Chapter One

Your step father was horrible man Zane! He did things I saw with my two own eyes! God forbidden he was never interested in me. Because if he were I would not have been here. I would been laying in the hole far from here like those other girls! "

I yell as tears roll down my face falling to the cold ground of dirt.

Trees whistled past my face as the evening grow more and more.

"I saw it... them... they were life less j-just a-a f-fucking corpse."

Zane walk towards me as I Neil onto the dirt tears falling rapidly.

"I'm so sorry Sierra.. I-I have..."

I look up at him to see tears rolling of his cheeks... his red puffy cheeks. Cheeks that I so wanted to hold and kiss.

But I can't I can't even look at him anymore...

I'm no good for him...

I bringing my head back up towards him.

"I can't love you."

I say getting up as he was nearing me more.

Leaving the woods. I wanted to turn around and jump into him and kiss him tell him I can do this. but I don't ...I leave like the coward I am.

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(6 years later)

"Hey girl! Glad to see you! I have your coffee black as your like it and your meeting schedule for today. Ten o'clock with Kennel, one o'clock with the Sen brothers for the new coming book released that maybe will hopefully turn into the movie I always wanted." She looks at me with puppy eyes knowing I don't have that information yet to share but wants me to share as soon as I know.

"Hah No... " I say walking into my new office as we did relocate to a better building and area.

Sitting down on my brand new chair. That I so much love from my last crapy chair that look like it was going to crumble into pieces from the looks of it.

"Sooo have you thought about what I said last week? " she step to the chair that it in font of the desks I am behind.

She talking about the trip for camping this coming week. She ask if I would like to join her and a couple other friends. Guess it's a celebration of some sort.

"Ahh I really don't think I can Hannah.. I'm busy" I say letting her down once again.

"Awe I was hoping you would you know... It's totally fine though you're welcome to join me later on if your like." She says walking towards the door back to her desk.

Ahh guilt tripping me I see.

I was going to say something but she left my office to go back to her work.

Trying to forget the guilt of saying no I work hours tell around 6pm. I was going to stay later but I deserve a break for a day.

Going's home to my two cats and big nice bed with junk food to last a me a week.

As I get up I hear Hannah talk to Sean from the computer room.

"So are you going to come to the club? I'm looking for a partner to join in on the fun would you be willing to be my guest? You can also have two friends with you if you like?" Sean talk to her.

Club? Fun? Ahhh no thanks I'll rather not think you very much.

I pick up my bags and open my door to leave closings it.

"Hey sierra why don't you come too! It would be fun you know try and have so fun for once."

Sean speak up. Hannah smack him in the chest. "What the hell! She doesn't want anything to do with that stuff. She not interested asshat. " she whispered

Even though I could hear her from the end of the hall.

"Sorry I didn't mean you were bored-or-or not fun" Sean stutter at me

"No worries and yes I don't do clubs." I say looking at them

"We'll I'll see you tomorrow Hannah. Both have a good night I say." Walking towards the elevator.

" OH ahh it actually a BDMS club! " Sean quickly interacts. Making me stop from walking another step.

BDMS club?

What's that... I think...

Oh...

I stood there for a minute not knowing what to say. What do you say when some you work with ask if you want to go to a sex club for fun?

Who is a dude at that matter.

Weird...

"Ah no thanks I guess... I should get going"

I press the button for The elevator.

" have a goodnight" I say as I step in and go down to the parking lot to where my car is.

"Sweets and wine I'm coming home."

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As I drive my car down the street stoping at the red lights. Rain start to pour down fast. Green beams at me to drive. As I drive about six minutes into the rain my car light flashes to me say low battery.

"No! Fuckshit! No no please don't die..." I hope as I drive down a short cut to my apartment building.

My car stops

Shit!

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"Hey girl are you able to pick me up? I can't seem to have data and my phone about to die. I'm stuck in the storm around Barn street. My car is dead."

I leave the message for Hannah as my phone dies on the spot. Fuck this is not how my weekend is supposed to go man.

I wait in my car for another ten minutes thinking she won't be able to get the voicemails I left for her.

Rain smacks on the windows wind blowing hard making whistle sounds.

Well this is fun Sierra! Your not stranded in the dark with a storm over you!

This was not how I planned my weekend again.

I stay in the car for about another 20 minutes and couldn't take it anymore she wouldn't fine me in this storm. I get my jacket and bag with all of my stuff.

Where was I going?

I have no clue...

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(Zane POV)

"Hey Stacy where you going?" Ben ask as she headed to the door.

"Not all of us are staying overnight. We have better things to do." She sassy as she headed towards the back door.

" well that didn't work.. maybe try and not ask stupid questions." Milo says as he buts the chairs up for closing time.

"I-I just asking? To try start an an Conversation with her. I haven't been able to fuck her yet. She stubborn!" He yells throwing the rag from the bar top.

" maybe try not to unless you want you face to be smash from Gwen."

"No only smash you face she will make your life hell." I say

"I learned from experience " I say putting the last chair up for the night.

Ben looks at us like he himself is tough to fight Gwen.

Hah ya right not with Gwen.

"Shit look outside it storming out like hell!" Milo voice from the door came.

I went over to look and I agree it is

Well this will be nice I thought two seconds later power went out...Great.