Esrin the Wildflower
Months had passed and still I kept my Nick .He became obsessed with me, calling me day and night even in between my classes. He wants to monitor every move I make every person I meet, I felt like he had chains on my neck, arms and legs. I never chopped my chains because I need him and I want his. I like the way his hips sway and thrust through me, he was that good that I want to experience more.
My mind and body wanted more, for me he wasn't enough. I became tired of him and his suspicious behavior so I gained more men. For me men are just like dolls I can play with and have sex with.Il I enjoyed my sex life to the point that my grades went down and my Father got angry again. I resolved my father's issue by promising that I will graduate with ease and high grades.
Promises are meant to be broken, my grades still went low and my sex life high. My father got exhausted telling me what to do so he stopped nagging and let me out of his grasp. Telling me...
*Father: Esrin, I had enough of you. Im not angry or whatsoever but please do something for me just graduate for me and your mom that's all I have to give you--education.
*Esrin: Yes, dad and im sorry.
That signal just gave me another starting line to do whatever I like. Well, I didn't change at all. At that time I meet numerous men. Kurt from OJT, Ace a manager at a fast food resto, Jeric from the club, Liam a police trainee, Clark who is an Engineer, John a senior highschooler, Toni a soon to be medtech, Freddie my childhood friend, Gadz a criminology student and Neil who was introduced to me by my friend. Did I mentioned that all of these men obey what I say, do what I like? They also gave me money and mobile phones so I really dont depend that much from my father. I felt like a Goddess I was pampered like a baby and I loved it. I have to hide from Nick so I blocked him from social media and created a lot of account to hide the truth. Well, Im just a girl trying to hide my behavior and remain "loyal" (or so they thought) Yes, I was so good at hiding that it continued to months. I texted them and call each if I have an urge to have sex, I was on peak that I cannot stop it, it felt like an addiction.
I never let any of my men go because I was afraid. Afraid of not being loved by anyone because Im fat. Girls tell me that Im ugly that Nick only kept me because of my big boobs. So, I have to prove them wrong. Well, I wanted attention and got it. These men fill me in and felt like I was too beautiful. Not only that I even got what I wanted--sex. It was smooth sailing year until...
I was on class when...
*Nick: (called 56x)
Texted him : why? whats wrong with you
*Nick: Who the f*ck is Gadz, and Neil?
*Esrin: I donno what your talking about
*Nick: Then why did they tell me they had been sleeping with you? What am I to you?!
*Esrin: So you knew?
*Nick: Shut up. Didn't I tell you I love you Why are you like this
*Esrin: I just can't love anyone. If you like you can leave. Leave me alone and don't ever come back
Part of me knew that I am not that vile of a woman. So I make out with Nick once again and fixed our relationship. He knows that I have other boyfriends besides him. He knows that I had sex with them, but he never let go of me and says he loves me dearly that he cannot live without me. Now that he works hundred miles away from me, I had freedom once again, but this time I came clean and told all my guys my situation.
Kurt, (the one I met at OJT) is one of my favorites wanna know why? His d*ck is so thick that I feel satisfied when he thrust me over and over again plus he's tall, handsome and strong. He is a bit older than me maybe like 10 years or so. He knows I had boyfriends and didn't care at all. He referred us as f*ck buddies.
Ace, (fast food manager), My most handsome boyfriend that even my gay friends want him and my most clingy one. D*ck is average, height is average, skin is fair, gentleness is high, downside? He has a girlfriend. He also agreed that we'll only meet during holidays and sundays.
Jeric from the club, John the senior highschooler and Toni a soon to be medtech left as soon as I came out clean. Never heard of them ever again. I had no regrets on letting these three go because Jeric has small and thin d*ck, John acts like a kid and Toni is a mother's boy. In short they are jerks so hmm.
Gadz and Freddie? I never saw them again. I didn't care, these two a shy type of persons I can't stand them.
Liam the tall, buff and brown guy now a police and Clark the tall, fair handsome guy with a lot of cash (engineer), they also fulfill my desire so I can't loose these two. They gave me money and treat me into malls and dinner dates every girl can dream of. They also know about it now and agreed to meet on specific dates.
Thats it I was left with five men. Nick my main boyfriend, Kurt, Ace, Liam and Clark. I think I need advise now don't you think?...