Shouldn't Have

Ezekiel

From the moment I closed the door and heard Ezra's sob I knew I had made a huge mistake. Yet I could not go back on my word when I had seemed so confident moments poor.

Why had I seemed so confident in my decision?

I would never know. Yet I knew it was the right thing to do. In our relationship I was older and it was expected of me to make the right and wise decisions. 

Right now was truly not the right time for our relationship. It would be foolish of me to think we could make it work when I knew how I got when it came to work.

The reason I was so good at my job was due to the fact I had completely immersed myself into it. There were times I would barely sleep if I had a task and I found myself becoming snappy if I was bothered easily. I did not want Ezra to go through that. The last thing I wanted was for him to feel unwanted.