Our Honeymoon Is Screwed (1)

1

"Are you scared?."

"Just little."

"Do you want to stop?."

". . "

She shakes her head as a sign that she still wanted to continue.

"Are you sure?."

"Yes."

"But you are scared right?."

"Yes, but I still want to to do it, after all, Master have been holding back for 3 full months, I didn't want Master to suffer anymore."

"Why did you still called me Master."

"Because you are my master. ."

"Wrong! I'm your husband."

Yes, I'm her husband. And this trembling cute small gir. . . . wrong! woman with fluffy tringular ears and tail who sits on top of OUR bed is my wife started from 3 months ago.

"Awuu. . . that's rather embarrassing."

"Having me as a husband something embarrassing?."

"That's not it."

Of course, I understand what she meant by that. But teasing her is such a fun thing to do because her response is always cute. So cute to the point that my evil instinct just kicking up and made me want to bully her even more.

Fortunately, she only act like this in front of me, if not. I'm very sure that there's countless people who wanted to kidnap her.

"Then. call my name."

"Mast. . . Saburou"

"Good girl!. . ."

I pat her head softly. And just like a cat, she react by closing her eyes and lift her chin towards me. A reaction that made me want to pat her head even longer.

"Maste. . . Saburou-san."

"What?."

"Are you done playing with my ears?."

Her thin hair feels smooth and soft on my hands, but that's not the only place that comfortable to touch. Her sticking tringular ears also no less pleasant to touch. The sensation of her ost fur on her ears felt soo good on my hand.

"Sorry. ."

It's seem I got carried away.

Her name is violet. A girl from a mixed beast race. A race that has some part of their body resembles a beast. In violet case, she has two triangular ears and bushy tail just like a fox.

A girl that normally only appears in fairy tales and myth is my wife.

But the reason I can get her is not because I'm practitioners of some ancient mythical teaching or something similar. In this world, someone like her is not a rare. I even live with her for 5 years before deciding to marry her.

When i said "this world" everything should be clear that I'm talking about a whole different world then the one I'm familiar with. Even though the geographical feature, the name of the nations and even the myth surrounding it are pretty similar to the one from my previous world.

The difference is in the existence of magic, mythical creature, and monster are treated as something normal.

A fantasy world?. I don't think so, because of all that similarities, I mostly treat this world just as another version of my world. An alternate universe.

Five years ago I got transferred to this world. Without knowing why, how, and for what purpose it is. And because of that. I'm forced to desperately do anything so I could to stay alive.

Without having any sort of convenienti power that I can use like in many stories that I've read before. The only thing I can rely on is my ability to understand this world resident language which I didn't know when I acquired it, and my knowledge from my previous world as freshmen in some small university.

But with only that kind of asset, of course, I got into a lot of trouble. Without knowing how the society's work, the only work I can do is a physical one. And without the knowledge of the world's common sense, I often got cheated, getting false accusation, fell into a debt, and even almost got sold as a slave.

After some good people helped me and give me a job as an adventurer, I begin to be able to live in a rather good environment.

And after I discover that I have a talent for making a talisman, I got myself a side job and finally able to secure some funds to ease my life.

With that fund, I decided to buy some cheap slaves as a companion. Living alone is rather lonely, having no one to talk to is actually quite depressing. After all, I'm pretty much alone in this world.

Not to mention I can't really handle all of my work alone anymore. Having 2 different jobs is tiring. I also need someone to maintain my workshop that's double as my home.

My choice fell on a thin beast girl that looks like going to die anytime soon.

My consideration at that time for buying her is her cheap price and her age.

A healthy slave in their prime normally cost about the same as my saving for 4 months. Some criminal slaves are cheaper, but I didn't want to risk myself on buying some former criminal.

Also, a younger person normally has better learning ability than an adult. And because my side job as talisman smith requires someone to be able to grasp some complicated matter and doing delicate works, my best bet is only her.

Violet. The girl who's now, become my wife.

And, please remember that I buy her absolutely not because I prefer a young girl. It's not. Just please trust me.

"Saburou-san?. . ."

"Sorry. . . I just remember something from the past."

"From the past?. ."

After we fought a hard battle and finally able to convey our feeling to each other. We stopped become an adventurer and just focus on doing our job as talisman smith.

That battle we fought is a very hard one, so hard that it even able to turn me into a big coward and are afraid of death. That's why a job like being adventurer no longer fits me. And because she is being tied to me, she also stopped being adventurer a year ago.

We left the dangerous world and try to start a new way of life.

"Yes, but let's not talk about it."

"Um. . ."

She nodded.

"So, are seriously gonna let me do it?."

"Yes."

"Serious?."

"Yes."

She shows a determined looks in her eyes. But I can still feel her fears toward me. That's why I ask her if she is sure about her decision like some broken recorder. I really didn't want to hurt her.

"Are you forcing yourself?."

"Y. . .es. . ."

She dropped her sight from me.

"As expected. . . . let's stop thi. . ."

"No!!!.. I want to do it! I want to fulfill my duty as your wife."

"Like I said, you don't have to forc. . ."

"No! I'll do it even I have to force myself! I'll do it even I'm scared! and I'll still do it even it hurt!! After all Mast. . . Saburou-san has done so much for me. . ."

Our status is a married couple. She is my wife and I'm her husband. But, the truth is. We haven't crossed the line yet even after 3 months of our marriage. The closest husband and wife thing we do is only sleeping while hugging each other.

Or more precisely, I'm using her body as a hug pillow.

It seems she is traumatized by something from the past. And that trauma made her scared of men. Just by seeing men without a shirt on, her face would turn pale, her body got limp and cold sweat would pour from her back while having some difficulty in breathing.

From her reaction, I have some guess what kind of horrible thing that happened to her in the past. But because she never talks about it, I never ask anything related to it. After all, I didn't want to dig her old wound. After being with me for 5 years, now she can talk normally to me and any male customer in my workshop. And for now, just that much is ok.

"Listen. . ."

I grabbed her shoulder and looked into her eyes directly.

"I'm not gonna lie and said that I didn't want to do it, but if doing it mean that I have to make you felt unpleasant then I didn't mind even we can't do it."

Honestly, I really want to do it. I mean, her soft cheeks, her tiny wet pink lips, her delicate neck, her developing chest, her smooth skin, warm body, and that dazzling thigh. All of them looks so delicious. And when you know she is already yours, the urge to nom her is simply overwhelming to the point that it could explode.

And when I said explode, I mean it. It could literally explode.

"I can still play alone when you are sleeping anyway."

"Pervert. . so that's the reason my clothes always got sticky when I wake up."

Well, I am. But because of that pervertedness, I'm able to hold as long as 3 months. If I'm totally unable to touch her at all. I'm afraid that I'm going to transform into a beast and attack her without caring about anything.

Wait. . . . Isn't the fact that I did all of that without her being aware is proof that I already become a beast.

"Sorry. . "

Ah. . . .but if I'm not even allowed to do that how I can discharge this pent up energy in my lower half body?. I didn't want to spend money on some random woman, not to mention it leave a bad taste in my mouth. Also, some soap can't actually satisfy me anymore.

"Gah. . ."

I let go of her shoulder and begin to hold my head.

"I know! I know! I'm already yours so you can do whatever you wanted with my body, so please don't put that 'the world is going to end tomorrow face!"

"Thank you very muuuccchh!!!."

"Don't blatantly show your relieved face to me!!!!."

"Thank you very much."

"Is that supposed to be poker face? It isn't right? right?."

"Heheh. . ."

For some reason, the gloomy and serious atmosphere around us begins to disappear. Our serious conversation also somehow slowly being replaced by our usual banter. Well, even today is another failure on crossing that line. I didn't really mind.

I want to unleash the beast inside me, but what I want the most is make her happy and seeing her smile to bloom.

"So let's start."

"Ha?. . ."

Her smile indeed blooming, the atmosphere also become lighter but for some reason, the situation didn't improve at all. I mean, aren't we in a situation where both of us finally decide to pull back?.

"Mast. . Saburou-san do you remember what you said when you propose to me?."

"Of course."

I promise her to support her until I die, protect her as long she lives, and make her life as happy as possible.

"Just like Master wants me to be happy, I also want Master to be happy."

"Violet. "

I see, so it's like that. If someone asked whose happiness matter the most to me, without a doubt I'll answer that her happiness is the most important thing to me. And in order to be able to give it to her, I'll do anything I can.

Overcoming my fear, facing my trauma, or even risking my life. I'll pay any kind of price if it's going to make her happy.

And that feeling is not just mine. She shares it too.

"In order to make Master happy, I also going to pay any price for it."

I want to protect her, I didn't want her to hurt, and I also didn't want her to feel any pain. But, I want to respect her decision, I also want to grant her wish. Her wish to make me happy.

"Thank you very much."

At first, I think my arrival in this world is simply a big mistake. After all, my life is just getting harder and harder every day. But after being together with her, I begin to feel that this world is quite fun.

When I realized my feeling for her and receiving her affection. I finally thought that my life is full of blessing, my fate is not a mistake, and I was born for the sake of meeting her.

"I love you."

"I love . . . . ."

Before Violet even able to say any more words, I grab her cheeks and pull her face closer to me. And after that, for the first time in my life. I tasted the sweetness of girls lips.

2

"Are you ok? can you walk?."

"I'm not okay, but I can walk. albeit little difficult."

"How about just resting for a day?."

"No, I want to work and help Master."

For some reason, she didn't stop calling me master since last night even after I remind her, again and again, to just call me by name. Being called master by a small cute fox girl didn't sound bad, but she is my beloved wife. I didn't want someone to see her just as my slave.

Moreover, it made me remember about her amazing expression when shouting the word master-master-master a few hours ago.

Honestly, it kinda dangerous. It can potentially able to wake not only my eyes but also another part of my body. So I hope she could stop it already.

"You didn't have to, our work needs a lot of concentration and attention I didn't think you could do it with your condition now! to be honest, I didn't really want to work myself either."

What I want is just to flirt with her for a whole week.

"Whose fault it is!!! which boy who can't hold himself back!? which person that turned into a beast and devour this little lamb?."

I clapped my hands in front of her and then closing both of my eyes like someone who is going to pray in front of a shrine.

"Thank you very much."

"This, is, where you should say sorry to me!!!."

She hit me with the back of her hand like a real manzai actor.

"Thanks for the meal."

"You didn't feel sorry at aaaaall!!!!."

Don't ask something unreasonable. Did you think that a first timer like me could actually hold myself back?. No! of course, no!. Not to mention that I already build momentum for a whole 3 months. A momentum strong enough to shatter any rationality to smithereens. So please don't blame me for turning into a hungry beast.

"I mean it feels so goo. . ."

Before I'm able to finish my word, she blocks my mouth with her hand while having some nice embarrassed face.

"Noooo!!!. . . . don't talk about it. . ."

Nooo. . . don't act cute like thaaatt!!! that momentum hasn't actually died down so if you continue to provoke me with your cuteness. I think I'm not going just turn into a beast, but a monster even without the help of a full moon.

". . . . ."

"Master. . your face is kinda scary. . ."

"No need to be scared. . . your master is not a bad person."

"Now, you sound like a kidnapper!."

I hold her shoulder just like last night and stare her directly into the eyes. But, unlike before I give a signal to ask for her permission to continue. She is, after all, haven't completely overcome her trauma.

She still looks scared when I give her a stare with some lust inside it. But, after last night her fear of the beast me has decreased considerably. Well, I didn't really want to push her too hard. If she really didn't want it, I would stop myself with every means available.

"Gosh. . .I really wonder who is the real beast people here."

Her ears are twitching, her tail is swaying back and forth, also her face is bright red. After murmuring something for a while, she held my hands and stare back at me.

". . ."

God, she is so cute. My wife is the cutest in the world.

"Is it really ok?."

She shows me a pouting face that looks like said 'did you want me to say it directly?.' before closing her eyes and presenting her small glossy pink lips that absolutely look so soft.

Thanks for the mea. . .

Knock. knock. knock.

"What hell is the timiiiingg!!!!!!!!????."

"Master, there's someone outside."

"Just leave him alone, let's just continue"

The knocking didn't stop, but I didn't care. Who cares about some random guy when I'm being so busy admiring the cuteness of my wife.

"I'm in. . "

"Who gives you a damn permission to enter my workshop!!!!?."

The one who enters my workshop is a young man in his twenty, whose face I'm familiar with. His name is Arne, and he works for the adventurer guild in this town.

His blonde hair and rough looks are on the wild side and when you see him, the impression you got is definitely not a good one. But setting that aside, he is actually a rather kind guy who helped me countless time.

But, today he is nothing but eyesore though.

"Well. . . I thought waiting for your reply is simply useless, I mean! you are too busy violating that 9 years old little girl in your arms."

"Don't make me sounds like a criminal."

"Eh? you arent?."

"I see, it seems you need to relearn some lesson."

Most of the sentient creature in this world has a different growth rate than human both physically and psychologically. Elf aged slowly because of their long lifespan, dwarf didn't grow too much even after reaching their adulthood. And beast people, usually grow faster than human in both body and mind. That's why beast people have a lower standard for their adulthood.

Normally, beast people already considered adult when they reach 8 years old. 8 years old of beast people are equivalent to 16 years old of humans.

"In other words, in human standard, Violet is already 18 years old and a full-fledged adult."

"But she is small, in other words, you just like a young girl."

"Ok stop right there!!!."

Please stop saying anything that made me looks like a young girl lover. It's not like I'm particularly like a young girl. It just happens that the girl I love looks young.

Also, she looks young not because she is actually that young (based on beast people standard) but because she has some growth problem. Normally, at her age, she should have a more mature body like a human girl in their late teen. But because of her bad environment in her younger days. Her growth got hampered by malnutrition and the likes.

So, there's absolutely nothing strange when the 23 years old me fell in love with the 18 years old (inside) her.

"When you love someone, you'll stop thinking about their outward appearance."

"Don't worry, your preference for a young girl is not strong enough to cut apart our friendship."

"I honestly want to cut that friendship you are talking about right now."

"So, what did you need Arne-san?."

Without being bothered by our banter, Violet who still clung to my stomach like koala asked what his business are. Normally, the one who tends a male customer is me. But he is our close friend, so Violet didn't really have any problem interacting with him so I let her do it.

"I got a job for both of you."

"I see, please come back tomorrow we are rather busy today."

"Aren't you guys just flirting?."

"Yes we are, got a problem with that?."

I mean, we are pretty much a newlywed couple. What's wrong flirting with each other?. Previously. Even after our wedding ceremony, both of us still act like some innocent couple who only able to hold hands. We are unable to flirt like this before.

That's why, after she is a little bit able to overcome her fear I want to just play around with her for at least a day to satisfy all of my worldly desire.

"So you are serious when asking me to come back tomorrow."

Do you think I'm joking?. No, I'm not!. I seriously didn't have any mood to work today. If you already understand please just go and leave us alone.

"Just explode already!!!!."

"Do your job properly!!!!."

While Arne swearing with tears in his eyes, Violet hit my chest with her harmless punch even she is actually very strong. After that, the three of us go to the guild office to get more information about the job he is talking about.