Cee

The trip to the mall seemed very long but I didn't mind it because I got the chance to be with Chris. At first it was really awkward but good thing Chris broke the silence and started the conversation. He was someone who was very easy to talk to and I feel so comfortable talking to him. We talked about a lot of things and the more I knew about him, the more I found out that we do a lot of things in common and that we were so alike in so many ways.

When our topic shifted to music, it was then that he found out about my stage fright and it was so sweet of him to offer to help me overcome it. And when he mentioned that he wants to hear me sing, I almost gave in. I don't know why but it seems like I am comfortable with him that I somehow feel that it is okay to let go and let him hear me sing. Which is actually pretty weird because I don't even let my own brother hear me sing and this guy who I just met a couple of minutes ago, was someone who I was ready to let him hear me sing. I don't know what's gotten into me but I don't usually let people get this close to me, let alone a guy but there's really something in Chris that I couldn't seem to resist. I guess I really have to talk to him.

When we parted ways before my meeting with my best friend, I tried to coax him into telling me if he has a girlfriend by telling him that its okay if he'll go without me because maybe he has to meet someone. I was secretly praying that he might say no and insist on taking me home and I guess my prayers were answered because he told me that there's no where else he'd rather be than with me. My heart suddenly made cartwheels and as expected, I blushed and smiled. It took me so long to get over it that when my best friend saw me, she asked me if I was okay because I was smiling like crazy. I made an excuse and then we chatted for a bit before ordering.

While Ella and I talked about what happened with our lives for the past 4 years, I couldn't help but think of Chris. I am suddenly curious as to what he might be doing right now and if he might be with someone. The thought of seeing him with somebody somehow hurts me. I can't seem to picture him with another girl. I hope that he is single coz I really want to be with him. Hopefully he feels the same way too.