his gayish expression but it didn't happen.

I sigh for that I didn't used of this side of him. When the car stop due to stoplight went red I start asking him.

"What's the problem, Jiyo? "

It seems he got shocked and flinched when I spoke on his seat. He sigh again look at the red light before look at me.

"It's got on yesterday uncle's call?"

I knew it, it's on it. Maybe it is on their business matter.

"Dad wants to take me on it already. "

He said and look back at the stoplight and when it turn green signaling go he start to drive again.

"Oh? What's the problem with that? "

I asked him because I don't see any problem with uncle wants and besides that's for him and their family business.

"But I don't want it now so I had argued with it on him. " He said in monotone but when you look in his eyes there's a frustration and guilt.

"So, what uncle said? "

"He didn't lose to argued with me and he use his authority and I defeated on him, again. "

"That old man! Dang! "

And I thought he's done when he shout and I shocked and flinched on my seat and look at him with a confusing in my eyes.

"What happened then? "

I asked him in a way that he won't noticed that I got scared on his act.

"He said I should resign now on my currently where I work and get there before lunch. "

He said and I saw a sadness on his eyes.

"It that so?! "

That's all what I could say.

So, that's what uncle's want knowing they're company internationally and he would probably went out on a country and I'll be alone again.

"Gin, sorry for leaving you. I didn't want it but I no have to do with it. "

He said when he park his car in front of the café I didn't notice were here already.

"It's okay. "

I said and smile at him to comfort his frustration right now and to assure him that it's really fine.

I know of all people that he didn't want to take on their company now because he always reasoning out that he want to experience and explore every thing that could help him before he take on charge on it.

It was a big responsibility for him, he knows that he can't escaped that fact but not at this early.

"You did shocked me, I didn't know you will get like this. I thought your a man now! ha-ha! "

I joked him out to push away this eerie feeling . He just stared at me like he looking into my soul.

I laughed sly and look on the front, I can't look at him now. It seems like he's not Jiyo I used to know.

"You scared me, hahaha! Your shouting in a deep voice. Gosh! "

I said when he keep in silently looking at me.

"Let's go? "

I didn't wait for his response I came out on his car to breath freely and walk inside the Café.

When I walk inside I took a glanced around and there's no one customer now at this hour, it should be open by now and when I walk closely I saw them in front of the counter they're back was what I saw and didn't bother to look.

It seems like they're having a meeting so I walk and join them, I greet them and they did to.

"How's your feeling? "

"I'm good now, big bro! "

"Good to hear that. " He said and smile at me so I did.

"What's with today? " I asked him when I look around no one's here aside from us staff, miss manager and the owners.

"Oh! Jiyo, didn't tell you?" He said and I look at him on creasing my forehead.

'About what aside from he's resignation? '

I asked on myself but no answeres appear.

I shake my head telling him no, so he tell me what about all of this.

"The owners got a problem on business matter and they needed to fired some employee but they assured they're will give their pay tho. "

He whispered to me while looking at the front where the owners and manager sitted. I shocked for what he told me, what if I'm one of those who will get fired?

No!

We're divert our attention when the chime at the entrance noise and when we look who was it, it's Jiyo in his navy blue suit and gray shirt, I didn't saw he's outfit. They greeted him and he did to and stand at my side.

"Are you okay? "

I whispered to him and he just nodded at me and sly smile before he look at front when they're started to speak.

Tss! I didn't used to this kind of aura of his. It's like I didn't know him ever. He far from Jiyo I know, my best friend, my brother.

I don't know what they're talking about but when they clap that's made myself brought back in reality.

"Okay, guys. Back to work. We were call you regarding this matter. " Mister Barb said the one of the owners and they turn back and walk in the office.

"Mr. Stanleyski, come to the office. "

Mr. Barb said and Jiyo nodded and follow them on the office.

I walk to the employee's locker to changed my uniform and start to work.

After we start to open the café the customer flow in an instant, got so many order bringing to the counter and serve it after. I delivering some order to when a receiving a call and prepared them. I got busy so I didn't know Jiyo was left and I didn't eat a lunch on time because of customers who continue came and out.

"Gin! "

I look who was calling me and it's big bro he came out on the kitchen and walk towards me.

"What?"

I said innocently and stand on the side of the table that I'm cleaning. He stood infront of me and smile boyishly. The smile who captivating a woman's heart. psh!

If I didn't know that he just seem me like a lil sister I would think that he likes me. tch!

"Do you have your break? "

"No. But I will after I done with this. "

I answered him while pertaining to the table at my side. He nodded and smile again.

"Are you done? Let's have a lunch now, then. "

I nodded and put away the the cleaning stuff and follow him outside.

And we walk on the near fast-food chain and go inside besides he said he's treat so I didn't bother to argue now cause my pocket got less penny for this month. tch!

After he order we sat on the side near at the window where I could see the trees beside of the parking lot.

Our ordered came and we start eat it silently and done silently. We decided to stay for a minute before we get back in the café.

We're on our way back on the café when he spoke and that made me stop and he did to.

"I've heard Jiyo did resigned now?"

He said like he's not sure of it. I nodded on him and start walking again so he follow.

When I think of it my emotions getting high but should I stop it, it's no use besides I used to be alone anyway.

I got myself busy for divert my thoughts and it works and the customers flow twice as a normal day.