Suffocation

As I exited the room the deeps thoughts was making me suffocated. I decided to breathe some fresh air .I made my towards garden . I sat there and decided to think positive but Everytime I tried to think of something else Sebastian's fiancee being pregnant and getting raped by any heartless bastard. Now I know why Sebastian is like that . Sometimes life really teaches you brutal things. Sebastian not only lost his wife but a sister and unborn child too. I was feeling like someone was continuously squeezing my heart . I felt someone sitting beside me and saw Alex . We didn't said anything . Alex said after 3 minutes " It feels comfortable right sitting here deep in your thoughts". I nodded and he asked "What's the matter Hazel . why do you look so sad ?!". I hesitated and he said " You can trust me Hazel consider me as your little brother". Hazel smiled at him and said " I never experienced having a sibling. Living alone with my grandma and no friends was hard for me". Alex gave me his gummy smile and said " Don't worry now Alex is to the rescue". I laughed and he said " Won't you tell me now?!". My smile vanished and again that feeling came. Alex grabbed my hands in his and said " Did my mom said something?" I nodded and he questioned again " Did my mom told you about the incident we had in our family few years back". I nodded and he said" You know it was really traumatic watching your family in depression. Sebastian undergo alot of stress . He even tried to take his life many times. He searched for the rapist and killers of my sister and his fiancee but found nothing . Every clue was burned ." I moved closer and gave him a hug . He hugged me back and I backed away sitting in the previous position. He said " You know after Makyla died dad was really protective over Lily . He never lets out lily without body guards . Even when we were shifting to America . He denied to send Lily but Sebastian convinced him .You know the power big siblings hold. I nodded and smiled and then Lily shouted" Hazel!Hazel where are you!?". I shouted " Lily I'm here". She ran towards hold my hands and made me stand up . She started to jump up and down and I said " What's the matter Lil?!" She said " Today after two years my mom gave me permission to enter in kitchen". I gasped and Alex laughed and said " You know Hazel she burned the whole kitchen while cooking cupcakes ". I was surprised and asked " Really ! lily" She rolled her eyes and a question popped in my mind . I asked her " Then who makes the food in America" .She looked at Alex and Alex exclaimed " Again Hazel Alex to the rescue".

we got distracted by a car stopping and Sebastian and Roman coming out . They saw us and Sebastian said " What are you doing outside?! Come inside it's cold out there". Alex and Lily ran inside while I was left with Sebastian and Roman . I was walking slowly when he angry said " Come fast! I'm not waiting for you all day". I moved my legs faster and they started to hurt because of his beating. I was not at his side. Sebastian wrapped his hand of my waist tightly clenching my waist. I let out a moan in pain " Ahh~" And he said " Stop making me horny here. I will do it in bedroom". I looked down in embarrassment because Roman was beside us and was listening to our conversation . We got in and Mr knight and Mrs knight was sitting talking to each other with Alex and Lily beside them bickering about something . Mr knight got up and said " Finally you guys came we are going today . We wanted to meet you to before go ". Servants came and help their luggage move in the car . They were hugging each other and Mrs knight towards me and said in a pleading voice " Please remember your promise Hazel". I nodded and hugged her back . Mr knight before exiting the door said loudly " Sebastian I want grandchild soon". Sebastian said " Yes Dad I will give you grandchild soon" He looked at me and smirked at my body making me hug myself.

Alex and Lily was in their room now and I was also heading to my room . I was thinking how to bring Sebastian back. I know it will be a hard job. But even if I will get hurt I will complete my promise.