Something or Someone

Ezra

Everyone seemed to be in quite the buzz when we got back to the Palace. Iris had dashed out of the car before it could even stop and Apollo carried Maria to their chambers because she was still passed out and snoring. 

Cloud ran off with the babies on their stroller to his parents which left me with Adonis and Ezekiel. Everyone seemed so excited to get back to their lives and their busy routines whilst I just felt absolute dread. 

At the castle we were all together and it gave me a family dynamic I had always wanted. Yet now that we were back where everyone had something or someone to get back to, it was a stark reminder to me of who I was. 

I had no one, of course I had Ma but she was still in the United Kingdom and would only be able to come back once it was safe enough. I thought I had Ezekiel to lean on when I felt a bit unstable but he broke up with me the first chance he got and seemed not to know what he wanted.