An INTROVERT

Teenage is the age where friends are most important people of our life we don't even trust our parents and think that they would never be able to understand us . We share everything even our darkest secret , nightmare and insecurities with them .

But how these important people after a period of time are not even bothered to ask how we are . How the people who say that we matter the most for them don't even remember us now ...

Being an introvert as a child i was never able to make friends or to grab people's attention .I was never best at anything the only thing I was asked to be or expected to best at was only academics . But in academics also i was not highly extraordinary. I was just a good student and a person who never interacted with anyone . At every PTM'S the teacher had only one complaint which was enough to embarrass my mother that was i was the least interactive child in the whole class and asked my mother to seek a councillor who could help me in oder to speak myself. As an indian parent it's highly embarrassing for them when someone asks them to take their child to a councillor and this fact used to trigger my mother so much that after PTM she used to take a whole session of 3-4hrs about why i can't talk in the class and the whole weekend became highly traumatizing for me . It was not like i never tried to talk to teachers and my classmates in the starting of evey new standard i tried my best to interact but the fact was that it only lasted for one week after that i used to become the same non-interactive person i was. And even how can someone expect me to change so fast. The same happened till second standard.