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Clearly Lucien no longer wanted me to work with Edward at the lab, I mean, he even ordered me to stay home instead of going to the lab today. He could have told Edward of his decision directly without framing it as something that I wanted though. Now Edward probably thinks that I no longer want to see him which might not be wrong. Afterall, I don’t even know what I think or want anymore and until I figure that out, I’m not going to reply to his text. I can always pray that he doesn’t call.