Epilogue: The Old Dream

I woke up from a long sleep.

I didn't even come back to consciousness, but I saw a canopy woven in a beautiful way through my blurry vision. Behind her was a soft bed covering her skin.

It was a good sheet. At least, it is qualitatively different from the ordinary bed in my room. I was definitely using a full-dive game console and playing games. At least I didn't fall asleep on an expensive bed even at a glance like this. I guess I'm sleeping in someone else's house. Hopefully I…

"… Yes."

A rather high-pitched voice rang out.

The patterns of the translucent canopy curtains in front of me were very splendid. When I raise my body, the soft fabric falls off. It was a garment made of silk. I can't afford to wear such expensive clothes. When I looked down, I saw that my chest was slightly swollen.

"… What?"

It was the most direct and most appropriate word that spoke my mind. When I reached out and touched my breasts, I could feel the softness of my breasts along with the sensation of soft silk. Besides, I don't know why the clothes are so expensive. It's a dress that doesn't drag the sleeves too much, as if it was tailored to me.

I couldn't understand what the hell had happened.

When I hurriedly looked around the bedroom, I saw objects that strangely resembled objects from [Thearesia] That I enjoyed. In particular, the pattern engraved on that curtain is a pattern that is mainly used in 'New Kingdom'. The appearance of the walls and furniture was not very different from what we saw in the game.

But why am I wearing this? And why do I… Are you a woman?

If you stretch your hand out to the groin and touch it, you will feel that it is very smooth. Instead, there were only small cracks that split vertically and closed. There are no peppers that should originally stick out. Let's think intuitively. I'm dreaming because I've been playing the game for so long.

If it's a dream, I don't know why it's a female character and not a [Fenrir] Character. I've never played a female character before. Moreover, even in games, it is rare to come to a point where you can smell such sweet perfume. This seems to be the inside of a palace or an expensive inn area.

"Ah… What the hell is going on?"

I can't understand what the heck is going on. The bright sunlight from the window comes in and draws beautiful patterns between the curtains. It is a weak, soft, formless movement, just like my mental head right now.

While I was panicking, the door to this splendid room was opened. And at that visit, a man wearing an extravagant paladin armor appeared. He was relieved to see the man's face. It's Damian. There is no way you don't know what your friend's character looks like.

"Damian!"

"Perrin, are you finally awake?"

"… Perrin? What is it?"

"… You don't remember anything either?"

"Memories or something, you are Damian. Why did I become like this? Is this a game wait for a sec… "

I raised my hand to take off the device and touched my head, but I couldn't feel anything. Originally, there should be a device near the eye, but I can't feel anything. What the hell is going on… My head is tired after sleeping for a long time, and everything is full of incongruity, so I don't know what it is.

"Perrin, no, it would be more familiar to call you Fenrir. You have become the savior of this world."

"Hey, what kind of bullshit are you? Stop kidding."

"Well… To begin with, we can't go back forever. We were transferred to the game world, and you came back through [Reset], A resurrection magic that saves the world and completely resets the mind."

"… Are you serious about that? Fuck, what kind of April Fool's Day is it today?"

"It's okay to come back. Thank god."

"Hey! Ouch… ! Stop… It's gross, you bastard!"

Suddenly, Damian whimpered and hugged me tightly. I don't know what men are doing with each other. When I embraced me as a man, not a woman, a terrible feeling of disgust rose from the depths of my heart. I tried to push the man away, but I couldn't help it with my [Strength].

"Hey, stop… Help me. I will break my ribs."

"Oh, yes. Are you okay. [Intermediate healing]."

"… What? Is it a real game?"

When he raises his hand and puts it on my chest and casts his magic, a light yellow light comes out and the body recovers. The painful breathing calmed down in an instant. If this is a game, then I am a character. If that's the case, you'll have to go back to the character selection screen and change it.

"What are you doing? Let's quickly change the character [Menu]… ?"

When I open [Menu], It does not open. I cry out several times. I called anxiously. But no answer came back. Instead, this groovy-looking paladin character in front of me looked at me with an expression so serious that it was disgusting.

… What was this friend's name?

"… Hmm, Perrin. Everything I say from now on is the truth. Trust me."

"What kind of fool are you trying to say… Awfully."

In the form of the character Damian, he expresses his expression and speaks seriously. Unlike what was implemented in [Thearesia Online], I felt a much more serious atmosphere. Maybe this ■■ has really grown up.

* * *

"That's how it happened."

"… What kind of dog barking is that-"

"Can't believe it? I can't believe it either. Even after we were transferred to the game world, these things happened."

"I… If it weren't for those dog-like players, I'd have gone back to my main character."

"That wasn't the problem, you… After… Done tormented you until the end. Until I put a knife through his heart. And you… I drove my nails through Beatrice's heart. Probably, we are the only ones left with the remaining rankers."

"I can't apologize until I don't know. Beatrice was also you in the first place."

"That is your character. Know."

What Damien told me so far was very shocking. My guild [Luts] Is said to have been taken over by a guild member who used the nickname [Done] And ruined [Thearesia], Which has turned into reality, into a mess like in the game. The players changed into the personalities of the players they played. In the end, the guild called [Cronos], Which Damian created, destroyed all [Luts], And it is said that only the two of us are left among the players at that time.

Even in the meantime, I seem to have been entangled with the princes and castle lords. I can't believe that I became a woman… It is said that my main character was actually alive. The most surprising thing about it was the bullshit that I had opened up to the men once in a while.

"Is that true?"

"Yeah, you were really hot-"

"I'm going to be this chew!"

I clenched my fists and stretched out to die, but his hands blocked it too easily. In the first place, because I was transferred to this character – that is to say, a sub-character created for storage – it seemed that I had only the strength of an ordinary woman. He kept extending his fist and tried to hit him several times, but he couldn't leave a single red mark on his body, let alone hurt him.

"Ugh… Ugh… Pup… You mean you ate it too… Fucking and eating men and saying very proud things."

"At that time, I had no choice but to do so. And since your maiden was regenerated, it doesn't matter."

"That's not it! Why do I have to live as such a weak woman!"

"After… I don't know Nandle."

Damian lowered her head and she let out another deep sigh of her own. It was as if he could see the image of him in reality, who did not smoke even after death. However, since all of his brothers, who were like his own alter ego, died, how would the aftermath be? He suddenly felt a pain in his chest.

Was I this good at empathy? It was strange. Was I such a warm-hearted person… Not. Absolutely not. Rather, if it was similar to [Fenrir], The gilma of [Luts], It would have been similar. Maybe my mind is being dragged into my body.

"So we're talking between ourselves, Perrin… How will you live?"

"It's dirty to hear the name Perrin."

"It's because it's the name Done gave me. Because I locked you in a poison workshop and trained you with sexual feelings to make you a very sexy woman."

"… But my stat window says Perrin, right?"

"Yes. Shall we go see it?"

"No, my mind is afraid to check the sexual corrections written on this body."

"That is a rather good idea. And you didn't answer my first question?"

"What did you say?"

"-How are you going to live?"

This is the most important question for me right now. How to live It is impossible to say that what has happened in the past has not happened. But living as a woman is crazy. Because i'm a man Is there any way to go back? This world is like a different world created based on games, so there might be data errors somewhere.

"… We have to find a way back."

"To the whole world? Or as a man?"

"Both?"

"Wake up the dream. Tens, hundreds, no, tens of thousands of players transferred to this game did the same thing as you over the course of a year. There is no way to go back."

"… Is it."

It's not even surprising. No wonder. There must have been at least tens of thousands of people transferred to this game. The fact that all those people couldn't find a way to return may mean that we are cut off from reality. It was only then that I felt the reality weighing on me. It's such a weak body that it seems like it can't do anything. It's a strange name called Perrin. That's me

"Although this may sound like bullshit to you right now. I loved you."

"…"

These were Damian's sincere words. When he hears his words, his face heats up and his heart races. It feels like his brain is being crushed. His breath is hot and the area around his groin is itching.

I don't know if this is the feeling I felt when I was living as the character Perrin. If there was something she could get her hands on right now, she would have picked it up and hit him, but she couldn't.

"Are you serious?"

"Yes."

"You just looked so damn cool."

"… You wouldn't be the one to say such a thing a long time ago, would you? [Initialization] Isn't it wrong?"

Damian reached out his big hand and tried to pull it away, so I slammed it away. He even confesses to being a boy, but he doesn't know what he's going to do. Honestly, when I look in the mirror, I can see who customized it. It's a cute and pretty character. If it's a man, he can't help but like the appearance.

"Hey! But just burn your hands on my body and bite me. Besides, the bastard who liked big breasts is disgusting… The chicken meat grows."

"… Yes. By the way, are you really not interested in sex?"

"No, bitch."

I was just impressed. Still, it's surprising that her memories of a year are gone. It is a body that has been forced into and trained by men many times. He even said that his body was so hot that he spread his legs and got stabbed by anyone. I… Clearly, I'm not one to be sane and gay.

"… Ah."

I collapsed with sudden dizziness. Similar to those of anemia. I don't know if there are any symptoms of anemia in the game. It may have been affected by something similar to a status ailment. As the back of my head touches the soft and fluffy bed, I fall asleep. That bastard shouldn't touch me.

My eyelids opened in the faint moonlight. I opened my eerie eyes and moved my gaze to the bed. My head is throbbing and my whole body is wet with sweat. When I try to turn over, I feel the absence of something that should be in my groin, which I cannot feel.

Waking up on this bed several times, I thought it was a dream. I thought that when I woke up, I would be awake from my dream. But that was just my misunderstanding. I've already woken up on this woman's bed four times. Maybe it's because it's on top of this bedroom.

"… I."

A fine, high voice resounds. It is an objectively beautiful female voice no matter who hears it. It's a pretty cute voice, too, and it's coming out of my throat the way I want it to. Even if some people try to make their voices thicker, only childish voices imitating adults come out.

And since yesterday I have a strange feeling. The exact time I go to bed and wake up is not accurate, so I can only guess that it was yesterday. After waking up for the first time, sometimes two days had passed by. Anyway, since the last time, my stomach is boiling hot. Besides, I was terribly attracted to sour food. I want to eat something incredibly sour and soothe my stomach while frowning.

"Are you awake? Perrin."

"Ah… Woke up."

"If you feel unwell, I will call another priest."

"No it's okay."

Her middle-aged maid introduced her own name as Bearne. She is said to be an exclusive maid who took care of me even before I became like this. Seeing how sad he looked at me, it seems that he really liked me before. I definitely thought that I was not a good person, but she was said to be a true woman enough to hold the title of [Saint of the Kingdom of God].

… Yes woman

I'm trying to get up, but my head feels dizzy. Still, I didn't take the class as a pharmacist in Huturu, so I know what these symptoms are. Is anemic I don't know about the other symptoms because they are conditions caused by so many different diseases. The speed was disgusting, but I persevered.

"Oops, castle… Mr. Perrin. Don't overdo it."

"… It's fine."

Mild dizziness I still can't believe in the priests of this world. I can't believe it even more because I can't recover well even though I'm in this state of health. I have to find my own prescription. Foods that contain iron… Could there be such a thing in the gaming world? As I approached to support my body from the side, I was pushed away with irritation.

"Even if it's okay!"

"… Sorry. If you need anything-"

"God. Bring me some sour fruit."

"All right. Warm yourself up."

I don't know what that woman, a mature maid, is thinking. Even when I'm annoyed, she accepts everything without changing her facial expression. No matter how much she is a maid hired by Damian, she seems to be a human being, so it was surprising how she could hide her true feelings.

"…"

And I also seem to be getting weirder. There is a saying that the mind is attracted to the body. As a person living in modern society, I am well aware that hormones greatly affect the mental aspect. Maybe the hormones are playing tricks on my body…

"… No way."

When I fully raise my body, my lower stomach simmers. It even throbs near the groin. And tears poured out. All the evidence boils down to one. Even though I don't want to be aware of it, the current state of my body that I become aware of… It is the process of making and emptying the womb every month to receive a child. Caused by changes in human hormones for reproduction… It was a month away.

-Gulp.

There's no way Damian knows about my physical condition. All he knows is my superficial side for a year. Due to my personality, I wouldn't have talked about such an embarrassing physical condition with anyone. The traces of me in the past could not be erased, and I had to accept myself even though I couldn't remember the past. And to some extent, in order to live in the future, I had to accept the female body as well.

But I never thought it would be such a drastic change. As your breasts respond to hormones, they will sag slightly downward. Breasts that are so small that you don't need underwear feel heavier than you think when you go one cup size bigger. As I let out a sigh, the door opened again and the maid entered.

"Here, [Dartalan Tea]. I think this would be good."

"Thanks."

I put the tea that the maid poured into my mouth. Something very sour spreads in your mouth and closes your eyes. And the faint fragrance spread languidly through the body. The five senses send a much more sensitive sense than before. For example, the fragrant smell of tea was mixed with the smell of sweat that came like an uninvited guest.

"Would you like to take a bath? Or would you like me to wipe it?"

"Bath… No, wipe it while I sleep."

"All right. Then we'll clean only the places you can see. You have too much cold sweat."

And it's embarrassing. I still can't face my naked body. I was afraid to go to the bathroom, so I closed my eyes even to urinate with my pajamas bottom open on top of the toilet.

The absence of objects is very inexorable. I had no choice but to stand up and look at my plump body, but I still feel ashamed. Anyone who has been swapped overnight can relate.

The maid carefully wiped my forehead with a lukewarm towel. Her touch was very delicate and warm, but in her head, irritation kept rising. Something dizzy and nauseous comes up again. At this rate, even if I woke up, I couldn't do anything. How on earth do women have to go through such trouble every month?

"… After. I want to be alone."

"Yes, I'll bite you in a minute."

The maids who had come in with Bearne left after arranging the items they had brought. I was left alone again in my huge bedroom. There was a full-length mirror on one side of the wall, but I deliberately didn't look at it with the curtains open.

But it was strange. The inside of my belly button is tight and my groin keeps throbbing. A strange curiosity soared in my body as well. It is said that in the knowledge learned over the book, there are cases in which sexual desire increases extremely before menstruation. That is… Maybe that's why. I wondered how this body would feel for the first time since I came to my senses after being [Initialized].

"… No."

I shook my head. It was desperate. But Damian's story plays in my head in his voice. It is said that I was trained several times and changed into a succubus after receiving various curses. Is the boiling sexual desire related to that correction? Not.

A few days ago, I mustered up the courage to check the stat window, and as a result, I had deleted all corrections except for the abnormal charm level. There was an [Intermediate Inma Mark], But it seemed to have no effect except for stat correction. Or maybe it wasn't really erased. Anyway, I mustered up the courage to pull back the curtains towards the mirror.

"… Ugh."

The lower abdomen is numb. Especially near the clitoris at the top of the labia is throbbing and numb. Just the mere touch of her skin on her silk panties elicited a surge of pleasure. I opened the pajamas that covered my lukewarm body.

The woman reflected in the mirror gave off a very strange atmosphere. Her forepaw is pulled open, revealing her breasts and belly. Her pure white skin was all pink. No matter how much I accept this body as mine, I am excited about a woman's body. Maybe you're lucky I don't know why this is a good thing.

"… Hehe♡"

Looking at the fresh yet red-ripe body of a woman, her fishy sigh leaks out. And the body moves according to my will. Looking in the mirror, I let out a strange sigh on the bed, and my whole body was wet with sweat and had a strange luster. The sense of incongruity that my body was not mine disappeared rapidly after the first day. I reached out and brought it to a secret place in my lower abdomen.

I didn't want to wet the sheet. So I took out a nearby thin towel and padded it underneath. The liquid that a woman's body excretes when sexually stimulated will seep out and moisten it. The soft sensation of the towel under her buttocks was subtly stimulating.

"… Ugh fuck."

I took off my panties when I saw the towel on my butt. The image I see in the mirror is the same as my ideal type. It's natural because it's a character I created. Her waist-length silver hair shines in the moonlight. And the silk pajamas are still draped over the top, but the panties are all taken off. The flesh of the crotch was slightly swollen, revealing the delicate pale pink mucous membrane hidden under the white skin.

I spread my legs apart. When I open my thick thighs, I can see how well the flesh inside them has matured. I couldn't see it with my own eyes, but the reflection in the mirror… It was so erotic and beautiful that it was hard to describe it. I stretched out my fingers and slightly opened the vertically closed skin.

"Huh… ♡"

Along with the cute sound of water, it splits open left and right, exposing pink mucous membranes to the outside air. Originally, the place where the almost brown balls were supposed to be was occupied by a very beautiful and vivid pink mucous membrane. And the hole was so hidden that I didn't even know where it was. One hand spread with index and middle fingers, the other extended toward the congested clitoris above the genital organ.

-Gulp. Gulp.

It took two big commitments to get my hands on it. Carefully, how does this organ, which is said to be several times more sensitive than a man's, feel? As my sexual desire soared, I wanted to touch that organ, but I felt sorry for the fear of the unknown at the same time.

… Don't stop, slow down, fingertips-

"Haguuuuu♡!"

At the mere touch of the tips of my dry fingers, sparkling stars scattered in front of my eyes. The clitoris was so sensitive that I could feel each of the fingerprints of my dry fingers that weren't wet. The throbbing pleasure pierced the top of my head, and I lightly threw my neck back, let go of my hands, and collapsed onto the bed. In addition, the inner vagina trembles and trembles.

"Sigh… Sigh…"

And now that I've come this far, my whole body is very hot. Touching the clitoris seemed to tingle all the organs connected to it. In particular, the hole at the bottom of the mucous membrane was hot and throbbing, and the urge to insert a finger into it and scream and masturbate to one's heart's content surged.

… You can't stop

And I was true to my desires. I quickly picked myself up, stood up, spread them apart again, and pressed my fingers to the mucous membrane and the part where the skin texture changed, feeling the subtle stimulation. It was too intense a moment ago, but now I can feel the stimulation enough to scan the penis. Even if it's just rubbing the thick skin.

"Sigh… Uh… "

He puts out his finger and courageously stimulates the mucous membrane. When I touch the area where there is a small hole that can be known as the urethra, I feel a thrill again and my head goes white. As I am touching naked skin that I have never seen or even touched because I am ashamed, sensuality and courage continue to rise. Eventually, I took my finger and touched it near the vaginal opening.

"… Yes, ha… ♡ Slowly… Put it in."

A sly smile comes to mind on your face.

Couldn't stop. The woman, whose skin was flushed with pink, cried out in front of the mirror. She's not only throbbing in her lower leg, her chest is tingling as well. Even though she wasn't conscious, her hands that were left after touching her pussy were on her breasts. She is plump and soft, and her ends are hardened.

"It's hazy… ♡!"

Touch her with her fingertips Her downside was the opening of her vaginal opening lightly covered with her finger. Does a strong man's thing really fit into such a small hole… And I really didn't know that such a voice came out of me. The stimulation is so severe that the back is bent and the neck is bent upward. I can't calm down and my insides tremble.

"Hahm… Hehe… ♡"

With your index finger, slowly spread around the vaginal opening in a circle. Putting it inside… I have a strong desire to do it. It was sore and itchy all the way to the inside of the cramped hole. In addition, the part where the finger and the mucous membrane touch is so sweet that it hurts. He closed his eyes and slowly wiggled his fingers in.

"Sigh… ♡ Eh… !"

The sound coming out of my throat is very sweet. The sound of a woman's moan that wets her eardrums as her head vibrates is very exciting. The sound of the breath is so loud that it echoes in my head like thunder. Even in the midst of this, her fingers tear through the flesh and slowly enter the mucous membrane. Add little by little I felt my lower leg tingle, and my mucous membrane squeezed my fingers again with pleasure.

"Ah… Ah… ♡ Uh… Flaw… Uh… ♡!"

When I wiggle my fingers and put a word in, the inside becomes sticky and slippery. There are wrinkles when it is inserted into the vagina. As I push it gently, pleasure rises up my spine. It doesn't hurt. I'm so excited I can't hear a single sound from outside.

"Huh… ♡!"

She has not yet admitted that she has become a woman's body, but she even masturbates. It feels like something is slipping out of my head. Judging from how familiar this feeling is, there must have been a lot of things happening in the year I can't remember. It's natural to touch your genitals…

"Hugh… !"

If you put in about two words, the shape of the inner wall is captured. I really have wrinkles on my body too. And I think I know the shape of my fingers that came in between the crotch. When you inhale deeply, the hole widens, and when you exhale, the hole shrinks. The inside is pricked and scraped with your fingers.

"Ughhh… ! Sigh… ♡ Ha… ♡"

An inexplicable sound comes out. Her neck was thrown back and her toes curled up. The finger continues to squirm and stimulate. The slippery liquid secreted from the inside wraps around your fingers. I have already entered two joints between the holes that men do not have, and stimulate the inner wrinkles with my fingertips.

"Haha… ♡!"

My back twisted on its own at the intense pleasure welling up in my groin. The hands that used to touch her breasts are getting faster and the sensations she feels in her breasts are getting fiercer. Unlike a man who leaves only once, a woman's body spreads hot pleasure from the place where it is stimulated.

Squeak- sizzle-

"Huh… ♡ Ha ha… ♡ Phew… "

With his fingers, he stirred more and more boldly in the hole. My heart beats wildly at the riotous sound of water as my love juice gets entangled, and a lump of pleasure forms in my head. Pleasure blooms like cotton candy blooming. Finally, I pushed the tip of my finger against the front part that protruded evenly inside the vagina.

"Geuuuuu!"

Something clogged inside spreads out as if bursting, and then spreads throughout the body, which is very hot. The inside of the vaginal hole where the finger had entered was tingling and convulsing. He squeezed it tight and pushed her fingers away. I felt like I would go crazy if I put my finger in, so I pulled it out. I felt that her body would be destroyed if I stimulated it any longer, so I pulled out her hand and fell into the afterglow that seemed like it would fly away.

"Ha ha… ♡ Ha… ♡"

The hot and tingly feeling does not subside. Her whole body was trembling and numb, and she couldn't think of anything. The body just feels floating. It seems that white stars are floating in front of my eyes. I closed and opened my eyes and enjoyed the afterglow. When I lifted the finger I put between my crotch, it was coated with sticky water and was shiny.

"Ah… "

Really, I've done it. I masturbated with a woman's body and reached a female climax. He entered my stomach with his fingers and stirred it. The afterglow of the climax does not go away easily. Again, the stomach tickles as if it wants stimulation. A cool breeze blows into the bedroom and caresses her breasts. Again, the tip hardens and the senses intensify.

"… Flaw. Yes, only here."

I rubbed both hands only at the tip of my chest, near the hardened nipples. The hard end, the soft nipple area, and the small breasts where fat is gathered are all touched. I get goosebumps because I'm ashamed. I can't control my strength, and when I press my fingers hard and pinch them, I feel a stagger to my head.

"Ah… ♡ Ha… "

It didn't seem possible anymore. The woman in the mirror spread her crotches open lewdly, and the area around her cunt was open. The area around her is wet and sticky with love juice. Her shoulders and waist trembled intermittently from her pleasure, and her face was that of a woman who was completely lustful.

"… That's me I am better!"

Even when he cries out in pain, the voice that comes out is a high and beautiful voice. A desperate voice that does not fall below a certain pitch flows out with a sigh. No matter how much I try to deny it, no matter how much I try to forget it, I can't get out of this body. And once more the flow of belated pleasure comes like a seizure. My hip bounces off the bed as my back bounces once more.

"… Ah."

As if something has left in the heart, a sense of loss comes even though it is devastating. I took out a towel from my buttock and wiped the embarrassing part. When I wiped the area I had never seen properly before, a tingling pleasure welled up because it was still sensitively heated.

"… Hehe… Haha."

But I couldn't delay any longer. Footsteps are heard outside. It sounds like someone yelled loud enough to come in. I dealt with it quickly. After wiping the persistent juice with a towel, the towel becomes completely damp. I quickly took off the white panties next to me and put on my pajamas.

"Perrin, can I come in?"

"D-Come in."

She pulls the blanket over her face and covers her nose with the blanket to hide her flushed face. It was the face of an incurable sick man. However, I don't think I can erase my sweet smell that spreads throughout the room. It seemed that anyone who came would know that a woman had engaged in sexual activity here. Come to think of it, a trickle of liquid came out from between the crotches. Her panties got damp and clung to her skin.

"Are you okay? How about what we talked about last time?"

"Yeah, huh? What… It was a sound… ?"

I feel ashamed and crazy. My cheeks heat up, fearing that Damian will find out about my masturbation. Besides, this guy must have been exercising, and the smell of sweat vibrates. When he smells a man, his body suddenly heats up. I put my nose in the blanket and try to filter it somehow, but I become more and more aware of the smell of the man who entered the room.

"You mean you're not going to work?"

"Ah… Right."

"Are you feeling unwell? Let me see your face."

"Annit… Do not touch!"

There's no way I can beat Damian's power. He took off my blanket and checked my face. I feel like I've been caught doing something embarrassing, so tears flow. I'm not even a child, but if I didn't do this, there would be no place to pour out my emotions.

"… You look very sick. See you next."

"That… They say… "

Damian left coolly. But I don't know why his heart trembles so sadly. Looking at the back of him as he leaves, it seems as if he has been abandoned. If I said anything until he closed the door, it sounded like I would plead in a weeping voice. That's never going to happen.

Clap-

The door closes. A sigh escaped as it closed. He took out the wet towel he had hidden under the duvet and quickly ran to the bathroom. As this is Damian's castle, the bathroom is also quite luxurious. Not much different from modern toilets. He quickly put the towel on the washbasin, turned the water over, and rinsed it off. My face grew hot with shame, but I couldn't even understand my heart.

"… Why me."

When I look in the mirror, Damian's face rises like an illusion beyond mine. He looked back, but there was no way he was there. I'm not even a real woman, so I don't know why I feel like a woman. I still have a gap… Really… ?

Done. Maybe that guy is the problem. It's because that man touched my body and trained me to fix my mind on my body. What happened in the past year has made my mind so fragile that it has become weak. Although it is said that it was forgotten by magic, it must be remembered somewhere in the body and mind. Otherwise, there is no way I could have such a weak imagination.

I was obsessed with the sound of the water as I desperately washed the towel. My body calms down at the sound of a squeaking sound. And the worries of the past were completely blown away. So I was not prepared for the disaster that occurred three days later. I woke up only after a glob of blood gushed out from between my crotches.

"I'll clean it up for you."

"… Yes."

Fortunately or unfortunately, I didn't have severe menstrual cramps. It's probably closer to misfortune in my judgment. Mr. Bemiarne didn't criticize me much because he knew that I had forgotten my memory. I only felt guilty for taking out all the sheets and making them wash them.

After the treatment was over, a bandage was kicked to stop the blood that continued to flow into the groin. The hot blood keeps flowing out, so it's strange between the crotches. Even though it was uncomfortable to linger around, it was much better than this inconvenience.

Damian also showed up that evening. The last time I met him, he was in a state of incarnation of sexual desire, so it came to mind and his heart was pounding, but today, perhaps because he was in a bad mood, he was able to be beaten rather calmly. Hormones were also an issue.

"Are you okay?"

"That is the only thing I ask."

"Then what about the other story?"

"Didn't you tell me? I will hunt and level up normally."

Damian caressed her chin. He suddenly looked cool in his shining figure bathed in the sunlight for a moment, but he forgot about it while shaking his head. I guess I'll do it with a man only if I don't go crazy.

"So you're quitting the saintess job."

"It's noisy, I don't want to be responsible for the forgotten memories."

She turned her gaze away from the face that was staring at her with hot eyes. She only gets dirty. I couldn't help the monsters who smelled blood and rushed at me, but I would only have to avoid it for a day or two every month. I could see why the women were treated badly in this game.

"Then, I'll mainly attach female mercenaries. Give me a request too."

"… Thanks."

"You've definitely changed, your personality."

It's weird. It's strange that I was transferred to the game world, but I have to live with this body.

Still, it is comfortable to have someone to rely on in a world like this when you fall apart with a weak body.

Do you depend I?

Not. After I grow up, I won't depend on you…

Half a year later, she ended up marrying Damien, but it was completely unexpected.

Fuck… This pup was a tall catch.