Chapter 51

"Why do you make me wait? Come on, let's get inside." Before Daniel can answer, Alex already takes his hand and pulls him along. In seconds he opens the door, pushing Daniel through it and against the wall, slamming the door close behind him.

Alex kisses him, forcing his tongue in, giving in to the urge to deeply connect with his lover. The last week was excruciating. The anticipation and fear, the dread. Now that all of his worries of the last months are finally cleared, he feels so free, so liberated. He feels his heart overflowing and he wants to dance around naked with his lover, shouting out how happy he is.

Impatiently, Alex starts pulling on Daniel's clothes, forcing them open, wanting to touch his skin. "Not this time, love. Let's get to the bedroom." Daniel kisses Alex, distracting him from his clothes and grabs his bottom, pulling him up on his hips. Alex wraps his arms around his lover's neck, trusting him so much that he knows he won't let him fall down. He buries his mouth in the crook of his lover's neck, sucking on the skin, marking him.

Finally in the bedroom Daniel nearly throws Alex on the bed. The sight is marvellous. Alex is already panting hard in anticipation. Desire is clouding his gaze, his cheeks are already flushed. But Alex grows impatient, not letting Daniel enjoy the sight. He props himself up on all fours and crawls towards Daniel, stretching out a hand seductively. "What are you waiting for? Come on the bed." Daniel lets himself be pulled on the bed willingly. He doesn't realize that Alex is still a bundle full of happiness and giddiness, his emotions nearly flowing out of him. That's why he is surprised as Alex pulls him down with one abrupt pull on his arm, laying him flat on the bed and sitting on top of him. Daniel's eyes widen. Alex smiles down on him triumphantly as if he exclaims 'Watch me. I will now enjoy myself.'

"You are so bold, my love. What happened to my blushing lover?" As if on cue, Alex' face reddens. "Oh, shut up.", he shyly exclaims. Daniel just chuckles. "Don't be embarrassed. I also love this side of you."

He sits up and starts kissing Alex, pushing his tongue in deeply. He grabs him, hugging him tight. But Alex soon frees himself only to start first undressing Daniel and then himself. When finally they also got rid of their pants, Alex sits on top of Daniel's stomach, feeling his lover's member straining against his back. He grabs behind himself and clumsily starts to stimulate it, stroking over the length, gently pushing his finger on the tip. Daniel inhales sharply. Even though his lover's moves clearly lack experience the sight alone of the beautiful young man sitting on top of him, shamelessly showing him everthing and clearly enjoying himself is stimulating him on every level. But he can't let his eager lover do all the work, so he also starts, coating his finger in lube and fumbling for his lover's bottom. Normally, they would take their time, but neither of them really is in the mood for foreplay. Right now, it is only a necessity to prepare Alex before they can finally connect with each other. Therefore, their actions are clumsy, hurried and not really meant to derive pleasure. Nevertheless, when the second finger is inserted in Alex' entrance both of them are already panting hard, stifling their moans.

"That's enough." Alex suddenly exclaims, catching his breath.

"Love, it were only two fingers." Daniel urges him to be cautious. However, Alex doesn't want to wait any longer. He grabs his lover's member tight in one hand and sits up on his knees carefully positioning himself over the shaft. When he feels it sliding between his butt cheeks he speaks with a haggard voice "Daniel, since you told me in front of my parents that you love me I wanted to sleep with you. I want to confirm it, to feel it deep inside me. Right now."

Daniel shows a grimacing smile. He knows what his lover is feeling. He felt the same and already imagined their love making even with his boyfriend's parents in the same room.

Alex struggles with guiding the member towards his entrance. It won't go in. He grows frantic before he finally exclaims annoyed "Now help me."

Daniel chuckles at his lover's struggles. If he wasn't raging to finally be inside him he could just lie back and watch him all day, naked and riding on top of him. Without saying anything he guides his lover's hands until he feels the tip of his member sliding between the cheeks and finally finding the entrance. "Now careful, love." But Alex also felt his entrance being touched and already lowers his hips, thrusting his lover's shaft inside of him in one go.

"Aaah." The moan contains equally pain and pleasure. Daniel flinches. He hadn't prepared Alex enough. He feels his lover clenching around him tightly and sees tears in the corners of his eyes.

But before he can voice his concern or urge Alex to wait and get accustomed to his size Alex already starts to move while ignoring the pain.

Alex feels him deep inside, deeper than he ever was in both a physical and an emotional way. He feels a strong connection between them. Daniel seeing his lover struggle on top of him grabs his hand reassuringly and interlinks his finger's with his lover. This small but oh so gentle gesture lets Alex' emotions overflow. The pain, the pleasure and his love for Daniel all flow together and he feels tears well out of his eyes.

"I love you, Daniel." Daniel smiles at him. Even though the sight of his lover crying on top of him is unsettling, he senses that the tears are mostly happy ones. He reaches up and touches Alex' cheek gently. "I love you, too."

They let the moment linger between them, marvelling in the confirmation of their love both with words and their bodies. The moment is crudely interrupted when they feel said bodies acting on their own, urging them to get on with it. Alex' insides clench around Daniel's shaft, making him shiver with the sensation. Alex looks down on him, keeping his gaze locked in his. Daniel swallows hard. His lover's eyes are hazy with desire. Then he feels Alex move on top of him. Immediately, they both start to moan, the sensation washing through their bodies. Daniel's hips start moving on their own, meeting his lover's movements halfway, intensifying them. Their moans grow louder until they scream each other's names.

Alex is torn between embarrassement and joy. Him being on top of Daniel means that his boyfriend can see everything, that Alex is willingly claiming the pleasure. But who is he kidding? They already slept so often with each other that Daniel knows these deep desires of him. At the same time it gives him an uncomparable view of his lover's face and upper body under him. He can confirm with his own eyes that Daniel is as entranced in this act as he is, sweat glistening on his chest and his mouth twisted in a moan. He feels his lover's hips meeting his, connecting them even deeper in a maddening rhythm.

With a last violent thrust Daniel pushes Alex over the edge. He releases on top of him, spraying the white liquid all over his chest and face. Daniel feels the orgasm wash through his lover's body, making his insides twitch and clench around him. The additional stimulus makes him scream in pleasure, releasing inside of Alex.

Both panting hard Alex slumps down on Daniel's chest. Daniel hugs him tight, planting some exhausted kisses on his hair. "I love you, Alex. Please, stay by my side and be happy together with me."

With his last strenght Alex pushes himself on his elbows and kisses Daniel lightly on the lips. "Yes."

Their smiles spread across the whole of their faces.